a/n: its better in dark mode
Ta'naii Autumn Flenory • 18 • Nickname Bambi
As soon as I walked in the house everything just got weird. I felt like I'm a different world but started thinking about bad things and got paranoid.
"Bambi?" My older brother Teven known as t3 comes out his room running to the door
"Fuck is you doing just standing there looking still, close the fucking door." He say raising his voice
"Teven stop yelling at me.. " I said lowly as he looked at my eyes
"You high den a mf bambi." He said falling down laughing
"Teven for real, I have to tell you something.." I said shaking
He got up off the floor giving me his undivided attention. "Marcus come back tomorrow, im scared. I don't even want to leave the house.." i says as I'm fighting tears
"Man fuck t hat nigga bambi we straight I swear. Next time he try the shit he did he dead. On my dead son." He said with a straight face. " stop crying talk to me.."
"Teven. I'm physically hurtin' for mentally gettin' abused I'm scared and I don't know who to call or what to do. I hope he don't come tomorrow I really want to go to school."
"I got you la sis." Teven says holding me tight " you smell like real deal za, where you get that shit from & when you start smoking?" He say questioning me
"Nigga you bipolar you ain my daddy." I say laughing going to my room, changing before sitting on my bed.
Ft call ringing - 4mobbinway🧟♂️
*nicole💋💋 joins
*syco🙄🙄😂 joins
*mybestiemarco❤️ joins
"Talk." I say
"What hu-" syco tries to say
"It was Nicole idea it was not me, I wasn't there, wasn't seen , wasn't me so." Marco stutters
"I don't really care who did it but guys he put me in the backseat cause I was touching shit in the front, then he was mad and we wasn't talking for about a good 15 minutes, THENN he said "you smoke here." and he passed me the blunt without me even answering! Y'all I'm so high right now like y'all " I said smiling
"Yeah we can tell cause you talking too damn much." syco say laughing
"Syco shut the fuck up. Anyways, He so fine, y'all wouldn't understand. Even though I just met him.." I said frowning
"As moving too fast." Marco says
"I told my brother about Marcus... I don't think im leaving the house tomorrow." I say
"Man I wanna bust 30 bullets in his head on my ole lady " syco say
"Wait bitch slow it down" Nicole say making us laugh
" I don't know.. yeah I'm not coming."
" if Bambi not going I'm not coming." Nicole says
"We know." Syco and Marco both speak
" ok well I'm finna take a nap, bye y'all, love." I say
"Love" *call ended*
Demino Tyshawn Crawford •19• street name SLIM
Detroit, Michigan
2:30pm
"Jway you stirring?" I asked looking over the powder cooking
"Yeah man we making money, that shit right there a new recipe anyway." He said laughing
"Bet bet, goodlooks." I said dapping him up
"Pops where you at?" I said then spotting him sniffing off the table
See me I just sell the product, would never sniff. That's buddy buddy shit.
" oh hell no man, do that shit somewhere else or you could've at least made that shit private." I said faking like I'm about to throw up
"Nigga shut up, how much you moved? I ain't move shit yet, zae moving bricks instead of pounds & pines." I said
"Bet ." He said and put his nose near the powder again.
I sat down lurking and scrolling through instagram seeing syco followed me. I followed him back looking at his story seeing shawty I was in the car with.
I clicked on her profile..10,932 followers? Damn.. I can't even too much fuck with that. I scroll lurking at looking at her pictures seeing "@playbmarcus" under every post she post. Damn she got a nigga.
I pull my blunt, why the fuck I'm tripping ion what her ass
Bug sat beside me looking all in my phone. "Damn she bad, let me fuck send dat @ my boy." He say
"Bug, fuck out my face!" I say mad asl rising my eyebrow
"Mann you get no bitches." He say walking away
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Ta'naii Autumn Flenory • 18 • Nickname Bambi
So today was the next day, I was up crying all night trying my hardest to think of a plan. The flashbacks of him cheating, hurting me , almost stabbing me. I didn't want to see him at all. Music was just blasting through my room it kept my mind off of it. Soon as I stopped thinking about it ma dukes come in my room.
"Hey Bambi baby you okay?" Ma dukes say as she rubbing my hair with her hands
"I don't know momma I really don't." I say
"Talk to me baby.."
"Nah momma I spoke enough, I go through shit alone, (you) ain't gotta feel for my sorrow. I'm good." I says putting my head back down
"Okay but get yo ass up, school." She say leaving out the room
black moms🙄.
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As soon as I got to school today I IMMEDIATELY went where my group was. " Y'all I cannot be alone nowhere." I say
Y'all might think I'm doing too much but y'all wouldn't understand..
"We know." They all said before foot steps start approaching
Thoughts?
I'm scared my damn self