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She cried in pain
n in that same moment Sid lift his eye lids to search her everywhere
he can clearly feel she is into well..
he started to ask few people
neeti tell him that she is in room
without delaying taking two stairs at a time he reached the very first room of 1st floor
he didn't knock coz didn't find a need to they share room...they already share bed so he didn't think twice to enter in room
he didn't saw her anywhere
n he call her name
Sid :- baby....where r u...
are in washroom
n she cover her mouth to stop her cries....inside the washroom she take help of wall stand up on her feet slowly.... taking baby steps she reach towards the sink mirror n look at herself
a sudden fear raised in her heart recalling that blood clots
she knows about her periods flow...after 3rd day it just stopped completely....but she thought may be after her miscarriage something just changed inside her
but the pain.....
that's a main topic she is worrying about...she move aside her dupatta from her belly n look neatly to that stiches....
day after tomorrow is her marriage n she don't want anything bad happened
after so long happiness chooses to be wid her...she don't want to go in drakness again
she wipe her face n make herself look presentable
Sid :- Shehnaaz meri jaan.
are u ok...u need help...m aau andar....
Shehnaaz:- y...yes I am fine sidharth...bas aa rahi hu
n sid understand she is not fine by listening her sad tone....
Sid :- baby open the door right now...
Shehnaaz:- take long breath n decided to sound completely normal
aa rahi hu baba
Sid :- I am not feeling well I want to see you right now...just come out
he bang his fist on door coz he is feeling like his Breaths will stuck in his throat if he couldn't see her face right in that moment
n she open the door plastering smile
Shehnaaz:- had krte ho yar sidharth ab m washroom bhi na jau....
before she complete her sentence
he pull her by waist n hug her
warpping his arms around her nape....
Shehnaaz:- hey...kya hua
Sid :- tu ro rahi thi
n she can feel her heart skipped a beat
Shehnaaz:- n....nahi toh...tumhe aise q laga
Sid :- I just started to feel uneasiness in my chest....fuckkk it's still paining there
n she broke the hug worridly
n put her hand on his chest
Shehnaaz:- are u ok bebu..
n he nod taking long breath
Shehnaaz pull his hand n made him sit on the bed....
Shehnaaz:- filling glass of water
tum.sach m pagal ho chuke ho sidharth
Sid :- I know...m khud dar jata hu iss chiz ko sochke
Shehnaaz:- pagalpan Dara hi dega....fir chahe khudka ho ya kisi aur ka
m sirf 15 minute tumse dur thi aur tumne ye halat bana di...kal agar mar jau
Sid bang that glass on wall harshly n she close her eyes
Sid :- Haan kya keh reh Rahi thi tum
he act suddenly so casually that she stare him blankly
Shehnaaz:- why u do that
Sid :- someone says my baby will left me n that raised my temper...toh bas glass Tod diya
he again utter casually resting his elbows on his both knees bending slightly n stare her
n she take long breaths n hold his arm
resting her head on his shoulder she utter
Shehnaaz:- that's the truth baby....har kisiko jana hi hai ek din...aise pagalpan k sath raho ge toh jee nahi paoge
Sid :- jeena kisko hai tere bad....jab bhi jayegi sath leke Jana muze bhi
she giggled softly n kiss his arm
Shehnaaz:- gussa mat karna...meri bat dhyan se sunoge plz
Sid :- Gyan nahi chaiye muze..."mere bina reh Lena... zindagi kisi k bina nahi rukti...maut toh aani hi hai..." just fuck off...
he mimic those sentences in her voice n she giggle again
Shehnaaz:- itne acche se jante ho ki m kya kehne wali hu ye pehle hi pata hota hai tumhe....
Sid :- kitni bar ajmayegi...
n she kiss his cheeks
Shehnaaz:- zindagi ka sachme koi bharosa nahi hai babu....akele rehna Sikhna padta hai...aur kehte hai apko Jo chiz jo shaqs sabse jada pyara hota hai na...wahi chin liya jata hai...taki aap aur strong ban Sako....
