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Sid's pov
ohh God why it's hard to breathe.....
I open my shirts few button sudden uneasiness started to come in my heart...I feel pain in my chest....it's like she is going away from me....
I hurriedly sit straight when that thought passed in my head
I hurriedly grab my phn n dial her number...my ego never be bigger than her for me.....yes I was upset wid her....but my heart wanted to know that she is doing well in that moment to process my entire system normally....
the ring started to goes on n she didn't receive my phn
n here my almost heart almost come in my throat in anticipation...fear... anxiety....
that girl is my weakness.... fucking weakness.....I feel like I started to panick suddenly
my leg is started shaking madly....
my chest is raising up n falling down coz of high Breaths....
the urge raised in my heart to see her in this moment....
I feel like to jump out from this flight right in this moment to meet my love....
I close my eyes to calm down my brain but it defeated me...my showing her smiling face in my mind....
I hurriedly grab the water bottle n gulp whole water in one go...
some drops fall on chest coz I was drinking to calm down my throbbing heartbeat n in hurry it's just spill out
I coughed a little n I found kaushal again come n sit beside me....
kaushal :: are u ok Bhai
n I nod in no looking in his eyes
kaushal :- relax yar kya ho gaya tu itni lambi lambi saanse q le Raha hai
Sid :- I want Shehnaaz
kaushal :- kya
Sid :-muze meri Shehnaaz chaiye abhi....
kaushal :- bich asman m kahase lau yar
Sid :- stop ur cracking ur jokes I am not in mood
kaushal :- wo joke tha bhi nahi bro I am serious
I closed my eyes to just relax my mind
my intuition are saying she is in pain....
sometime before also I feel like she call my pain in her painful tone
( this time she utter his name in pain when kavya pulled her hairs)
I ignored thinking it's just my infactuation
but now my heart is pounding really badly n it happens only when she is in pain
kaushal :- rub his bicep
ladai ho gayi kya
n I nod still closing my eyes
kaushal :- chuckle
hota hai hota hai...it's common...chill kr jada soch mat...slove ho jayega sub kuch
Sid :- I am feeling like she is going away from me....n my intuition are never get failed in her case
kaushal :- toh call krke bat krle pyar m ego bada nahi hota...ek ko jukna padta hai...tabhi dusara Banda apne kadam aage badata hai
Sid :- teko lagta hai usse badke kuch hai mere liye.....khudse bhi jada pyar krta hu usko...khudse se jada important hai wo mere liye....
ek bar nahi hajar bar bhi uske aage jukna pade toh m juk Jaya karunga.....usse badke kuch nahi hai..koi nahi hai
kaushal :- toh fir le initiative..tu krde call
Sid :- she is not receiving....
kaushal :- ohh ye toh panga ho gaya....jada dil dukhaya kya uska
Sid :- I don't know
kaushal :- chal koi bat nahi....thoda tym Dede gussa utar jaye toh kr degi call tuze
Sid :- tab tak iss dil ka kya karu
kaushal :: matlab
Sid :- muze abhi usko dekhne ki talab jaise ho rahi hai ..like...I am feeling I could die if I didn't watch her now...sirf 1 second ke liye hi sahi meko usko dekhna hai...meri jaan....meri jaan ja rahi hai...aise lag raha hai jaise mar jaunga abhi agar usse bat nahi Hui toh..aisa pehle kabhi nahi hua.....meri aadat ban chuki hai wo....m jana chahta hu uske pass....mera man keh raha hai ki wo kafi dur chali gayi hai muzse....meri na dhadkan aise achanak ruk si rahi hai jab bhi koi galat khayal aa raha hai dimag m....
kahi wo khushi usne toh kuch nahi kiya hoga na....lekin I told watchman secure my house untill I return...wo bata deta ab tak agar aisa kuch ho toh....haina...fir ..fir kya ho sakta hai....
kaushal :- laugh loudly
bhai tu pagal ho gaya hai pyar m...
Sid :- kuch naya bata..I already know this
kaushal :- like seriously itna pyar krta hai usko
Sid :- itna ki jiski koi had nahi hai...
kaushal:- ohh Bhai intense love
tuze na wo ho gaya....kya kehte hai...Ishq
Sid :- love,pyar, mohabbat this all are same terms yar
kaushal :- nahi....ishq alag hai....ye pyar affection attraction aur hasil krne ke bad na kahi ghum sa ho jata hai....
