The crampy feeling over my body pulled me from my sleep. My head feel a little dizzy as I sit up on the bed which cause me to rest back a bit on the bed head to regain my strength.
With my eyes still close, I massage both sides of my head before flicking my eyes open and that's when I notice Sanjay sitting at the edge of the bed with his back turn to me. A smile, form on my lips as I crawls behind him and wrap my arms around his torso from back.
"Good morning baby" I cooed as I plant a kiss on his left cheek.
"Mawning" His voice came out harsh and dryly, he unwrapped my arms from his body and put me to sit down then turn to face me with his upset expression.
a weh mi do now?
"a wah yuh and yuh fren tek yes2day mek unu did a gwan suh?" He asked and I stared at him confused.
Gwan how? mi only memba we did deh a sharkies dhen...
"How mi did gwan B?" I asked as I sit closer to him.
"Mad, like unu nuh have no sense... a jump like kangaroo over di place and naked Kay, weh unu tek?" he asked again.
rass! a suh di supm di man sell wi mek wi did a gwan...
"A juss some candy and cookie we buy from a man a sharkies, him seh dhem have in lil weed, ntn much" I answered him.
"Ntn much? weed couldn't make unu a gwan so crazy b, how di candy dhem look?" He asked and I hold my head trying to ease the headache as I try to remember the full description.
"most of them were gummies, then the cookies and then there's these little color color candy looking one's... mi nuh know dhem" I looked up at him and he gave me a disappointment stare.
"Unu a fucking ediot Kay, how unu fi go buy things from man weh unu no know, him cuda a poison unu pussyclaat!" he said angrily as he get off the bed.
weh him a behave so trang fa, afta we nuh dead... kmt
"See di man rass trick unu and nearly mad unu out wid drugs... unu nuh know man from adams but unu gone buy sweetie wid weed... ya weed head? mi expect betta from yuh" he argued loudly.
"Weh ya gwan so fa Jay? afta we nuh dead" I hissed my teeth as I climbed of the bed and reached for my phone.
"Dhat's all yuh can seh, yuh nuh dead? Before yuh admit seh yuh wrong and nuh try get me more aggravated" He turned and stared at me seriously.
"A yuh wah get aggravated ova ntn" I hissed my teeth, attempted to walk away but he pull me back and push me to sit on the bed.
"No talk mi a talk tuh yuh, weh di fuck ya go?" He semi shouted at me which have me looking at him dumb. "Weh yuh did a do wid mi phone?" He then asked.
For a while I look at him again confused because when did I have his phone then I remember Friday night when I answered his baby mother's call.
Kmt shi find way get to him...
His entire demeanor is different from what I have ever seen before and here it is another agrument on a beautiful get away where things should be mending between us.
"Is a question me ask yuh enu" He walks closer infront of me. "Weh yuh go in a mi phone and block Indiana and her family dhem fa?" His cold eyes stared into my unbothered one's.
Wow! Really dhat him mad about?
"Suh yuh have a problem wid dhat?" I asked reaching to his length but ofcourse he's taller than me so I stand on the bed to hover over him.
him cah intimidate mi a bloodclaat...
"Yuh feel mi a joke wid yuh don't?" He asked looking at me with more seriousness on his face.
"Mi look like mi a run joke tuh yuh, yes mi block dhem and weh yuh a upset bout dhat fa... yuh and har deh same way?" I fold my arms behind me as I lean over more to him.
"No wi nuh deh but a problem ya caz b, yuh nuh have nuh rite fi do dhat" He hissed his teeth.
"Mi have all right becaz ya my man suh if mi feel insecure bout a b!tch mi ago block har and har people dhem and I don't give one fuck Jay!' I screamed at him. "Indiana nah mek problem fi a fucking call call yuh wen we a spend time together, fi a send man fi hurt me and a send one bag a picture a har nasty self to yuh... yuh nuh see dhem problem deh!" I shouted at him.