Sid :- Shehnaaz will u plz shut up
Shehnaaz:- pull his cheek n make him look at her face
m nahi chahti mere sidharth ki koi bhi kamjori ho....haad se jada pyar tumhe kamjor bana dega....m nahi chahti tum kahi bhi kabhi har jao zindagi se....meri najar n na ur my hero....n heros never loose any game....fir wo khel chahe zindagi ka q na ho....
n his unknowingly filled ....he is just feeling vulnerable listening her words....
he make her remove her grip from his hand n lift on his place moving his fingers in his hairs
Sid :- m yaha ye bakwas sun n nahi aaya hu...tum bata rahi ho tum q ro rahi thi....ya fir m jau
Shehnaaz sigh wid weak smile
Shehnaaz:- I am ok...ther ..
n before she complete her sentence he left the room taking long steps n banging the door behind
she close her eyes listening loud sound....n sigh
he wid grumpy face sit on one of the chair near kaushal who is scolding the catering person on call
kaushal:- gulab jamun nahi raha toh m shadi m nahi aaunga....
q sidharth karega tu mere bina shadi
Sid :- dimag mat sada
kaushal:- ayein...kuch puch raha hu sale...
Sid :- greet his teeth
teri behen ki....mar khayega
kaushal :- meri behen Shehnaaz hai complete kr na sentence
n he give his cheeky smile to Sid which burn his head more
he is about to scold him but his eyes fall on his girl
who is stepping down the stairs slowly taking baby steps
he observed her neatly
she is finding difficulty in walking
n his eyes meet wid her....
Sid's pov
kab tak aise chalega..q tum kabhi khud se muze apni taklife nahi batati ho...kya ab bhi kuch baki hai hamare rishte ko pura krne m... shayad m ab tak tumhare trust nahi jit Paya hu...
shehnaaz's pov
agar m bata dungi toh tum pareshan ho jaoge.... Subha se itne khush the shadi ki har function k liye....m tumhara mood off nahi Krna chahti....it's just a pain... shayad kal tak thik ho....waise bhi tum aj kal muze leke over protective ho chuke ho...m tumhe aur pareshan nahi Krna chahti sidharth
meeti :- yaha khadi khadi kya soch rahi hai..dinner ready hai...
sidharth chale
Sid first look towards meeti n nod then he peep inside shehnaz's heart through her eyes
he decided that today at any cost he will make her understand the importance of sharing the problems wid partners
all together sit on dining table
the whole atmosphere is turned out to be happy coz mrs batra n her jokes are never ending..
kaushal n Isha are also adding there fun spices in the gathering.....
but the important persons are sitting wid stressed faces
Sid is sitting far from away from her.....
just wanted to pretend that he is angry......he thought if he show his anger then she will come to him n speak her heart out
n otherside Shehnaaz thought...he will come n sit next to her...coz she knows his habit of making her eat first bite form his plate....
evryone started eating there food...but Shehnaz n sidharth are playing wid there food....
she is habitual of eating after he feed her first bite n he is habitual to feed her first then have his food ....
Rita :- ladai hona toh normal hai husband wife k bich lekin zada tym Tak chalti rahe toh rishte m kadwahat aati hai...sahi kaha na mrs batra
Rita eyed sidharth n Shehnaz from her corner of eyes
kaushal Isha Rishi pooja Kunal meeti look eachother finding this is clueless topic....n again concentrate on food....
mrs batra also get confused but chuckle forcefully n said
mrs batra :- ji ji sahi kaha
n the moment Rita ji finished her dailogue Sid n Shehnaz look eachother there eyes get locked
Sid :- maa muze kuch kam hai m badme kha lunga
he utter only to Rita ji slowly don't want to disturb the happy atmosphere on dining table
Rita ji look towards Shehnaaz n then nod
Shehnaaz feel guilty thinking coz of her he didn't had his food....
she without being caught by anyone grab plate full of food n go behind sid
he sit in the garden of his farmhouse
looking towards moon spreading his arms on bench
she go n sit beside him
placing that plate aside
he didn't look towards her acting like he didn't notice her presence
Shehnaaz:- Chand ko dek raho ho
Sid :- nahi alien ko
she give her famous glare to him
he still didn't look towards her
n she sigh n rest her head on his shoulder
Shehnaaz:- gussa kis bat p ho wo bata do...fir m mana lungi
she utter oh so so so cutely that he bite his lower lip to hide his smile to maintained his poker face
Sid :- side hato muze jana hai
Shehnaaz:- tchhhh sidhhhhhhhaaarrthhhh
Sid :- kya
Shehnaaz:- mat karo na gussa m pehle hi dard m hu...
n the moment she finsihed her sentence he pull her by nape
closer to his face ...
he utter holding worry in his eyes
Sid :- kaha...kabse....bataya q nahi...what happened meri jaan
she point cutely towards her belly
n he follow her pointing finger which stopped on her belly
Sid :- your peroids are overed right....