Ishq m shaqs sare makam ko dheere dheere hasil krke apni pyar ko Ishq m tabdil krta hai..
Sid :- makam?
kaushal :- haa...7 hote hai Sufi Ishq ke makam ....
jaise pehla hua Attraction
n I recall how I get attracted to her in our first ever meeting....her standing outside her house drenching in rain holding her small bag in her hand n looking like a innocent fresh flower which is scared to get touched by anyone....yes I get attracted towards her badly in that moment....for a moment I forgot the purpose to bring her wid me....her attractive personality always pulls me towards her
Kaushal :- ye pehli step hoti hai...kisi taraf attaract hote chale jaha......fir aata hai infatuation means short lived Passion but that started to bloom love In your heart
n again I remember when I started to have all dirty thoughts for her in my mind....that time we become just friends...after knowing about her truth..her side of story I felt my heart is not mine anymore I suddenly become her....I started to imagine her wid me in all romantic poses...in kissing... making love in living room, kitchen, against wall n door....her appearance attracted me for that I used to cursed my mind but knowingly unknowingly I was in this stage of Sufi Ishq
kaushal :- fir aata hai love
wahi infatuation ke bad hum apne dil ko samjate hai ki bhai list nahi hai ye sirf ye usse bhi badke kuch hai...jaha wo shaqs apke liye bahot important ho jata hai
Yes true suddenly she become so important for me that I started to neglect myself....I started to put her above anything and everything....I am in love wid Shehnaz yes I do....badly... insanely
kaushal :- next is reverence...
respecting ur love
Yes I respect her alot...her happiness comes first for me....her decisions are stupid sometimes though but I respect alot...coz that girl face alot in her life....still standing strong in Strom...I respect her quality of not accepting failure easily
kaushal :- then... worship
u started to imagine as in your god's place...they become this much important for u
yes I also feel this same things but it's way before I started to worship her.....her beauty...bravness... innocence..big heart...she is my angel
kaushal :- next obsession... madness Bhai tu iss wali stage pe hai jaha tuze bechaini hona..dur jane ka dar...kisi aur ka uske kareeb jane se jelousy feel Krna...uske liye had se jada protective hona.... possessive hona
n soft smile appear on my lips....yes this sidharth thakur is mad for his girl Shehnaaz....I accepted this way before that she runs my entire system...if she is not around me I started feel panick suddenly from nowhere like this is what happening wid me right now ...this much I get addicted to her.....I feel suffocated if she stopped talking to me....if this is called madness ..then I openly accept that I am mad for my girl....pagal hu m meri jaan ke liye...had se jada ...I protect her coz that's my need...she is my need to run my heart smoothly...yes I scared of her getting hurt by me...qkim darta hu kahi m usko kho na du...ha muze hoti hai taklif uske kareeb koi aur aaye.....meri hai wo fir q na dil jale kisi aur ko uske kareeb... listening to his words here I realised...n utter in my
" oh fuck this much I love her that now it don't have any boundaries"
kaushal:- ye hue kuch makam Ishq ke...tu sare par kr chuka
n he laughed loudly
n I smile
Sid :- lekin ye toh sirf 6 hue... aakhir m konsa h
kaushal:- Death jo ki kabhi tum dono ko alag na kr...maut agar kadwa sach h toh bhi wo tum dono ko dur na kr aisi ardas krunga waheguru ji k pass....aur kabhi wo aa bhi jaye maut...toh sath m hi aaye...
n I hugged him
his words really make me feel little calm....he make me realise how much I get involved in this ..n honestly I liked after knowing my love surpassed all the levels of love....
kaushal :- feeling little better
n I nod
kaushal :- just distract urself for sometime...land hote hi firse try kr ..I am sure tab phn utha legi....
n I pull his cheeks
he give me vibes of my brother sometimes....my own brother never make me feel like this his presence never give me vibe of brother but wid kaushal I always found some good positive vibe...wo apna sa lagta hai ....
he wince in pain n trow his extra headphones towards me....
