Tharn pov :
I finished my work soon and got ready to go to my little park's college ..park called me ...
Park - papa ...are you coming ?...
Tharn - yes na son ....I will be there in 10 minutes ..
Park - okay papa...call me when you are here okay ?...
Tharn - okay ..byee...
Park - come fast na papa...meeting started already ...
Tharn - okay ...okay ..coming ..
I ended the call and put my suit on ...I wore my watch ..iam about to open my door ...a nurse rushed into my cabin ...
Nurse - doctor ...please it's an emergency...an accident case just came up ..
Tharn - isn't doctor Kelly available...I have to go somewhere ..it's important ...
Nurse - no doctor...doctor Kelly is in another surgery now ...
I sighed ..
Tharn - what about doctor milly ?... Where is she ?..
Nurse - she went to another branch for a surgery doctor...
I sighed ...
Nurse - patient heart rate is not regular and he lost so much blood already sir ..
Tharn - coming ...2 minutes ...
I messaged the park that I will be a little bit late ...I removed my suit and went to check up on the patient ...I checked up ..I checked him ...godd...I should operate him ...
Tharn - shift him quickly ..his chest has small glass pieces pierced on ...we should remove them ...
Nurses nodded and shifted him to the operation theatre ...I wore my surgery coat and went to him ...I should be careful ...the glass pieces are so tiny and near the heart area ..I calmed down myself and operated him ...finally the operation was a success..I sighed and removed my bloody gloves and went to my cabin ...I removed the surgery coat and fell in my chair ...it's been 4 hours ...I drank some water and closed my eyes ..
After some time I took my phone from my desk ...shit !!... 10 missed calls from park and 5 missed calls from type ?..I messed up again ..hope my little park is not sad ...iam such a useless parent !.. i groaned in frustration and called park....he isn't picking up the phone ...I called type ...
Type - did park call you ?..
Tharn - yes baby ...iam sorry I was in surgery ...it was an emergency case..
Type - leave it...park called me more than 10 times ...he won't call us unless it's important ..I just finished my case and iam out of town right now ...iam coming home...you go home and check my baby until then ..buy his favourite food ...iam so worried tharn ...
Tharn - okay ...iam going home ..don't rush okay ..iam going right now...
I took my suit and car keys ...I went home ...I saw the medal on the dining table ..I smiled and touched it ..iam so proud ....
Tharn - little baby ~~ iam home ...papa is sorry na ...
I said while going to his room...I knocked on his door ...
Tharn - open the door baby ...papa is here ...
I waited for sometime ...I pushed it a bit ...it's open ?... I went in ...park is sleeping ?... This soon ...I went to him and saw his face is pale and sweaty ...he is shivering ..I immediately checked him in worry ...it's a high fever ..godd his skin is burning ....I immediately went to my room and bought some medicine ...I wiped his face with a cloth ..I pat his cheek a bit ...
Tharn - p..park ...wake up a little na...you have to take medicine ...baby ?...
He isnt waking up...my hands started shaking ...I took another medicine and injected him with a syringe ...I wiped my tears and covered him in quilts ...I wiped his hands and face ...I applied forehead strip on his forehead ..my hands are shivering so bad ..I am so worried ...i can't forgive myself if anything happens to him ...I wiped my tears and went downstairs to make some congee ....probably he didn't had anything ..I immediately made congee ...I went to him ..
I took his hand into mine ...I removed his gloves ...I kissed his scar and smiled in tears ..
Tharn - please wake up na my little baby ...( sob )..d..don't worry me like this na...I..iam so sorry ...( sob )...I..I didn't mean to ignore you naa ...I..I am sorry ...( sob )...forgive papa and wake up na...please ...
I wiped his body once again and checked his temperature again ...why isn't reducing ?..my heart is beating so fast in worry ...w..what do I do ?... What should I do ??... Why isn't my brain working ?..fuck you tharn !!.... You are doctor !!...what's the use ?..
Iam biting my nails thinking ..shit!!.. I can't of think of anything...
Type - what happened?...
Type said while panting standing at the door ...he rushed to me and saw park...
Type - what happened to my baby ?...huh ?... Why is he pale ?..
I calmed down a bit and said ...
Tharn - he is having a fever ty....I gave him injection an hour ago..b..but ..his temperature isn't down yet ...( sob )... I..I don't know what to do ty~~
He nodded and climbed up on bed ....he took his hand and rubbed his hand a bit ...he wiped his face once again ..
Type hugged his head caressing his hair ...
Type - momma is here na...it's okay baby ...iam here right ?...iam sorry for not picking up the phone na...
Park unconsciously hugged him ...I smiled and went beside type ..he removed his hair bangs aside and showed me his wound !... It's fresh ...iam about to shout but he closed my mouth ..
Type - he doesn't like sound much ...treat it slowly ..
I nodded and treated his forehead ....I bandaid it ...type is patting park slowly ..he looked at me and kissed my forehead ...
Type - he will be alright ...you go and have something..I will look after him ...
Tharn - no...I will eat after his temparature goes down ...
Type smiled and shook his head ...I made some dinner and fed type...I wiped his mouth ...he smiled .. i washed the dishes and changed my clothes ...I washed up a bit and went to type...I sat beside him ..
Tharn - he is okay now ?..
Type - wait ...he is moving ...
Park is rubbing his head on type's stomach ...he opened his eyes half and looked at type ...he smiled a bit and closed his eyes ..