Shehnaaz:- lower down her gaze
umm it's not that much...umm it's
Sid :- pull her face more closer n greet his teeths
stop hiding ur pain Shona...just tell me where it is exactly paining
she got scared at first looking his crazy eyes
Shehnaaz:- th..that stiches part
Sid :- bataya q nahi
he rub his palm on her stiches inserting his palm inside her dupatta covered belly
Shehnaaz:- tum over protective ho chuke ho....kuch jada hi pareshan ho jate ho muze leke.....
Sid :- fir q na hu m pareshan...jaan hai tu meri
n he garb her wrist...
Shehnaaz:- kaha
Sid :- hospital
Shehnaaz:- sidhhhaarrrthhh...abhi thik hai...
Sid :- shut up...get up
Shehnaaz:- sacchi baba....kal subha jayenge abhi gaye toh baki log bhi panick ho jayenga...shadi wala mahool hai baby plz understand
Sid :- tere se jada kuch important nahi h...
he started to make her stand by pulling her hand
Shehnaaz:- accha suno Dr se toh pucho wo hai available ya nahi itni rat ho gayi...agar wo rahi toh pakka jayenge
Sid :- wo na bhi ho toh leke aaunga usko m ...tu chal sirf
Shehnaaz:- baby m har bat manti hu na tumhari....plz sunlo..ek bar puch toh lo agar wo kahe aa jao toh pakka chalenge
n he wid holding frustration dialed mitali's number n put it on speaker
Sid :- are u there in your hospital
mitali :- no I am out of town....koi emergency hai toh u can go to hospital m bat kr lungi mere team se
Sid :- pinch his forehead
umm she is having stomach ache....that stiches part specially....
mitali :- ohh is that too much
Shehnaaz nod in no
but he utter holding anger in his eyes looking towards her
Sid :- haa itna ki washroom akeli ro rahi thi
n she lower down her head wid pout thinking how he knows everything about her
mitali :- ok u can take help from my team
Sid :- no I don't want intern...u know how much is important for me
mitali :- giggle...
hmm so wait till morning I will be there by 11 till then give her the medicine I will send u the name of that med
Sid :- ok...but u will be here by 10 in morning not 11...
mitali :- what..it's no
Sid :- I won't listen anything mitali try to understand it's important
mitali :- ok fine
n they hang up the call
Shehnaaz:- dekha aise hi sabko pareshan kr dete tum
Sid didn't say anything but sit on bench holding his head
she sit beside him again
Shehnaaz:- kya hua ab
Sid :- soch raha hu kya aisi Kami reh jati hai mere pyar m ki tu muze apna nahi samjti
Shehnaaz:- aise q bol rahe ho..mera koi apna nahi hai tumhare alawa
Sid :- no no...u r mistaking here I guess....u won't consider me as your partner..the one who should be beside u in your all thick n thins...
Shehnaaz:- babu I thought u get stressed...mereko leke toh bahot jaldi ho jate ho
Sid :- toh aisi hi batein chupayegi...apna dard nahi batayegi
she didn't lift her head
Sid :- we r going to share our life Shehnaaz....whole life....kya aise hi chaleha aage bhi.....ha m ho jata hu pareshan agar tumhe kuch ho...qki puri duniya ho tum meri iska matlab y nahi ki tum baten apne andar yun samete rakho...agar aise hi Krna hai toh q kar rahe hai hum shadi....tumhe muze taklif nahi deni hai...akele sab zelna hai toh rehne dete hai na...shadi ka matlab hi hai sab kuch share Krna...agar wahi jo paa raha toh matlab nahi shadi krne ka...keh dete hai andar chal k ki hamari Shehnaaz abhi ready nahi hai iss shadi k liye
Shehnaaz:- pull his collar
I want to marry u....
