Sam
'Next week sasabay kana sa Lolo mo papuntang England.'
'What? dad hindi ko pa po natatapos-'
'Samian hindi na kailangan, pack your things already and say goodbye to your friends.'
"Fuck!"
I throw my bag to the wall because of frustrations
ako nalang mag isa sa classroom dahil ipinaiwan ako ni Ma'am Castro kanina
Naiintindihan nya naman daw ako at magandang opportunity daw yung naghihintay sakin sa England
All of my teachers already gave my final grades because dad already talk to them
I sat on the chair and bowed my head, I feels like my heart is burning because of disappointments towards my parents decision
I turned my head and look at the window, makulimlim na at parang uulan, siguro nasa labas na ng gate si Mon at eto ako nag eemote pa sa loob ng classroom
"Monica wait.."
Napaupo ako ng tuwid ng marinig ang isang sigaw ng lalaki na nanggagaling sa hallway
"Leave me alone.." I heard Mons voice "Stop dreaming because I will never marry you.."
Napatayo nako dahil sa frustration ng boses ni Mon
"Nakapag desisyon na ang mga magulang natin monica, ikakasal tayong dalawa at wala ka ng magagawa."
Kasal?
Napakunot ang noo ko at napagdesisyunang lumabas na ng room
"I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN MARRYING YOU!" Mon exclaimed and she's burst out crying
Nang nasa labas nako ay nakita ko syang tumakbo pababa ng hagdanan
Miran noticed me and turn his head to look at me
He smiled and smirking at the same time
"Narinig mo?." he asked.
I want to say something but I don't know what am I going to say
"Is she your girlfriend right? tsk³ so now you know that you two have no future, I'm her future husband."
Tumingin ako sa baba at nakitang tumatakbo si mon sa may soccer field at papalabas na ng gate
I ignored Miran at bumalik sa classroom para kunin yung bag ko
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I run as fast as I could
where the fuck is she?
"Mon..!" I yelled.
Napatingin sakin ang driver namin sa labas ng gate at nag tatanong ang mga mata nya
"Nakita mo ba si mon?" tanong ko
he nodded
Itinuro nya yung Cr malapit sa guardhouse kaya nagmadali akong pumunta dun
papalapit palang ako sa pinto ng CR ay rinig na rinig ko na yung iyak nya
*Knock²
"Mon.." tawag ko
sobrang bigat sa pakiramdam habang naririnig syang umiiyak
I twisted the knob and open the door
I found her seating on the floor while covering her face
"M-mon."
"Leave me alone." she whispered
I kneeled Infront of her
"Let's escape this goddamn world." I said seriously
she looked up at me and I noticed that her knuckles is bleeding
"W-what the fuck did you do?" tarantang tanong ko
tumingin sya sa salamin sa may alababo at nakita kong basag na yun
"Omy god mon." I exclaimed
"don't worry, I'm fine." sabi nito
Tumayo ako at inilahad ang kanang kamay sakanya
"I'm not in a mood to have fun." paos na sabi nya, pulang pula ang mga mata nya at ilong nya
"Me too, get up and let's leave everything."
her eyes widened
"S-sam."
"Ano? uupo kana lang dyan? come on, don't push me to drag you out of this restroom."
Tumayo sya ng dahan dahan at hinawakan ang kamay ko
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"Omy god sam.." mon exclaimed while catching her breath
tinakasan kasi namin yung mga driver namin at nandito kami ngayon sa woods malayo sa school
"What is this place?" Mon asked me
"Hmm My tree house."
nakatingala kami ngayon sa may hindi gaanong kataas na puno at may maliit na kubo na nakadikit dun
"You're the only one who knows this place?"
I nodded
Inalalayan ko syang umakyat sa maliliit na hagdan dahil baka maout balance sya
Una syang pumasok
"Woah, I didn't expect that it looks like this.."
sa loob ay may maliit na bed at mini dining table na may dalawang upuan at may isang closet
we painted yung mga walls at yung isang bintana ay may mosquito net pa
it's all white, gusto ko kasing malinis tingnan at comfortable na parang isang maliit na kwarto lang
"Pumupunta ka dito madalas?"
