Continued~
Author POV
Night, 12 PM
The lamps of anushka's and virat's room was off and the darkness engulfed the room, Scattering rays of blue moonlight lit the small area of their bed while they both laid silently
Already changed into the comfortable clothes, Anushka whinned slowly unable to sleep and finally took a deep breath, before opening her eyes and tilting her head to look at Virat, who laid while his back faced her,
Anushka POV
"Hamesha apni peeth hamari taraf ese kar lete hai, jaane raat ko izzat loot lenge ham inki" I mumbled to myself getting annoyed at my insomnia and whinned again,
"Neend kyu nahi aarahi hai hame" I scoffed while mumbling and finally thought to talk to him,
Shifting closer slowly, I stopped at my place when I heard the voices of my anklet's small beads ringing and facing palming myself at the voice, I side eyed him, peeking whether it disturbed him or not
Finding him unbothered, I again started to move
Shifting more closer, I sighed before mumbling softly "Virat ji"
I called him and not getting any reply, I again shifted even more closer and laying just behind him while lifting my weight by the support of my elbow, I peeked from his shoulder
"Virat ji, suniye nah" I mumbled again while looking at his face and hovering over him and sighed when he didn't reacted but rather kept his eyes closed,
Feeling defeated, I thought to pull away but my actions halted when my sight caught the blue moonlight falling over his fair skin and his face glowed,
Shifting closer, I tried to look but instead, blocked the rays
Pulling away at the same distance like before, I stopped at the place where the rays fell over his face and stared at him
His face looked calm while his body lifted up and down because of his slow breaths, Eyes were fluttering abit and my sight fell over his lips, They were plumped and pink in shade, Trailing my sight from his lips to his nose, I smiled at the small mole on his nose bridge and Towards his eyes, I felt awestruck looking at his thin but long eyelashes and thick eyebrows
He was beautiful and I didn't know when My staring for him turned into a admiration and my hand raised to hold his shoulder and I kept my chin over the back of my palm,
Admiring him with a smile, My actions halted when I saw him fluttering his eyes a little and he finally lifted them open and looked at me,
The smile on my face quickly dropped and scooting away from him, I again laid on the bed and he knitted his eyebrows
Groaning while turning towards me and narrowing his eyes because of the sleep, He frowned and asked, "Kya kar rahin thi aap?"
He asked and I felt a chill running down my spine hearing his hoarse voice,
"Vo.. kuch nahi" I replied while stuttering and eyeing him in between, I saw him sitting up and looking at me with a puffed face and sleepy eyes
"Soi nahi aap?" He asked again, while yawning slightly and laying back but facing me this time and he pulled the blanket over us,
Fidgeting with my fingers while I felt his gaze over me, I nodded my head shyly, "Ji, hame neend hi nahi aarahi"
I said with a slow voice and waited for a reply
Not getting any, I thinned my eyebrows before tilting my head to look at him and caught him staring at me while keeping his face on his palm and supporting it on pillow by his elbow
"Aap hame ese kyu dekh rahe hai?" I asked nervously, while a small smile formed on my lips and tilting my face towards the other side while blushing and he scoffed
Virat POV
I scoffed hearing her while examining her blushed face, I am literally looking at her with sleepy eyes and frowned eyebrows, How can she get shy over this?
Sighing while humming and laying on my stomach, I shifted slightly closer to her but at a distance that makes her feel comfortable, I muttered asked "Kya kar sakte ham esa ki aapko neend aa jaye"
I could feel her getting excitement over hearing me before she turned towards me completely and nodded her head while giving me her gummy smile
A small soft upturn made it's way on my lips unknown to my knowledge looking at her and I raised my eyebrows
"Uh-huh?" I asked in short and she replied softly "Aap hamse baat karenge?"