Sid :- no baby it must be infatuation....tu sochle Aram se bahot tym hai
Shehnaaz:- mene kaha na muze shadi krni hai
Sid :- usme kya hai na problems ko share Kiya jata hai dard ko mil bat k zela jata hai...wo toh tujzse hoga nahi toh rehne dete hai
n she pull his face closer cupping his cheeks she kiss his lips
pressing her both petals like soft one on his thick one
n here he lost he was arguing something to her just a second before...he was trying to make her understand something just a second before
he grab her nape n pull her on his lap crushing his hard one on her soft lips....
holding her waist he deepend the kiss
started to eat her lips....
she is not giving him access coz he snatch her dominance
he get irritated
n utter breaking that smooch
Sid :- tchhh open your mouth
Shehnaaz:- taking high breaths
no.i want to kiss u...I started first....
Sid :- greet his teeths
only 5 minutes jaldi khatam krle
uske bad m chance nahi dunga
n she get angry on his dominant side ...they are fighting even for the dominance in kiss
she take his both the lips in her mouth n bite his lower lip
he hissed but let her do what she want
taking her all time she devour his lips
n his fingers disturbed her hairstyle by moving in her scalp massaging her head lovingly
there saliva get mingled n now there Breaths having eachother's scent ....
Sid :- utter wid muffled sound
baby time is over
she is so lost that she don't want to loose her dominance on his lips
she unheard him n this time suck his lower lip harshly
Sid :- this is cheating
Shehnaaz:- tu mera hai m kuch bhi kar sakti hu
n she again pull his face n he smile in between that kiss....
watching his smile she loose her last thread of control n accepting sweet aggression raised in her body for her man she bite his lower lip again
Sid :- ahhh dard ho raha shona...
he utter taking a pause from that kiss
n she stopped kissing him coming to her senses
she slowly move aside n saw the string of saliva that connecting there lips
she hurridly turned her face feeling shy ... wiping her lips
n he chuckled loudly....
pulling her more on himself he made her lay her head on his chest....she is sitting on his thighs
Sid :- I want same passion on our first night meri jaan
n she blush
watching her red cheeks....
he cup her face
they lost in eachother's eyes for some seconds
n he utter looking towards her lips
Sid :- now it's revenge tym
n before she could say anything
he suck her both the lips taking in his mouth
she smoothly parted her lips giving him what he want....
he roam his tongue in her mouth fighting a sweet battle wid her tongue.... drinking her sweetness of mouth
he kiss her wid all love he hold for this girl in his heart
after a long passionate kiss
they broke there energy drenching program while huffing for Breaths
Sid :- listen to me carefully mera baccha ..... we only have eachothers support n presence for our whole life....mere liye tu aur tere liye sirf m hu.... muze se hi chupayegi baten toh m kaise tera dard kam kr paunga...aur tuze dard m dek k har pal m tadpata reh jaunga..kya tu yehi chahti hai....
n she nod in no innocently....
he cup her face n kiss her forehead lovingly
Sid :- aagese kabhi mat sochana aise....tere bare m sab kuch Jan ne ka haq hai mera....
n she hug him tightly digging her face in his nape
n he give feathery kisses on her exposed skin from her shoulder blade
after a soul calming hug
she utter slowly
Shehnaaz:- bhook lagi hai
n he smile on her cuteness
she grab that plate n ask him to feed her by opening her mouth big infront of him
he chuckled on his cutest munchkin
n he feed her by his hand...n she do the same....
while eating his mind for minutes went to old topic that is her pain
he silently pray to god for her good health
after having the dinner he lifted her up n move towards there room
she is smiling like she won the world...off course when ur lover holds u like this closer to his heart every girl feels the same....
she silently thanks her stars for sending this angel in her life....
dropping her on floor he ask her to go n get fresh....
he already order her medicine which will be here soon
kaushal come holding extra pillow n quilt in his hand....
