- Juhi's Pov
"Three million people watched your live, and the views on your posted videos are insane, girl!" Kavya announced. I simply took a sip of my coffee, trying to understand why she was suddenly so interested in my secret side of life.
Kavya is my best friend and the only true friend I have. She knows every secret of my life, which also includes me being a camgirl, although she hates it.
"It's exhausting to do all this stuff," I sighed, continuing, "As soon as I get enough money to pay off all the loans, I'm dropping this." A sad smile formed on my face as I spoke.
"And what about your Roi-daddy?" She teased, earning a chuckle from me. "He's just a mere stranger I find attractive. It's no big deal," I stated.
Roi-daddy is the only person who motivates me to do all those live streams. He has been watching my lives from the beginning, always appreciating and complimenting me. Moreover, he gives me the highest bonus points.
I'm doing all this just for the money. It's been approximately six months, and I've become quite famous. Never in my life did I think I would become a secret pornstar, but the future had different plans. So, here I am, a secret pornstar.
I've never seen Roi's face or met him in real life. It's just the way he compliments me and says things that make me blush, and sometimes my cunt gets wet from his words. And did I mention he's hot? Yes, he's so freaking hot. Every time he joins my live with a new profile photo, I can't help but admire his defined abs and biceps. I respectfully want my face to get suppressed between them and those-
"He's not going to fuck you," Kavya said, cutting off my thoughts. I rolled my eyes at her statement. She's been teasing me since I told her I had a dream about him fucking me and explained everything to her.
She was about to say something when my phone rang, cutting her off. I saw the caller ID, and it was Anuradha Aunty. I quickly picked up the call, only to hear sobbing on the other end.
"Oh my goodness! What happened, baby? Why are you crying?" I asked in a worried tone, knowing it was Aahi.
"Dii...I-I sa-saw..." She sobbed. I told her to relax, take a deep breath, and assured her that I was coming over.
I disconnected the call and turned my attention to Kavya. "I have to go. Aahi saw that nightmare again. She needs me, and I also have to record a video since it's already Friday," I informed her.
"The dildo one?" Kavya asked as I nodded while gathering my things. I bid her goodbye and made my way to the apartment.
I just hope she's doing well. She's been having nightmares of being locked in a dark room while a lot of people surround her, trying to do things she can't remember. From her words, I can sense what exactly could have happened in her dream. She even dreams of me leaving her all alone, which I will never do, never ever.
Aahi suffers from impaired memory, so she can't remember people, places, dates, or anything. The only people she remembers are me and Anuradha Aunty, and she also manages to remember her dreams. Day by day, she's becoming more sensitive.
I sighed and started my scooter, making my way to the apartment. My thoughts were all consumed by Aahi. I don't know what I'm supposed to do to make her happy. She's such a fragile soul who deserves a lot of love. Living in this cruel world with impaired memory is nothing less than torture. I wonder how she will face this world. I just hope she'll be fine in the future, or her big sis will always be there for her.
I parked my scooter in the parking area and hurried towards Anuradha Aunty's room. I rushed to her apartment and rang the bell. After a few seconds, Aunty opened the door, and I felt two little arms wrap around my waist as Aahi hugged me.
I took her in my arms and carried her to the bed. "Aahi was so scared," she said, hugging me tighter. "It's okay, now I'm here, hmm?" I said softly. "Do you want to hear a story?" I suggested, and just as I expected, Aahi nodded cheerfully.
"Okay, lay down, hmm," I told her. She complied, and I tucked her in.
"So, in the glittering cosmos, a pint-sized star named Stella sparkled with curiosity. One night, she had a dream where shadows played tricks on her, making her feel tiny and afraid. But then, swooping down from the vastness of space was Luna, a luminous moonbeam with a twinkle in her glow. Luna grinned and said, 'Stella, your light might be small, but it holds incredible power!' Encouraged by Luna's wise words, Stella transformed into a shimmering comet, and together, they soared through the celestial playground," I recounted while gently caressing Aahi's head.
"Shadows lurked, trying to dim Stella's glow, but Luna whispered, 'Bravery is like cosmic glitter - it makes the darkness shine!' With newfound courage, Stella twinkled fiercely, chasing away the shadows. Luna beamed proudly, 'You're not just a star; you're a cosmic warrior!' When Stella woke up, she carried the spirit of her dream with her. From that night on, she embraced her tiny but fierce light, creating dazzling displays in the night sky," I added while looking at Aahi, who was now almost asleep.
"Stella and Luna's galactic quest became the talk of the cosmos, inspiring other stars to unleash their brilliance. And so, in the cosmic dance of bravery, Stella proved that size didn't matter - it was the courage to sparkle brightly that made her a star of the galactic show. Every night, Stella and Luna continued their celestial journey, leaving trails of courage that sparkled across the universe," I concluded, smiling at her sleeping form. I kissed her forehead lightly and stood up to take my leave.
