After I was finished daydreaming I went down stairs to find my mum and Alex have breakfast, well my mum is just having coffee Alex is having toast.
"Morning." my mum says having a sip of her coffee.
"Morning mum." I reply giving her a kiss on the forehead. She's taking some time off work for a while because she's been working no stop for a while now, she just really needs a break.
"Alex were walking with my friend Nicky today too." He nods and finishes off his toast, I'm not really hunger today so I just grabbed a breakfast bar.
While I'm eating my breakfast bar I hear a knock at the door, must be Nicky. I jumped out of my chair and run over to the front door.
When I opened the door I saw Nicky playing on his phone.
"Hey Nicky, wait I'll be out in a sec just let me get my bag." I ran back inside before Nicky could even say anything else. I tell Alex we need to leave and he goes and grabs his bag I run back to the front door and so dose Alex. I introduce Alex and Nicky they seem to have a far few things in common.
While they were walking I started to daydream again...
// flashback //
I hate going to school now it's been like 3 weeks almost 4 that people have been spreading rumours about me, I don't even know who made them up.
"Come on lazy girl get out of bed your gonna be late." My mum says. I get out of bed and do my daily routine.
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"Hey girly." I turn around to see Eva she's the only friend I really have.
She's been fighting a lot with Michael lately and it's all my fault. Now Calum, Michael and Luke all hate me and have started... bullying me.
Just randomly last week Luke pushed me over, Michael called me a fat and Calum called me bitch.
"Hey, how things with Michael?" I have a feeling nothing good because she just keeps her head down and plays around with her hair falling on her face.
"Everything is horrible, he bloody broke up with me last night, worst part is he texted he he could of told me in person. I thought what we had was special." I just pull my arm around her shoulder and tell her everything is going to be okay and his missing out on so much.
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"You know if you ate anymore you'd be bigger than a hippo." I look up from my food to see Calum, Luke and Michael. Great.
"Yeah your fat and ugly as it is." What do they want from me, I close my eyes and breath in.
As my eyes are close I heard something fall, I opened my eyes and say my tray was on the ground.
"What was that for." I yell all the boys look surprised.
"Shut up were just helping you out I mean look at you." I felt a tear and then a few more up to the moment where I was on the edge of balling my eyes out.
"Stop bloody crying." Calum says while Michael hits my shoulder.
I look but up to see if anyone is looking as soon as I look up I see... Eva. She's crying just standing there.
While we have eye contact I lip 'help me' but she just turns around and walks away. How could she do that.
When I looked back where the boys were standing they weren't there, so I ran to toilets.
Thank god no one was in there.
When my back hit the wall the bell went, no way I'm going to class with makeup streaming down my face.
I walked over to the mirrors and just stared at myself for about a minute or two pointing out or the bad things about myself which made me cry even more.
"Fat rat." Are my only words that come out of my moth before I made myself... throw up.
// end of flashback //
"Paige were here." Nicky clicks his fingers in my face to get me out of my thoughts.
I got Nicky to show Alex around because well they look like they have a good friendship already.
So about that flashback... I had a really bad eating disorder after that day.
For about a year I would make my self throw up in the morning one time durning school and after school everyday. Sad huh?
No one knows about that eating disorder besides Eva and my brother.
Eva told my brother so I could at lest have help at home and I chose my brother because I didn't want my mum to know because well I felt like if she knew she would be disappointed. I'm really close with my brother well I use to until well he got into hanging out with his friends.
But that's in my past, I told myself I would never put myself though all of that again. Now when the boys call me things I just try and block the fat comments out but the ugly one I guess I hear them but I always say to myself 'I know'
I'm knock out of my thoughts again when some one jumped in front of me.
"Boo!"
"Holy shit Ashton don't do that." He looks really excited, he must have some news.
"Guess what guess what." He keeps jumping up and down like a fangirl would at a concert.
"What you weirdo." I laugh that's when he stop and grabbed my shoulders.
"Oh first." He says then... kisses me.
His lips are so soft I could kiss them all day and night, I put my hands on his head and start playing with his hair.
I quickly pulled away before people started staring but I'm pretty sure people were already looking.
"Well that was nice." I just nod and stare into his eyes. "Anyway guess what."
"What."
"ITS MY BIRTHDAY... and I'm gonna spend my money if I wasn't broke." He just laughs.
"Wait are u just joking around." I have a bad memory and I've only known Ashton for not even a year yet.
"Nope I'm 19 I got kept down it second grade." I didn't know that. Oh my god I'm turning 18 soon wow.
"When do u turn 18?" He ask putting his arm around my shoulder, we started to walk to my locker to get my stuff then Ash will get his.
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"Nicky this is Ashton."
"Ashton this is Nicky."
"Nicky this is Eva."
"Eva this is Nicky."
"Well anyway you guys get the idea." I'm just introducing everyone to each other, I'm pretty sure everyone thinks I'm crazy.
I can't remember the last time I had this many friends it's been ages.
"Nicky have you seen Alex?" He shakes his head, how the hell can I lose that kid already.
"Hold on, Alex your dumb ass cousin Alex how has a crush on me Alex. That Alex." Yeah Alex used to have a crush on Eva I would alway annoying her with it like sing the sitting in the tree song, she would jump on me when I did it was so funny.
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Before recess end me and Eva ran to the canteen and brought a big muffin and ask if they had any candles they did which was awesome.
We and when I mean we I mean Me, Eva and Nicky sang happy birthday really loudly to Ashton, everyone was looking it was so funny.
Because I have all these friends now I think I have gained more self a steam.
While I was walking to class I could hear people giggling behind the janitors closet, of course I had to have a peek the nosey person I am.
But before I looked I had to hear.
"Yeah she's pretty hot but I would never go out with her people would think I'm f*ucked up." That voice sounds really familiar but I don't know who.
"Dude don't say that it's weird."
"Oh sorry I forgot." then who was in there started laughing
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who was behind the door¿¿
Okay so I don't actually knew about anyone's age in this book so this is how it goes (lol)
Paige-17
Eva-18
Ashton-19
Calum- 18
Luke- 17
Michael- 17
Nicky- 18
Alex- 17
So I don't actually know when people end school but yolo and who cares ha so obviously not the real ages.
CANT BELIEVE ASHTON IS NOW 21 I CAN JUST CRY
BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH
(even tho he will probably never look at this)
I'm also dying because I have 7.3k bloody reads like I still remember saying thanks for 250 read lol.
Just realised last chapter I said thanks for 6.5k reads.
You guys are amazing!! If you would like me to check out your Fanficton just comment below or message me =)
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