Sid :- what
kaushal :- what what
Sid :- idiot what are u doing here
kaushal :- ohh aise puch na sidhe
m yaha Haan...aunty ji send me n ask to sleep wid u...shadi tak u n Shehnaz are not allowed to share the bed
Sid :- fuck off man
kaushal :- ask the same thing to ur mom
Sid glare him
Sid :- accha chal thik hai unse keh...hum bed nahi share karenge...m sofa p so jaunga n she will be on bed...ok
kaushal laugh loudly
kaushal :- chutiya dikhta hu..lekin hu nahi....tu aur control..wo bhi Shehnaaz k case m.. behenchod joke of this century sale tune jo jo sapne m kr chuka hai uske sath teko mauka mile toh tu shadi se pehle hi first night mana lega....ullu kisi aur ko bana...ab chal mere sath room m
Sid :- tu ja raha hai ya nahi
kaushal :- bhai come on yar don't spoil the fun of marriage...sirf aj aur kal rat ki bat hai...fir toh jo chahe kr uske sath ek room m...
Sid :- dek seriously bahot thaka hua hu...pit jayega tu
kaushal :- aunty ko bataunga m
Sid :- Abey sale...kaisa dost h..
kaushal :- toh fir chal
Sid :- uske bina neend nahi aati muze...aur 2 raten alag rahu usse...pagal hai kya
n kaushal laugh on his genuine words
kaushal :- ohh majnu Bhai sambhal khudko...Isha sahi keh rahi hai...tera pagalpan hadde par kr raha hai
Sid :- bhai yar ja aur sambhal ke bat ko....tu janta hai mera haal kya hota hai uske bina...
kaushal :- ya ya I know...shampoo ko kaise bhool sakta hu
n sid throw his slipper on his bum where he run out of the room
a while later servent come wid medicine n hot water bag which he asked for
n Shehnaz also come out wearing the purple night dress
he made her sit n himself feed hr the tablet
n she hug his waist feeling tired
Sid ruffle her hairs lovingly
Sid :- thak gaya mera baccha
Shehnaaz:- hmm...
Sid :- go n sleep I will be back after changing this
she nod n go on her pillow
she close her eyes the moment she lay down on pillow
he come back after taking cold shower there kiss in garden make him hard down there...
wiping his hairs he smile looking his munchkin n her cute pout
throwing his towel somewhere he lay beside her taking her in his arms
he first shower his love on her by kissing her heena filed palms...then her forehead then her cheeks
her nose his favourite
then he made her lay straight n by resting his own head on her chest he rub her belly gently n then put neatly hot water bag near her lower belly
kissing her nape sweetly he try to sleep coz the fear about her health issues are make him stay awake for little longer
placing hot water bag aside he take her on his torso
her one leg is between in his thighs
he hug her gently n rubbing her back he slept
In morning...there sleep broke at same time
smiling lovingly looking eachother they give a quick peck on lips to eachother n she hide her face again in his chest
they Lay there for sometime... later
the first thing he did to order the breakfast for both of them
others are still sleeping coz they also was awake till late planning for haldi... kaushal hide the secret of there room sharing by playing role of good best friend
without letting anyone know sid take her to the hospital just don't want to disturb the happy environment
after reaching to mitali's cabin
he found his friend is tired n but there on her duty
they shared whatever she is suffering from
mitali :- it's possible to have this pain for next 2 months during ur peroids....thoda pain hota hi hai after miscarriage n case like yours lekin ye jo stiches ka pain Hona...ummm kahi chot toh nahi aayi hai na waha i mean
Sid :- she had an accident
he utter making tight fist under table
n she rub her fingers on his palm
Shehnaaz:- uhh it's not that harsh one...just a normal
Sid :- u said u fall on ur stomach
she nod silently
mitali :- ok scan kr lete h pata lag jayega....
nurse come wid gown
n sid went inside that curtains closed room to help her
Shehnaaz:- m kr lungi
Sid :- still
Shehnaaz:- m tumhare samne change kaise
Sid :- kal teko m pura aise dekhunga bina kapdo k ..toh aj ya kal dekhna toh h....chal I ll help u
she sigh coz she knows his stubbornness
n he grab her kurtis end n pulled it off from her head
her white lace bra come to his sight n his eyes stucked there only
she roll her eyes n continue to wear the gown
Sid's eyes scan her perfect mould n that erection on her buds make his monster grow in his pant
he hurriedly turned his face his throat get dried
he press his other palm on his zip side to calm down his boner
Shehnaaz giggle very well know what happened wid him
Shehnaaz:- need any help hukum sa
n that make his boner get stronger
Sid :- don't tease jaana....pachtayegi
Shehnaaz:- kaise
Sid :- chal nahi payegi bata raha hu
Shehnaaz:- wo kaise...
