(Mar/15/2024) [Friday, 4:26PM]
.. so uh these past few days have been.. okay? I guess... I honestly don't know what to say so I'm just going to put the symptoms on here.
- STUFFY NOSE
- EXTREME NAUSEA/DIZZINESS
- SEVERE AMNESIA ⚠️
- THOART HURTS
- HEADACHES
- WANTING TO THROW UP AFTER EATING SOMETHING (RARELY)
- DEJA VU ⚠️
- FEELING A BIT TIRED/EXHAUSTED⚠️
- NOT FEELING HUNGRY (FOR 7-9 HOURS STRAIGHT OR MORE) ⚠️
- RUNNY NOSE
- HOMICIDAL THOUGHTS ⚠️
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okay so.. yeah.. I think I'm getting sick again, in 2 weeks we will have summer break. I'm so tired honestly of.. everything in general.
IN MAY WE WILL HAVE OUR VACATION AND THEN AFTER 2 MONTHS WE START SCHOOL AGAIN...
I FEEL VERY TIRED. I DON'T KNOW WHY... I JUST FEEL TIRED, I SLEPT 8 HOURS AND I STILL FEEL TIRED AND A BIT EXHAUSTED...
ALSO A FEW WERID THINGS HAVE HAPPEND.. I MEAN. I FEEL TIRED BUT, I FEEL HAPPY ... YEAH HAPPY.. :D
- Opened two fortune cookies and they said: "The one who recognize the illusion, does not act as if it is real" and "Truth can be harsh. but it can be helpful."
(WHEN I READ THE FIRST ONE I IMMEDIATELY THOUGHT ABOUT STICK IN THE MUD..)
- Obsessed with the song:
"Who could win a rabbit" - by Animal Collective (I LOVE THIS SONG! :D)
ANYWAYS YEAH.. IM FINE. YEAH...
IM FINE. :D
I THINK MY UNDER EYES ARE GETTING DARKER BECAUSE, SOMETIMES I DON'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP. BUT DONT WORRY... IM FINE! :D
I'm not going insane.. I promise.. :D I'm fine.
Besides the song: "who could win a rabbit" I have been obsessed with the song: "Mindless Self Indulgence - Never wanted to dence" and "Mindless Self Indulgence - Shut me Up"
I keep drawing these.. VERY STRANGE DRAWINGS and I keep drawing the operator symbol continuously in class, I can't even focus to much in class because of.. stuff.
I haven't had any hallucinations in a while nor have had any dreams about them.. thankfully.
Well I'll update soon ... BYE. :) - Ollie/Hellen