We have a long staring battle with each other before he walks away from infront of me and stand a few inches away as he grumbles under his breath. I step down from the bed and sit at the edge while shooting dagger at him.
"Yuh nuh have no rite fi go in a mi phone B and a dhat mi a talk bout but ya get defensive like yuh right fi dweet" He said a little calmer.
"Suh Indiana have right fi do weh shi a do?" I asked getting more upset.
"Mi nuh seh dhat and dhat nuh mean ya fi mek back trouble, certain thing yuh lowe out b" He hissed his teeth.
"if mi and yuh deh dhen nuh ooman nah go past dhem place and me keep quiet about it. shi deserve a block and a dhat she get, mi nah apologise bout eh" I said shrugging unbothered.
Muah! Block!
"See weh mi a talk bout, before yuh try seize di agrument, ya bring more fume to di fyah, weh di fuck wrong wid yuh Indiana!" He shouted then both our eyes stared at each other surprise of what he said.
weh him juss call mi? a nuh him baby muma name him juss call me...
"Sorry, Kacian" he muttered. "Yuh juss mek mi- before the rest of the words left his mouth, I sail my phone at him but he shift his face and hit connects into the center of his back.
"J deh between dhem!" I screamed as I fling another object at him that was on the night stand then I grab the lamb and walk up to him. "Kacian mi rawse name!" I shouted, swinging the lamp at him but he quickly grab my hand with it.
"Chill out yuh fucking self nuh my girl" he said angrily as he grab the lamp from me and throw it across the room. "Mi neva mean fi call yuh har name a mistak-
"Nuh mistake nuffi mek desso unless ya think bout har!" I yelled, slapping him in his chest.
"Tap put yu hand pon mi kay" He warns gripping both my hands in his.
"Yow! Everything good in deh?" Rojay shouted from outside of the room door.
"Yeah bro!" Sanjay turned his head to the door before our eyes meet again.
"let mi go!" I shouted at him as tears leak from my eyes, twisting my hands out of his.
"B easy yuh self nuh" He said jerking my body by my hands but I wouldn't stop fighting out of his hold.
He finally let me go when I sink my teeth into his hand, he try backing me off with his palm press against my forehead but I didn't release his hand until he pull me by my hair.
"See yu- he stared at my teeth marks on his hand then gives me a cold glare. "know wah mek mi lowe out yuh pussyclaat ere?" he points at me before reaching for his phone and walk off to the door.
"Cum cah mi go a mi yard nastiness!" I shouted at him.
"A mi fucking cah yuh down ya?" He hissed before swinging the door open then slam it.
"Mi hate yuh dranco and we done!" I shouted and I'm sure he heard me.
Mi seh if mi deal back wid him well... Dhis time mi done, done done!
Sanjay me hate yuh!
Fucking renk, mi look like him mad baby mada bout him a call mi har dutty name kmt.
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Another loud hiss leave my lips as I take another stare at my crack up phone screen. I don't know why I didn't get another screen protector for it and as for the new phone, I no longer want it.
him can go give him gyal...
Lightly I knock on Samantha's room door, as if she is sleeping or something because I have been knocking for a little while and I haven't heard her until I called out her name. She slowly open the door, while peeping out before fully opening it and drag me inside.
"A wa do yuh gurl?" I asked giving her a confuse look as she slams the door shut.
"No wah see Rojay" She sighed as she walks back to the bed and climb on it, she pull her knees up to her chest and rest her head on them.
"Him tell mi how mi did a behave yesterday and me shame yf, can't believe mi tear up him shirt fi have sex wid mi" She fake cried as she buried her head between her knees.
"Eh gurl, dhen a suh we did a behave bad" I shake my head as I sit at the edge of her bed.
"Mi cah believe, a weh di man really give we Kacian?" She looked up at me.
"Nuh know enu, di dranco seh it look like a drugs him give we" I said feeling upset about earlier same way.
"Kay, a no Sanjay ya call suh?" She looks at me surpsised.
rite now mi nuh care how mi diss him a pussyclaat..