I decided to distract my mind by listening some good music coz if I continue to panick may be I get suffocated n fall ill which I don't want coz I as soon as possible go back to Mumbai n take my jaan in my Arms after finishing this work
I play random song in list n close my eyes making my heart understand by chanting one line only
" thik hai wo...kuch nahi hua hoga...sab sahi hai..meri baby muze chodke kahi nahi jayegi"
the soft music hit my ear n I smile coz I started to imagine my future moments here wid her
Puche mera dil bar bar ve,
Kithe chhup baitha mera yaar ve
Pyar Di Do Gallan Hai Pukarti
Ankhan Nu Vi Tera Intezaar Ve
i reached home holding big rose bouquet in my hand
I look everywhere but I didn't found her
but when u take steps towards balcony I saw my upset baby sitting on sofa holding her sketch book wid pout on her lips
I go near her n back hug her
taking her In my arms relaxing my tired nerves
she turn n push me aside
shehnaaz :- u hurt me ...
Sid :- I am sorry meri jaan
she roll her eyes n stand up n started to walk inside but I hold her wrist
Main Taan Hunn Tere Bin Mukk Jaana
Je Tu Aawegi Nahi Saanso Ne Rukk Jaana
Tujhe Rab Se Bhi Zyada Karu Pyar Ve
I pulled her in my arms n kiss her forehead... resting my forhead on her I utter slowly near her lips
Sid :- maaf krde...teri ruthna bardasht nahi muze
n she smile softly
shehnaaz :- fir harqate q krte ho aisi....
Sid :- m hoon Teri liye baba possessive....tu meri hai na ...
I ask her looking in her eyes n she widen her cute doe eyes....
Shehnaaz:- matlab...
Sid :- aise nahi bataunga ...go n get ready we r going somewhere
n her eyes sparkle
Tere Naal Tere Naal
Tere Naal Karna Pyar Ve
Tere Naal Tere Naal
Tere Naal Karna Pyar Ve
Tere Naal Tere Naal
Tere Naal Karna Pyar Ve
Oh Bas Tere Naal Tere Naal
Tere Naal Karna Pyar Ve
Oh Tere Naal Karna Pyar Ve
Haan Tere Naal Karna Pyar Ve
she go running like excited kid n found beautiful red saree on her bed....I follow her
she grab that n smiling brightly come towards me n hug me tightly whispering thankyou in my ear...
n feel wining smile appear on .y lips .. holding her in my arms always give me feeling that I win the world
later she come out wearing her saree I stood rooted on my place watching divine beauty...my baby is so so beautiful.....
she taking slow steps stand infront of me ....n I put small dot of her own Kohl behind her ear.... really wanna protect her from evil eyes....
she blush watching my act n I bite her cheek
wincing slightly she slap on my chest I lifted up in bridal style n we go towards my car
Chahun Tujhe Main Aise
Chahun Main Khuda Ko Jaise
Kaise Mujhe Pyar Ho Gaya
Haaye Rabba Tu Hi Mera Yaar Ho Gaya
while driving car I play wid her bangles n while talking on anything n everything we reached at my favourite place in Mumbai...
the mountain spot..which I already decorated beautifully for my baby girl
all decorations are according to her choice...like purple flowers then fairy lights.... everything is according to her taste...
she like excited kid again run towards that spot where one bench is kept....
she is adoring the decorations n I am adoring my love
I silently pray to god for her happiness n our togetherness
suddenly she shiver when I back hug her
swinging slowly I whisper in her ear
I Love You
n she turn her face side wise n smile brightly
I turn her n kiss her whole face n she giggle
her giggle are my strength...I feel happiest listening her giggles
Sid :- zindagi bhar sath degi Mera..... bahot pyar krta hu tuze
n she nod while blushing
Sid :- kabhi sath toh nahi chodegi na...
n she nod in no while smiling n she hug me
I digged my face in her nape
Ho Chal Door Chalein
Bas Chalna Tu Mere Naal
Par Door Kabhi Na Mujhe Karna
Rakhna Khayal Sajna
Mera Dil Tere Bin Toot Jaana
Je Tu Jawengi Kahin Saanso Ne Rukk Jaana
Tujhe Rab Se Bhi Zyada Karu Pyar Ve
later while talking we eat our food offcourse I am feeding her first bite from my plate n then she demand for dance which I fullfill happily
while returning to home her chatter box is running continuously
n I was smiling like idiot looking her....
reaching home I carry her again in my arms..n the moment we entered inside house I place my hungry lips on her plum one
she get shock at first but close her eyes slowly
taking her both lips I suck it harshly....her both lips inside my mouth giving me chills down my spine
my tongue tried to part her lips but she is not allowing me so I left her lips for second n look at her blushing face
I drop her feet on floor n she open her eyes
I mimic n show her to open the mouth n she did
n in that moment I shoved my tongue in her mouth holding her nape n moving hand in her hairs
she try to kiss me back but I didn't give her chance....
