🎶help_urself-Ezekiel🎶
The Paradox, Age 15, Year 2015
Fading. Fading.Fading
"Is she ready?"
"Yes sir" "Load her up then"
I feel my body being lifted, the needle, the way my body shakes, and the handcuffs go on.
Darkness.
Moving. Moving.Moving
I get lifted again
I get handed my weapons.
Get in, Get out.
Don't fail the mission.
Don't fail Papa.
I get told where to go and without question, I simply follow, like were trained to.
Every action we take has been carefully trained to achieve perfection
I get to the top of the building, Looking down through a window at the top, I see a woman, with tall blond hair, she's looks unarmed. I try and focus my eyes on their face but I can't my vision being too blurred
Quickly throwing a smoke bomb through said window, I jump through the window.
She runs, Of course she does, God why do they always run? Make my job so much harder
being I go to chase after her, I pull out a joint I keep in my uniform for when my body becomes too shakey, They upped the dose, and It usually takes an hour until my body becomes weak, once I light it I call after her
"You know the best part about accepting kill contracts? It's the chase. The adrenaline that comes from knowing someone is terrified, running, hoping they see the next day. I'm going to make you run. Usually, I would give you a day to run, to try and hide. You know allow you the mercy at an equal fight." I inhale deeply, taking a drag of my smoke. " But I can't give you the mercy of that today, sorry love. But what I can give you is a taste of what I've had to spend the last five years breaking my body in half for, don't worry unlike them. I'll be gentle, promise" I hold out my hand to show I'm being serious, but my fucking hand spasm, very visible, fuck I need to hurry up before I pass up
Looking around I walk around to see where she hid since I had already barricaded every exit so she couldn't leave.
"They sent you didn't they" I hear her call out but I can't tell from where
"Oh hello love, why don't you come to me so we can talk face to face and not have to yell, huh"
I hear footsteps almost like she's coming near, I throw the joint to the side, "Alya, that's you isn't it"
I freeze, few people know my real name. People I'm sent to kill are because they escaped the paradox and the only way out of that hell was through death, and people from there only knew you by a number
022404
you were nothing more than a number, a soulless soldier.
I feel a hand on my face, I was so lost in thought I became unfocused.
"おお, 私の甘い角度 ( oh, my sweet angle)"
No.No. No
This can't be.
No. She's dead, she died two years ago, I watched her die. I held her body. I felt the blood. No pluse.
Urgh Stupid Haluciantions.
Stupid Drugs.
"That was a very stupid move, love, you just made my job so much easier" With that I stabbed the knife I had been hiding into her stomach, causing her to hunch over.
I kick her feet out from her and get on top of her and tieing up her hands, I stab once each leg
I hear her pained scream
"アリヤ、やめて、こんなことしたくないの、私に集中してください、お願いします、アリヤ、お願いします。お願いです。" (Alya, stop, you don't want to do this, focus on me, Please alya, Please. I beg you.)
I harsh grip her face I bring my knief up to her thort, applying puersure to it.
"Shut up, Why do you sound like her, stupid, stupid drugs" I shake my head.
she's crying. I feel the tears on my hand, Why must you cry my love?
I laugh,"thats pathetic, you know better then to cry, Crying is a weakness" I yank her up and drag her body across the room until I find a chair and sit her up on it. I don't bother tying her up since she can't anymore
She has her head down, I hear her soft sobs as i go to stand back from her
"Even from a distance, I can still see how much of a bitch you are. No wonder they want you dead" I pull out my gun and aim the red dot at her forehead. " love, why don't we play a little game, yeah, keep your eyes open until they burn, blink and I'll make your death more painful."
"私はあなたが逃げるのを手伝います、角度を変えてください、あなたはこれをする必要はありません" (I can help you escape, angle, you don't have to do this)
"BAHAHA, your hilarious, you tried escaping and look at what happened, they sent the devil to kill you"
🎶Empty Sky-Adam Hurst🎶
I put the gun down; I let out a soft sigh, "Can I confuse something to you, You remind me of someone I used to love, She was everything to me, She was my protecter, She told me survive, told to Never let them take my heart, to not show them That I was afraid, Showing them fear will only encourage them to keep going, push them to increase the pain." I walk around the girl, playing with the of her hair with my knife. "I miss her, she died two years ago after a failed mission, we were sent to take out a greek mob boss, but we relieved too late a bomb was near by and we both got hit on impact, I suffered a leg injury, She died, I held her cold body in my arms, I tried to carry her back but agents came and dragged me away, forcing me to leave her in the fire. She was only nineteen, she had dreams she never got to create, and like her and every vicicm that has fallen victim to my hell, I will grant you with a prayer." I wipe a tear that had fallen off my face and go to kneel down in front of her, forcing my eyes to focus but they just become more blurred.
Bringing my face onto her forehead, I place a gently kiss on it "Forgive me, for I have sinned. Pray for forgiveness on those who have fallen victim to my hell, I pray you have a save journey to your heaven" standing back up, I walk back giving us space, I place out the gun and aim it at her forehead once again, the red dot shining at the target.
Fading.Fading.Fading
she's trembling, whispering, crying.
I can see the quake in her knees and how stiff her entire body is.
she looks up.
forgive me for I have sinned.
Three, Two,One.
Gunshot.
I push the button in my ear.
"Mission Complete" is the last thing I say before I fall to the ground, my body shaking uncontrolled.