"Him same one" I hissed my teeth.
" Mi hear unu a agrue but mi neva wah nuff up mi self but mi a listen if mi hear ntn off.. Mi neva know a so it serious becaz yuh neva style him suh yet" She stretch her legs out as she looks at me.
"Mi done wid him Sam" I look up to blink my tears away. "Him call mi him dutty baby mada name and upset becaz mi block har from him phone... weh him a feel away bout dhat fa" I hissed my teeth.
"but it look like Sanjay a get off, how him fi call yuh har name b-
"Him fucking bright, sorry a neva him mouth di phone mash up and dumb him rass It bun mi yf like him a think bout har" I hissed my teeth louder.
"Him outta order man, him mouth shud a neva slip suh but Kacian yuh no rite either enu becaz yuh shudn't go in a him phone" I glared at her while hissing my teeth.
"Him and shi lucky" I grumbled.
"All yuh did affi do a mek him know yuh nuh like how shi a call call him and mek him do di blocking, yuh figet dhem a have a child together so dhem affi communicate?" She asked.
"Mi nuh bizniz bout dhat" I argued.
"It's just like how yuh and Jamar co-
"Don't bring dhat dranco name to mi" I warned her. "Overall, figet di topic" I hissed my teeth.
No wah hear bout Jamar rite now becaz him a di next one weh upset mi....
Both our phone buzz at the same time, we check out phone simultaneously then look at each other shock. We seems to receive the same email about the staff meeting early Monday morning which is odd because why would this be announce on the weekend.
"Raaaclaat! A wonda if a di tiktok video Sir see" Samantha drop her phone from her hand and place them on her head.
"Which tiktok video?" I stared at her quizzically.
"Dhis but mi delete it off a it as mi see it dhis mawning" She said, picking her phone up and show me the videos.
My eyes shot open as I stared at us acting crazy on the media, it's a relief that only the top of us was showing but that doesn't makes it better because our cleavage is exposing. I skip through the videos and suddenly start feeling nervous about the meeting on Monday.
"Jesas! Yuh think a it?" I asked as I hand back the phone to her.
"but muss becaz dhis trange" she mumbled.
The ringing of my phone interrupted me and I hiss my teeth before answering the call.
"Yeah?" I asked, rolling my eyes.
"Wen ya cum home?" Iesha asked.
wa do dah lil gurl ya mhon? Mi nuh big ooman
"A wah?" I asked suddenly feeling annoyed.
"Weh ya nyam mi up suh fa?" she hissed her teeth. "Mi call yuh fi tell yuh seh mommy and a man out desso a argue ova yu_
"ova mi? Which man dhat?" I get on my feet.
"No know him enu but him a seh him wah see him dwata and mi know a nuh mi so a muss yuh weh nuh know yuh pa" she said and if she was near, mi claat har fi dhat.
"How him look?" I asked being intrigue to know about this man.
Wah if a mi fada fi thru? Mi wah know him.
"Him look rich" she laughed and I hissed my teeth.
"No dhat ediot, mi mean if we fava"
"Kinda, mi nah see gud and mommy nah mek him cum in ya, shi a run him seh him nuh have no pickney ya" Iesha said and I could hear mommy's voice in the back ground.
"Si da ooman deh" I hissed my teeth. "Here wah, walk go up a ballfield before him drive off and wen him a pass stop him and get him numba fi mi" I told her.
"Mi fi di dhay kay kay and mi nuh know ma-
"Juss dweet nuh ediot, tell him ya mi sista mi wah know if a mi fada fi thru" I said with my voice trembling.
mi wah know di reason him neva in a mi life and mi juss wah see wah him look like and most importantly mi wah know if him have other pickney incase mi find a next man, a nuh mi bredda mi go deh wid because mi and da police man deh lef..
Iesha said she will do me the favor and anxiety starts to kill me. I wish he had came there when I was home but I hope he give Iesha his number so I can finally meet him.
