When I look at myself , I think : "am I real ?"/"do I have a reason to exist ?"/"I could have found a way to cure cancer if I studied but instead I'm standing here"
When I look at my family , I think : "am I adopted ?"/"do I mean something ?"
When I look at my classmates/students in my school , I think : "they hate me , do they ?"/"they're probably talking trash about me"
When I look at my 'friends' , I think : "they really hate me now"/"why are we friends ?"
When I look at others , I think : "they're so good at this and that and I'm nothing"/"they deserve someone else"
When I look at online people , I think : "I'm wasting their time and hurting their eyes"/"their life is so perfect"
When I look at kids/children or people younger than me , I think : "they're too young to know the cruelty of this world"/"I wish I could turn back time"
When I look at my teachers , I think : "they need better students and I'm not one of them"
I look at my school , I think : "they probably want me to be a better student even if I can't"
Byeeeeeeee ...