"Such a sweet sister you are," Anuradha Aunty complimented me, to which I responded with a smile. Anuradha Aunty is an old and lovely lady, but sometimes she gives me an off vibe. But it's okay; maybe it's just my overthinking.
I unlocked my apartment and walked to my room. I checked the time, and it was already 10:30 pm.
I have to shoot a video since it's already Friday, but wouldn't it be great if I went live instead of shooting a video and posting it? I bit my lower lip, contemplating it.
I took out my lingerie from the wardrobe and threw it on the bed. I sighed, stripped down, and put on the lingerie. I caressed the star tattoo on my lower waist.
I did some makeup and left my hair open. I pressed my tits together and let them bounce, finally checking myself in the mirror. "Yeah, I'm perfectly ready for tonight," I winked at my reflection.
I took out my 9-inch dildo from the drawer and started stroking it. In the past six months, it's my first time playing with a sex toy.
I wore my mask and bit my lower lip nervously. I made my way to my setup.
I fixed the camera and checked everything. I took a deep breath and went live on Xhpornstar. Xhpornstar pays 60 cents for every 1,000 views, and yes, if you have a rich fan, the bonus points they give you are insane. The bonus points are in dollars.
I noticed Roi-daddy had joined the live, and, damn, he changed his profile photo again. It's a mirror pic of him, and he's half-naked.
God, his muscles. Seeing his profile pic made my cunt so wet that if you put your finger in, it would be soaked with my juices.
I started stroking my dildo while looking at the camera. "Hello, guys," I started, looking at the screen while stroking my dildo. I noticed his notification: 'Hi babygirl, I missed you so much.' A blush formed on my cheeks. "It's your Jules here, and today I am going to show you how to use a dildo," I said seductively.
I licked the tip of the dildo and started rubbing it on my nipples. "You can use your dildo however you want," I moaned as my nipples hardened.
I moved the dildo down to my pussy and started rubbing it against my clit. "Make sure to pleasure yourself fully."
From outside, I was maintaining the seductive face and bold aura. But from inside, it's just me who knows how much nervous I'm.
I don't prefer going live cause I always think what if I will end up doing something dumb. However, do they care? No.
They all are just bunch of horny peoples who loves whatever shit I will do. And in live videos I earn more than by posting it.
"You can use your dildo to fuck yourself," I moaned as my legs started shaking. This dildo is too big for me. I slid it into my cunt slowly, more.
"Aahh," I moaned loudly as the dildo was now fully in my tight little cunt. "You can use your dildo to cum." I came hard, harder than I ever had before. My pussy clenched around the dildo, and my back arched as my body shook in pleasure.
My eyes were closed, feeling the dildo inside me. The room was filled with my moans and the sound of notifications.
I'd never felt anything like that before. It was like an orgasm but so much more intense. I was panting, and my heart was pounding in my chest. My pussy was still clenching around the dildo, and it felt amazing.
I couldn't believe how good it felt. I slowly pulled the dildo out of my pussy, and it made a loud slurping sound. I could feel my juices running down my thighs and onto the bed. The dildo was covered in my juices, and I could see it was still hard as a rock.
I put it back in my pussy and started to fuck myself again. The dildo felt so good inside of me, stretching me out and hitting all the right spots. I could feel my orgasm building up inside of me. I fucked myself harder and faster, moaning loudly as the pleasure built up.
I could feel my pussy clenching around the dildo as I fucked myself harder and faster. The pleasure was too much to handle, and I felt my orgasm explode inside of me. My body shook as waves of pleasure washed over me. It's my first time putting something inside my cunt instead of my fingers.
I pulled the dildo out of my pussy and saw the mess I had created. My cum was all over the dildo, dripping down onto the gaming chair. I rested my head on the chair, panting heavily, trying to catch my breath.
After a moment, I looked at the screen and saw that 3.5 million people were watching my live, commenting non-stop.
"Yeah, don't buy cheap dildos. They can go too far and too fast, and some of the cheap ones are way too hard and straight," I addressed, noticing the notification of getting 500 dollars in bonus points from Roi-daddy. With that, I ended my live.
I rested my head on the chair. Fuck! That was so different. I never felt like that before. As I regained my senses, I noticed all the mess and took some tissues to clean it up.
I took my dildo and made my way to the washroom. I cleaned it first, then decided to take a shower and clean myself.
My legs were hurting a bit, but it's okay. Who doesn't like a little bit of pain?
I took a cold shower and wrapped myself in a towel. With a sigh, I throw myself onto the bed. It's 12 o'clock at night, and I'm too sleepy plus tired.
The night was long, filled with tension and pleasure. I adjusted myself on the bed.
My life is like this from past six months. I'm earning by being a secret camgirl to pay all the loans and for Aahi bright future. But, I know there's more to go..