My headache increase so I climb into Samantha's bed telling her the news and didn't even know when sleep consume me.
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By the time Samantha and I woke it, it's already evening and time to go home so all the plans that we made for today just goes through the window. When I get back to the room to get ready, there was no sign of Sanjay so I just took a shower and is here getting dress.
My energy haven't been back up since day and I haven't eaten anything substantial which reminds me that I have to get something on the way home.
I wiggle my petite body into a grey, long sleeve thick material, tight dress that reach a little below my thighs and with it I'm wearing a white slides, silver jewelries then I add on my perfume.
I didn't do much to my hair as I wasn't into the mood and I am just going home so I just left it as it is and then I take a few selfies. While packing the rest of things inside of my bag, I uploaded one of the picture on my Instagram story and WhatsApp status with the same caption.
Single and free, no longer have a man... boys feel free to slide into my dm..
Not like I really want any man to come into my dm to bother me but I post that just for Sanjay to see It. It didn't take long for the room door to fly open with a loud bang as it hit the wall and swing back shut after he walks in. Ignoring his presence, I continue packing up my stuff.
"Wah dhat yuh juss post pon eh media?" He asked, the anger sounding evident in his voice.
"yuh blind? Yuh cah read?" I hissed my teeth as I pull the zipper up on the bag.
"Kacian mi nuh in a it again enu, duh mi a beg yuh fi peace sake tek town da fuckery deh weh yuh post up" he said trying to control his anger.
"My phone so mi post weh mi want" I argued as I swing the bag over my shoulder. "Move out a mi way" I snapped staring up at him blocking me from moving.
"Nuh yuh mi a talk tuh, mi seh tek down da post deh and if it nuh cum down todeh, dhen we nah move from yasso" He pull the bag from my shoulder and throw it on the bed.
"Sanjay, stop fuck wid mi... yuh see how mi a avoid yuh from day" I point at him as I unlock my phone to message Samantha. "Like yuh nuh hear seh mi and yuh lef" I grumbled.
He snatch my phone from my hands and back me off as I fight to get it back. Each time I walk infront of him to grab my phone, he shift away while swiping away on it. He then drop the phone back inside of my hand once he was finish.
"Post back ntn like dhat again and see" He points up his finger at me. "yuh know di word Inseparable, wi dhat ere mi a tell yuh" He use his index finger to tilt my head up to face him.
"Nuh touch mi" I hissed swatting his finger away.
"Gwan mhon, yuh nah tek up dhat?" He asked when his eyes land on the phone that he got me on the table.
"Mi nuh wah it, carry it go give yuh baby mada weh ya think bout" I complain, grabbing up my bag.
"Yuh a look problem enu and mi done wid dhat from mawning" He hissed his teeth while picking up the phone and stuff in inside of my bag, he the walks out with my bag over his shoulder.
All him mind think me a drive with him go home, I rather go take taxi before me drive with him. Samantha meet me at the door as I step out still trying to avoid seeing Rojay which is impossible because there he is leaning again his car.
"Him a look?" She asked, hiding behind her bag.
"Yes" I said as we walk outside.
"Him cah gwan chro" She grumbles while stomping her feet like a spoil kid.
"Sam yuh affi face him, mi nah drive wid dhat deh one him enu" I grumbles as we meet them up at their separate car.
"Samantha yuh gud?" Rojay chcukles as he stared at her.
"mhmm" She hum as she hide behind me.
"Rojay ya go Mandeville side?" I asked him while avoiding Mr. Sir over there so that's glaring at me.
"No enu, town mi a reach so a highway mi ago tek" He said and I hiss lowly. "Wapm?" He asked after I hissed.
"Ntn really, where mi can get taxi fi go back a-
"Oye go inna di car and no mek mi and yuh have ntn" Sanjay interrupted me but ofcourse I ignore him.
"Unu squash things nuh mhon and nuh bada wid di vibes" Rojay said as he look between us.