She asked and I nodded my head with a small smile, I saw her laying on her stomach too while she cupped her face between her palms and stared at the wall before giggling and adding
"Kya baat karna pasand karengi aap?" I asked again while still laying and looking at her, she thought for a moment while humming the voice as if she is in deep thinking and quickly snapped her fingers together and replied
"Ham aapko bataye ki hamne aaj baba aur maa ke sath kese samay vaytet kiya?" She squealed in excitement and chuckling at her, I nodded my head
And she started, Her mouth molded to form words and once a initiation was taken, She starting talking nonstoppably, Lifting her weight up by her elbows, she continued her speech while making different shapes and gestures from her hands and fingers
Looking at me while explaining me the scenes with dramatic, shock and other expressions Laughing in between when she told me about her mother's scolding, A small smile formed on my lips too looking at her gummy smile
Continuing while not even letting me to reply on any of her statements, I nodded my head at her everything and My sleep was long gone
Chuckling at her expressions where she scrunched her nose and inflated her nostrils to talk about something stupid or weird, I didn't noticed when My visuals caught the sight of her eyes
The almost black small eyes which seemed deep brown in the moon light, Small but lifted eyelashes crowning over them and her heart shaped lips,
She was pretty while the casuality of her talks and her expressions seemed adorable
The rays from the moon light made her look delightful and I smiled at her
Turning her face towards me, she knitted her eyebrows with a offended look and mumbled "Aur aapko pata hai, maa ji keh rahin thi ki ham bhot bolte hai aur ham aapko pareshan kar dete honge, Ham itna bhi nahi bolte hai nah?"
She whined while complaining with a pout and finally gave me time to reply,
Thinking about it, kamla maa surely has a right point and I was going to say it when she extended her index finger towards me as if warning and mumbled "Nahi bolte hai nah hum?"
She again said while looking at me with hopeful eyes and forwarding the index finger infront of my face,
Biting my lower lip while looking into her hopeful eyes which soon turned into a glare, I coughed before nodding my head, "Nahi toh, Aap itna kaha bolti hai, Bilkul nahi"
I replied slowly and saw her eyebrows soothening up and she nodded her head and continued "Vahi toh keh rahe the ham maa ji ko"
Snuggling my face into the pillow while looking at her and unknowingly closing my eyes, I hummed in response to her every talk while being attentive enough to pay attention
I heard her yawning in between and the bed sinked in indicating she laid and slowly her voice became slow and word's small
Slowly by slowly, Her talks muted and My eyebrows knitted not hearing anything,
Lifting up my eyelids to look at her, I caught the sight of her sleeping while her face tilted towards me and her hands parted on each side openly
Chuckling at her sleeping position, I sighed peacefully while collecting her wrists together to make her sleep comfortably and covering her with blanket properly, I laid beside her
Staring at her face, I saw how her breathing was calming in her sleep and it has to be the first time, I ever saw her calm rather it's always a blush, argument mood or excitement
Smiling while remembering the times I have spent with her
The day we met to our marriage to our first night to her throwing her sandal at my face and today's morning's encounter
She was a sunshine and it feels that life has became enlightened with her arrival
Even her arguing feels that something is going in life and it doesn't feel just like every other day,
Thinking about things again while my sight didn't left her face, My thoughts halted at somewhere
The small smile that was dressed on my lips faded slowly when I remembered baba's words, she was always pampered from her childhood and she was the most beautiful part of their life
He had expectations from me that I'll keep her happy and I fear it
I fear that the decision that I took only to fulfill my parents hopes for me will lead to me never being able to love her like that way she deserves
I fear that I might never be able to reach up to her parents' expectations and the smile on their faces today after looking at me changes into disappointment in future
I fear that the smile that always lingers on her lips might fades away in time because of how unexpressive I am,
I fear it or maybe most probably, I am confused
The clouds of deep confusion has surrounded me, I want to stay focused on my goals and I'm scared that she might be a obstacle in that goal
But Virat?
You yourself let a "yess" roll out of your tongue and now it's your responsibility to look after her,
It's your responsibility to always have her as your first priority because she came to you by trusting you with her life and everything
She came to you and knotted the strings of her life with yours, Held your hands into her by trusting you over your "yess" and now it's time
It's time to give in into the relationship that you created and step forward to take care of her
Take responsibility of her and respect her
Taking a deep breath while the words of baba roamed in my head continuously, I shut my eyes close and holding my head while alot of fears and insecurities ringed in my mind, I tried to calm myself
Groaning while sitting on the bed, I sighed while taking deep breaths and calming my head, I turned to look at her
She was sleeping while the soft rays was enlightening her face, Smiling to her,I laid back on the bed while promising myself to take care of her and never repeating the silent treatment over small things ever again
And slowly the buzzing and chirping sound of the insects and birds around the area silenced and sleep engulfed me too,
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I really wanted to ask guysss, Does Virat looks like a red flag to you all??
Like I won't spoil anything by saying or giving explanations about him, but Yes, we can't deny he is confused person
So how does he looks like to you all??
And yesss, My next semester started yesterday and the day in went well but guess what???
Our teachers gave us an exam on this Sunday to do likeee brooo it's just one day into next class whyyy 😭😭😭😭??
And yesss, your author had a hair spa today ans hairs smells awesomeeeee 🦋✨
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