Meechie
"Um i can explain" she looked at me with fear in her eyes like she saw a ghost
"Fuck you mean you can explain you fucking on other niggas"
"First off you're the only nigga i ever fucked so for you to say that shit is down right disrespectful as fuck on so many levels"
Damn she got me there ion even know how to respond to that
"Right dumbass don't even have shit to say"
"Look bruh the shit is positive so watchu gone do"
She frowned and turned her nose up at me "what do you mean what ima do"
"You keepin it or what"
"Nahh im finna kill the baby" she said rolling her eyes
I smacked my lips"Nah foreal stop playin"
She shrugged her shoulders "look we're not even in a stable relationship so us having a baby isn't gonna make this any better. You can either be in the child's life or not I'm already raising my lil brother so it's nothing new."
"I ain ready for no baby"
She shook her head and rolled her eyes "are you serious you knew what you were getting yourself into when you kept nutting in me now all of a sudden you aren't ready for a baby."
"Pussy too fye can't blame a nigga for not pulling out"
She rolled her eyes "you're full of shit"
"Aight aight all jokes aside i kno i ain ready for no baby buh I'll be here every step of the way and we gone get through this together"
She looked at me with this sad look on her face "Us being in a relationship isn't gonna work the lies the cheating i just can't do this Demetrius."
"Ima change ma i ain gone hurt you i promise you"
She shook her head "you said you promised the first time i took you back and you turned around and did the same exact shit actions speak louder than words. If you want us to work you need to fix yourself and work on your personal issues."
I nodded my head "so whatchu tryna say you done wimmie"
She sighed "if it has nothing to do with our baby we have no reason to keep in contact"
I sat at the edge of the bed and put my hands over my face "aight ma"
She gently placed her hand on my shoulder "you can still call for kari and hang with him.. But working on Us right now isn't gonna work.. no hard feelings right"
I nodded my head turning to her i kissed her on ha forehead " no hard feelings ma it's jus ain our time right now"
She smiled and started hugging me i hugged her back
"You hungry?" I asked her she shrugged her shoulders " a lil bit i don't really know what i want to eat"
"Shii you wanna get some pizza and we can jus chill"
"Yea kenzi suppose to be dropping kari off here in a lil bit so that would be nice"
"Aite bet we can just get the food when he gets here"
She went to the bathroom And took a shower while she was in the shower i changed the sheets on her bed and put new ones on then i put her pillows and covers back as she had it
Somebody started knocking on the front door i went downstairs and opened and it was kenzi and kari
"MEECHIEEEE" Kari yelled throwing his arms around me
"KARIIIIIII" i yelled matching his energy i picked him up and took his bags from kenzi
"I had so much fun with TT kenzi we went to the zoo and the museum then we had a lot of candy and everythingsss i got new toys" he said while playing with my hair
"That's good lil man sissy is in the shower right now so when she gets out we gonna get pizza and have a movie night"
He nodded his head as i put him down he ran off to his room
Kenzi looked at me with a look of pure disgust in her eyes
I looked at her "fuck i do to you"
She shook her head "you're just full of shit and how you treating my best friend is not it"
I waved her off "mane bye i ain do shi ta ha"
She rolled her eyes "yea right i know you put yo hands on her"
"That was a accident I didn't mean for it to get that far why you on my dick about it"
"It shouldn't have gotten that far in the first fucking place if you was able to keep your damn dick in your pants none of that would have happened!"she raised her voice
Shay came up behind me in her robe placing her hand on my back "what's going on"
"Nun ma js yo friend ovea hea all onna nigga dick"
Kenzi scrunched her nose up" I wouldn't touch your dirty dick ass with a 10 foot pole you nasty bitch! And Shay you ah dumb ass bitch for still keeping in contact with him."
Shay frowned and was trying to push me out the way
"Who you calling a dumb ass bitch. I haven't done shit to you. I wasn't the dumb bitch who fucked 8 different niggas and not knowin who her babydaddy is"
Kenzi crossed her arms "are you serious right now"
Shay rolled her eyes "get to steppin"
Kenzi huffied as i closed the door in her face locking it
She place her hand on her head " honestly don't know what be wrong with bitches."
I shrugged my shoulders "shiii what typa pizza toppings you want"
"2 pepperoni and 2 cheese oh oh and get breadsticks too with marinara sauce with nacho cheese"
I laughed "aite wit yo pregnant ass"
She smacked her lips "see now you pushin it order the food so we can start watching movies"
"Aite aite damn"
After i ordered our food we chilled for the rest of the night
As we was sitting on the couch the doorbell rung shay stood up i pulled her back down sit down i got it. I went to the door opening it a short ass lil nigga was standing there holding the pizzas.
I grabbed the pizzas and paid him. Closing the door back i went back into the living room and sat the pizzas on the table.
Kari looked at the pizzas and smiled "yummy! Pizzaaa" he did a lil dance
Shay laughed "which pizzas you want bubba"
He pointed at the cheese pizza and the pepperoni pizza " i want those ones"
She went and grabbed the paper plates then put one slice of each pizza on his plate and she gave him some bread sticks.
She handed him his plate as he sat the plate on his lap
She made my plate for me then she sat down
She grabbed a slice of pizza as i grabbed the remote turning on the lion king
After 4 movies in all you could hear was faint light snores coming from kari
"Can you take him upstairs and lay him in his bed please" she said softly
I nodded my head gently picking him up i walked upstairs to his room and laid him on his bed. I turned his night lamp on and closed his door behind me.
I went back downstairs as shay was in the kitchen putting the food up i grabbed the breadsticks and put them in the refrigerator.
"So how are we gone go about this ma ion wanna lose you"
She sighed "I don't know okay just give me time to think about this. I already made a mistake forgiving you the first time I don't want to make the same mistake again."
she walked past me and went to her room i followed behind her "why you can't just let me fix us" i asked
She rolled her eyes as she laid down "have you ever thought that maybe some things just don't need to be fixed"
"Why not tho"
She grabbed the remote turning on some music and changing her led lights to red and dimming them so it's somewhat dark in the room
"They just don't okay there isn't nothing to fix between us just stop"
I nodded my head as we sat on the bed in silence
Living room flow by jhene aiko played in the background as i lit up a blunt
Shay scrolled through tik tok while i smoked every other minute she would look up from her phone and our eyes would lock contact.
About 10 minutes into me smoking i looked up feeling her eyes on me i licked my lips and put the blunt out.
"Why are you looking at me like that" she asked i shrugged my shoulders
"Wah i cant look at you now"
She shook her head "not with you looking at me like you wanna fuck"
I smirked "why you nervous or something"
She looked down and started playing with her bracelet i put my hand under her chin lifting her face up causing her to look at me.
Our eyes locked contact lingering for a few minutes as i leaned forward closing the gap between us planting a kiss on her lips.
She tugged at my shirt pulling me closer into the kiss as i licked her lips she opened her mouth as my tongue slipped in her mouth.
While we kissed she moaned into the kiss i gently wrapped my hand around her neck squeezing it a lil
Wrapping my other hand around her waist.
I rubbed on her booty as we kissed she started pushing me back a lil "w-wait um we shouldn't do this.. i think you should go"
I shook my head and got up "goodnight ma" i told her before getting up and walking out of her house making sure the door was locked behind me.
FUCK i fucked up bad man. I gotta baby on the way now how the fuck am i suppose to tell my peoples. A nigga can never jus get a day.
I got in the car pulling off heading to the crib once i got in the house i put my phone on the charger and went to sleep.
This is once fucked up ass day i had