Park - y..you are here momma ..
He said it almost like a whisper ...
Type - yes na...please get well soon na..
Park hummed and snuggled into type ...
Park - i don't wanna get well ...
Type caressed his cheek ...
Type - then how can momma stay at peace then ?... You know momma cant see you sick ..
He smiled ..
Park - but momma leaves if I get well ...
We both got stunned hearing that...we both felt a pang in our hearts ..type controlled his tears ...
Type - momma won't leave na...
He looked at type and me ...he smiled ..he closed his eyes again ...
Park - papa is here too ?...
Tharn - yes na my little baby ...
Park - hmm...do you have to say anything ?...
Tharn - sorry na baby..that i ...
Tharn and park - had an emergency case ...
Park said it rhyming with me ...
Park - i know papa....no need to say the same dialogue..
He smiled ....
Park - sometimes ...you know momma ...I wish i am sick all the time ...
He grabbed both of our hands and said ...
Park - so you both will be myside all the time ...
Tears just rolled on my cheek ...never ever in my life I felt this much hatred towards myself !!...I just hate myself ..
Type - no na baby....momma promises na ...momma won't leave you from now on ...( sob ).. so ..s...stop saying like that and get well soon...momma makes you your favourite dish then ..hmm?...
He nodded and got up ...I went to my room crying ..I failed !!... I failed as a parent !!...my heart is aching so bad !.. i..iam sorry baby !...( sob ).. papa is such a useless !... He is good for nothing !...
Park pov :
Iam so happy today ..finally papa is gonna come....iam so excited ...wohoo...I ran to the meeting ..all of my college students are there with their parents ..I sat in my seat where both of the seats beside me are empty !.. it's okay park ...you have to understand... momma is busy !!...he is fighting the bad guys ...for all of us ...atleast papa will be here ..iam just checking my phone for his call....
All of the teachers are interacting with other parents ...I just sat there waiting for papa...my class teacher came to me ...I stood up and greeted her ..
Teacher - so proud of you park ...you know you made our class proud infront of all the college ...
I smiled and nodded...
Park - it's okay mam...
She smiled and ruffled my hair ...
Teacher - where are your parents na?... I really wanna talk to them about your further studies ....are you interested in going abroad park ?... You are such a smart kid ...
Park - i didn't think of it yet mam ....
Teacher - it's okay ... congratulations na kiddo ...iam so proud of you ..be ready na...give a nice speech ...hmm?... Many abroad University professors are here ....you have such a talent ..they might offer you job too...if you have a problem just call me okay ...don't panic on stage ..okay ?...wear your gloves perfectly ..hmm?...
She said adjusting my hair ...I smiled happily and nodded...i took my seat again ...all of the interactions are finished ...they called me onto the stage ...I checked my phone for the one last time and went on stage ..
Principal - park..you did it son ....
I smiled and bowed to him....he put medal on my neck and all of the students and parents clapped suddenly ...I searched for my headphone but ...shit !... I forgot them in my bag...my hands are shivering a bit ...I controlled my breath and started my speech ...
Park - thank you everyone for your wishes ..iam so happy standing infront of you all...I thank all my teachers and friends for this ...thank you everyone ..
They clapped again and my classmates shouted in joy ...but ..my head !... It's aching so bad ...I can't take this ..iam about to get off the stage...one of our guests came to me ...I forced a smile wiping my sweat off....he pat my shoulder ...
Guest - well done kid...such a talent you have ...I wanna appreciate your parents for raising such a wonderful kid ...where are they ?.. call them on stage ...wait ..I will call them ...
Iam about to say no ...but he is already announcing it ..
Guest - well....the parents of this amazing kid ...please come on to the stage and say some words about parenting ...you both raised such an amazing kid !!...well i know parenting isn't such an easy task ... But you both did well ...
I closed my eyes and caught my hands with one another..please papa ..be there ..be there....come to the stage ...
Everyone is clapping for my parents ...after few minutes ...
Guest - whats your father's name kiddo ?...
I wiped my sweat and smiled a bit ...I said ...
Park - t..tharn kirigun ....
Guest - well mr.kirigun ..please come on to the stage ...
My hands are shaking so bad...no...no...papa won't come today too..I shouldn't have come here today !...I gathered my courage ..
Park - s..sir ...
Guest - yes kid ..
Park - m..my father is a doctor ...h..he must be busy ..I..iam sorry ..
Guest smiled....
Guest - well...his father is saving a life there right now...such an amazing father he has...give an applause for this kid and his parents ...
Don't clap !!... Don't clap !!... All of them clapped again ...my ears...I bowed to all and went to my seat !...it's so noisy ..I wore my headset immediately...but the voices in my head...I took my bag and immediately went to home ...I threw my medal on dining table and kept bag on it ..I ran to my room and searched for my meds ..I...i can't breath ...iam breathing heavily and calming down my heart beat ..I called momma for meds !!.... I sat on bed ...
my body is sweating so bad ...the noise in my head isn't going away ...I called papa too...maybe he has some spare meds...they both didn't picked up ...I loosened my tie and fell on bed ...
I hear those yelling again.." aren't you ugly ?" ," no body cares for you and no one loves you " ," you are such a burden " ," why don't you just die?"
I closed my ears shaking my head ...momma~~ take this pain away !!... I feel cold ...so cold ...I snuggled into my quilt hugging myself ...
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