𝓢𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓶𝓼

𝓖𝓸𝓵𝓭...𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓷

𝓘'𝓿𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓵𝔂 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮,

With what we used to be.

I cannot keep thinking of you,

It's a waste of time.

And I don't mean it offensively,

Even if I do.

I merely mean,

If you've stopped thinking of me,

Why should I think of you?

Maybe call it selfish,

I call it self-respect.

I'm done with holding a grudge against someone,

Who won't even text me an apology.

For theatening me, stalking me and becoming my worst enemy,

It'll take time to forgive, as you never said sorry.

But with time and patiency, I'll make it worth my own wait.

So, as you'll never read this, I write to my own;

Like a butterfly,

You somehow were only there for me at day,

Only at my lightest you'd stay,

And into the night, as it became dark, you'd fade.

Like a butterfly,

A deadly one at that, you made me think,

That you being pretty meant you weren't deadly.

And without even a goddbye,

After harming me.

You dissapeared, leaving me paining.

And yet...after years.

I can finally say.

That gold is now one of my favourite colors.

That I don't resent it anymore.

That gold is the color of jewels I now wear.

Yeah...after years.

I can finally say.

Even if you don't care,

And you don't know.

Besides the pain still inside me.

I can finally say.

I forgive you.