Sid :- turned
batau abhi
he is about to hold her waist but she hurriedly go out huffing
asking nurse to take her for scan
Sid sit infront of mitali
Sid :- kab tak reports milenge
mitali :- kal tak
Sid :- aj sham tak
mitali :- ughhhhh tu q hai mera dost ...ziddi akdu kutta
n he just wink n chuckled
mitali :- waise uske hathon pe mehandi
Sid :- mere nam ki hai...rang dekha kitna chada hai... bahot pyar krta hu m usko
he wear proud grin on his face
n mitali's eyes get widen
mitali :- tu shadi kr raha hai
Sid :- hey just sry I didn't invite u...coz I planned this on short notice n I am quite hiding this for sometime
mitali throw the things on him which she saw
mitali :- pehle bata ye sab kaise
n sid narrate there story to her
on which have a awww expression on her face throughout the story
later at end he invited her but she denied listening the date it's already something important lined up for her
but she give blessings for them n feel really happy coz she saw his craziness for her....
they reach home while holding hand
n sid is taking the smell of her heena cladded plams for nth time from morning throughout the whole drive he did this only kissing her knuckles n then smelling her heena
day spend good envolving around there closer ones
she get ready for her next functions enjoying girls time wid her friends n cousin
the haldi function get finsihed wid lot of fun dance
the special moments are those where he apply her turmeric paste on the places where no one could think he will do... kaushal help them by giving privacy n keeping others busy in dance ...
she is all red in shyness n there her friends understand watching her red tomato like face
they tease her on the same topic...
like that day come to an end
n she get busy in choosing dresses for after marriage pooja n functions
Sid get call from mitali n she ask him to meet in hospital
he reached without telling her or anyone
at hospital
Mitali :- umm bas itna kahungi wo accident nahi hona chaiye tha
Sid :- I know but what happened exactly
mitali :- see her internal bleeding make the blood cloths on her uterus isliye usko peroids m itna pain jo raha tha....the wall is already so weaken after her miscarriage....muze tabhi kaha tha k uske next time pregnant hone k chance Kam hai...at such a young age she face that health issue....uska affect toh lifetime rahega....lekin abhi jo hadsa hua hai usse pure chance khatam ho chuke hai that she will concive again...other treatments for clots we do...med se ho jayega but....
n something broke inside his heart listening those words
why not he has imagine her holding his child in her arms n standing near the door welcoming him back at home.... after his hectic office schedule
he imagine her feeding his child n he is preparing the bath for there little one
he imagine he would make his baby take the first steps holding his big broad fingers
he imagine a good simple healthy life wid her....
he thought after getting her baby she will forget the loose she face at her first time pregnancy
but evrything get spoiled
he somehow have doubt that accident is also planned but rn his focus is on only his baby girl
he feel broken again...but somehow happy listening his Shehnaz is safe there is nothing to worry about her health....
hiding his watery eyes
he utter
Sid :- is...is any chances mitali...she loves kids...even I also want my child through her
mitali :- sry to say sidharth her health condition was already not ok at the time of her first pregnancy but don't loose hope u guys can try surrogacy or can adopt the child
Sid silently utter his wish in his heart
he want there child through her....only she have right to carry his blood in her womb
n the adoption....yeah it's better than not having kids ...
he take long breath n taking prescription he bid bye to mitali who give him symphashize hug
whole drive his mind is blocked thinking her reaction
he decided to hide that from her untill there marriage
she already faced many insecurities regarding this alliance
he didn't want to give one more reason to her....to deny for this marriage
he knows her well
she will definitely think that she not good enough for him
so he decided to hide the supports in his car only....
reaching farmhouse again
he saw her giggling face
n all his sadness vanished in thin air
he smiling face that only he want from life n will pray to god for this....her smiling face is the only need for his life
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