"mi nah go noweh wid yuh bredda" I fold my arms under my breast and turn my back to Sanjay.
"No bada wid dhat mhon Kacian, nuh do dhat" Rojay reason with me.
"Kacian juss mek we gwan, a way a ochi we deh and no know nobody suh cum" Samantha whispered behind me.
After some minute of contemplating whether to go with him or not, I give up and decided to go. Once I am home then I am done with Sanjay Murray as for now, I'm going to swallow my pride. I move off to the vehicle and he open the passenger side but I hissed my teeth and enter in the back.
"Suh yuh juss a leave Samantha, not even a hug?" Rojay asked when Samantha rush to the back with me.
"gwan enu becaz yuh tell mi fi cum in ya" I told her as I stay at the end of the seat and wouldn't go over to let her in.
"Mi nuh like yuh style enu" She grumbled before turning around to him.
She quickly give him a hug then run back to the car, the owner of the car then entire glaring at me before staring the ignition and blow his brother on his way out. We stop in the town to get something to eat and I use my own money to pay for it which offend Mr. Sir which I don't care.
By the time we reach to Mandeville, it's after 10 and sleep start assaulting me again. He drop Samantha off first and an uncomfortable silence fill the car which makes me uneasy and can't wait to go home. He suddenly pull off the road and turn to the back where I am.
"Come round yasso" He said but I hissed my teeth. "Kacian mi seh cum round yasso, mi nuh wah yuh backa mi" He said and again Ignore him. "Alrite, rite yasso we a sleep" He said turning the car off.
lawd! have mercy pon da mhon ya... if mi nuh lef him well..
Seeing that he have a lot of time to waste and I really want to get home to get sleep for tomorrow, I open the back door and enter the front seat then slam the door shut.
"Happy now" I hissed as I leaned back and turn my face to the window.
He then start up back the car and drive off, my eyes shot open when he turn off instead of going straight to bring me to my house.
"A mi yaad mi a go enu" I look over at him.
"Mi tiad and mi tiad a di driving" he complains as he drive up to his gate.
"No problem, mi will call Mar-
"Bet yuh" He look at me seriously as he slow down at it gate.
I hissed my teeth and slump back into the seat, he exit the car and walk to the gate to open it.
a suh run eh car ova him rass!
The moment the car stop under the car porch, I exit the car and walk over to one of the chair on the veranda. I sit on it and drop my face inside of my palm as I try to contain my anger, I suddenly feel warm tears on my face and I just couldn't stop them.
"Kay" He stand infront of me but I continue looking ahead of me. "B, nuh bada wid dhat" He tried to pull me up but I grab my hands from him.
"stop no babes, weh ya cry fa b?" he asked, dropping on his knees infront of me. "Mi sorry babes bout wah gwan today" he rest his hand on my cheek as the tears continue. "tap nuh b" He begged.
"Leave mi alone... yuh nuh care fi mi nuh more becaz yuh have yuh baby mada pon yuh mind and a call mi har name" I cried out.
"Kay nuh do dhat becaz a mistake mi me-
"Lie! Ya think bout har, a shi yuh love not mi! mi nuh like yuh jay" I cried, pushing him from infront of me.
Why mi suh emotional all of a sudden? look how mi a cry like ediot infront a di bwoy....
"Yuh nuh mean dhat B, come we go in" he said softly.
"No! Mi wah go home, mi nuh wah stay here wid yuh" I continuing crying as I get on my feet to walk away from him.
He pull me onto him and rest my head on his chest where I hear his heavy heartbeat thumbing my face. I didn't fight him off because I have no more energy and being in his arms like this really brings me comfort even though I am so upset with him.
"Hush baby" He rub his hand up and down my hair comforting me while kissing my forehead. "Mi sorry babes, really sorry" he continue soothing me and the sleep comes back.
"Mi wah sleep" I mumbled on his chest and he nod.
Tomorrow mi lef him fi gud being as mi really drain right now and wah sleep...
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