I suck each corner of her lips...my tongue get twisted wid her soft tongue n she pat my chest for breathing break
I give her sometime but again kiss her dangerously kissing her we move back n she fall in sofa
I bend down n take out ring infront of her....
she shed tears watching that but nod in yes....I made her wear the ring
n hug her taking her in arms I explain her evrthing that I hid from her....at first she cried but I console her....
we lay on sofa she is on my chest...
Tere Naal Tere Naal
Tere Naal Karna Pyar Ve
Oh Bas Tere Naal Tere Naal
Tere Naal Karna Pyar ve
Dil Hoya Mazboor Mera Ki Kasoor
Kar Baitha Tere Naal Pyar Ve
Hunn Howi Na Judaa Tu Kari Na Daga
Tu Taan Rab Toh Vi Sohna Mera Yaar Ve
I slowly kiss on her neck n she turn otherside n I suck her neck giving hickeys
I slowly remove her pallu aside
Mature content ahead
I saw her left boo* is poking from her blouse neck I rub my thumb on it sensually....she shiver...
I Rome my palm on her whole chest for sometime n she smile watching my madness
I bend n bite her belly n kiss on her marks on belly
I clutch bunch of plates n open her saree
she is laying in blous n skirt
I started to massage one of her boo* which is huge n soft
she look in my eyes n I ask permission silently n she shy away
I open her blouse hook smiling towards her ....
her huge mel*ns pooped little...they are still caged in he bra
I dig my face n bite on her upper chest that milky white skin is attracting me
I push my one plam inside her bra n grob her one me*on to massage....
my thumb play wid her perfect nipp** n she moan my name....
sidddhhhhaarthh
I smile n open her bra n freed her beauty for my eyes
her pinkish ni**les are inviting me I lick her aerola n then her nip*le ...I grab that my favourite toy in my both hands...n take her half of boo* in my mouth....
I push my hand towards her womanhood n I enter my palm inside her panty
my fingers grob her small princess part....I play wid her pu**y lips
I feel her wetness on my fingers I rub that on her cli* n she shiver
I parted her down lip* by my two fingers I play wid her inner lining of her small **ssy
my finger find her h*ole I was about to insert my big finger
I heard kaushal's voice so loudly in my ear
I hurriedly open my eyes coming out from dream....
Kaushal :- landing ho gayi majnu Miya....utarne se pehle apni halat thik krlo ...niche pant m jo tent bana hai na usko thik krke aao
n I saw my d**k is hard just imagining all this ...I cover it by my hand n went in washroom
at airport
I again call her....
n this time also she didn't receive his call
his steps halt n he look worried
kaushal:- kya hua chal
Sid :- kuch toh gadbad hai...
kaushal :- kya
Sid :- wo itne der naraj nahi rehti merese
kaushal :- iss bar jada hurt Kiya hoga
Sid :- kuch bhi ho usko pata hai mera gussa agar wo phn na uthaye....wo aise nahi karegi chahe kitni bhi gussa ho
kaushal:- fir kya lagta hai ..kaha hogi
Sid hurridly dial watchman no but he also didn't pick Sid clench his jaw
Sid :- motherfu**ing basterd...phn utha sale
he again tried but still no response
kaushal :- ab kya karega
Sid :- thought pinching temple
called Rishi batra there neighbour
hey hi Rishi
Rishi :- hey sidharth what's up
Sid :- not fine Bhai I need ur help
Rishi :- evrything is alright
Sid :- tu bata tu kaha hai abhi...
Rishi :- office m hu yar
Sid :- shit
I bang my hand on pillar
Rishi :- what happened
Sid :- I want to see her....at any cost
Rishi :- kise Shehnaaz ko
Sid :- yes I am in Delhi muze fikar ho rahi hai uski...phn bhi nahi utha rahi
Rishi :- q
Sid :- ladai ho gayi thi
Rishi :- relax m Pooja ko bolta hu
he take pooja on conference call
Rishi :- hey baby mom hai ghar pe....
pooja :- nahi bhar gayi hai q
Rishi :- ohh tu ek kam kregi sidharth k ghar ja aur Shehnaaz se bat krwa uski plz..wo add hai call pe
pooja :- ok no problem
that heavily pregnant lady reach at there house n she ring the bell
no one responded but at last kavya open the door
n pooja joined her brows in confusion
pooja :- umm Shehnaaz? muze usse kuch kam tha
kavya :- rudely
who are u
pooja :- her neighbour
kavya :- she is not here
pooja :- matlab kahi gayi hai kya
kavya :- haa
pooja :- kaha
kavya :- kahi doob marne
n I fist my hand tightly
my heartbeats increased insanely...I know this voice
pooja :ji
kavya :- Haan... hamesha k liye chali gayi hai
n she bang the door on her face
pooja :- on call
wo bhaiya wo koi hai apke ghar m wo keh rahi hai Shehnaaz chali gayi
Sid hurridly send kavya's picture to Pooja
Sid :- kya ye hi wo bhabhi
n pooja said
pooja :- ha ha yehi hai ..
n sid fall on his knees.....
n look towards kaushal wid teary eyes
he hold her....
Rishi :- kaha jayegi yar...ek kam kr watchman ko puch niche ja ke kis taraf gayi wo...m dhundta hu usko
pooja ha ok
she use elevator n go down holding her belly
she call watchman
pooja :- Shehnaaz thakur wo kahi jate hui dikhi ky
watchman:- umm wo
pooja :- kya hua batao na muh q band hai
watchman:- wo madam ji misunderstanding ki wajase jiski duty thi meri jagah wo aaya hi nahi....yaha koi nahi tha kafi tym se...kon aaya kon nahi pata nahi....muze kahi Jana tha urgent isliye kisi aur ko duty di gayi thi lekin yaha koi nahi tha pichale kuch samay se...
he lower down his gaze....
pooja :- oh no
watchman:- complaint mat kijiye ga plz
pooja sigh n talk again on call
pooja :- nahi pata kisiko wo kaha gayi
now I started to take high Breaths
Rishi :- sidharth don't worry tu aa ja Bhai waps m tab tak missing complaint karta hu police station m
i cut the call without saying anything
n pull my Hairs in frustration
Sid :- how can I forgot bhabhi is still in Mumbai shit...meri jaan....jarur unhone kuch
kaushal :- relax return jane ka soch....abhi flight ?
n he look towards display to watch about flights
I called bhabhi greeting my teeths
In thrid ring she received the call n in clench my jaw
kavya :- I was about to call
Sid :- meri bat dhyan se suniye....wo ladki....wo ladki mera sabkuch hai....agar kuch hua na usko m bhul jaunga koi rishta hai apke sath ...yad rakhna....jaan le lunga agar meri Shona kuch bhi hua
n i cut the call....
moving my hand in my hairs I started to move back n forth ...
kaushal :- flight ko tym hai yar bahot
sid :- I called bittu hurridly
ek kam kr
bittu :- ji hukum
Sid :- get the jet ready I am sending u location
bittu :- ji hukum ho jayega
Sid :- good ...abhi Delhi airport p hu...talk wid authority bol Mumbai Jana urgent hai....muh mangi kimat offer kr ... agle 15 minute m ho jana chaiye....
bittu :- ji hukum
n he cut the call
n kaushal sigh thinking problem solved
it's still not
I am worried for my jaan...she don't know anyone there where she is must be ...what she is doing..how she is feeling after coming to know about truth....
I was supposed to be wid her when she knows this...I have to be one to told her that truth about Bhai...
fuck... everything is messed up
my heartrate is dropping insanely thinking about her....
my forehead get sweaty....
I feel blackness infront of my eyes
I close my eyes n loose my balance little... kaushal hold me....
he made me sit on chair n grab water
I lost the capability of thinking anything.....
only one thing is running in my head is... Shehnaaz.. that's it....
I want to see her safe n sound.... that's what I wanted.... desperately I want my Shona back in my arms
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