"Thrice a week."
we remove our shoes and I let her sat on the chair first to treat her wounds
kinuha ko yung medicine kit sa loob ng closet at kumuha ng dalawang set ng pambahay na damit
"pano kung nainjure yang kamay mo?." tanong ko at umupo sa isa pang upuan
she didn't answer and just look outside the window
I took her both hands and cleaned it before putting betadine and bandage on her hand
she didn't even flinched while I'm treating her, she's so brave..
"So you're in a fixed marriage? I don't know that it's still happening that kind of arrangement nowadays."
she was surprised and look at me
"h-how di-"
"I heard you and Miran, nasa classroom pako ng marinig ko ang sigaw mo."
hinawakan nya bigla ang dalawang kamay ko
"S-sam I-am... I'm sorry."
"Shh it's okay I understand." umiling sya
"I don't wanna marry him."
Tumayo ako at lumapit sakanya
"Kailan daw kung sakali?"
"when I graduate in college, I don't know why this is happening *snif* bakit samin pa."
I held her face and my thumb wiping her tears
"I always asking that question too." I said
hinila ko sya patayo at pinaupo sa bed
"Sam I don't wanna marry him."
"Shh I know, malayo pa naman diba? baka magbabago rin ang isip ng mga magulang nyo."
"I don't think so." her voice broke again
"Hey, Stop worrying." I said and she hug me burying her face in my tummy
"Mosco Said she's going to save me and marry Jihan.. but I know dalawa kaming ipapakasal." she's crying so hard
Nasasaktan ako para sakanya
kung may magagawa lang sana ako para matulungan sya
pero kahit sarili ko nga hindi ko matulungan
kung matagal pa naman mangyayari yun baka nga nakabalik nako dito
but not as Sam
hayss
"Ayaw mo ba talagang ikasal sa lalaki?"
umiling sya
"I only want you Sam."
"Hmm pano kung naging lalaki ako? pakakasal kaba?"
she suddenly stop crying and pushed me a little
"Gaga."
hinampas nya yung braso ko at natawa sya bigla
"I hate boys sam."
"Why?"
she frowned
"I'm so tired explaining myself." she said and looked irritated
I sighed deeply
"Okay fine."
I leaned closer and remove her necktie
"Let change our clothes first."
"I'm sorry."
napatingin ako sakanya
"why?"
"for ruining our plan for today, dapat nga masaya tayong nag dedate ngayon."
she pouted
"No it's okay."
I started unbuttoning her blouse and peck on her lips
"Let's forget our problem while we're here please." I said and kiss her forehead
she took a deep breath and nod.
"good."
Umupo ako sa tabi nya at hinubad ang blouse nya, exposing her bare skin
don't worry mon, I would not let Miran ruin your life
You are my only girl Mon, the glimpse of me.. of samian.. Ala-ala na kahit minsan sa buhay ko ay nagawa ko yung gusto ko, na maging isang tunay na babae
mananatili akong babae sa ala-ala mo, pag nakabalik nako.. I will do everything to make you fall inlove with Freen. Maybe we can't change who we really are,
but I know...
Love can.
I pulled her and kiss her passionately, I suddenly felt the butterflies in my stomach
I don't know if this is love already
I hate girls too mon
but you're an exception..
I've never expect that I will let a girl kiss me, date me..
"You're so beautiful." I whispered on her ear
I unclasped her bra and when I finally remove it, I leaned and I grab her breast using my left hand and I suck her nipple sipping it sensually
"Ahh."
Napakapit sya sakin
I traveled my kisses up on her neck and unzipped her skirt
"Don't ever let anyone touch you like this." I said firmly
"Ahh.."
After I remove her skirt I inserted my hand inside her underwear and find her precious thing
"naririnig mo ba ko?" pikon na tanong ko
"Y-yes sam yes ahh ahh."
I'm sliding up and down my fingers on her repeatedly
"You're only mine."
"Ahh yess sam fuck! slow down ahh."
ugh I really love doing this to her
while moving my hand sensually I pushed her slowy para makahiga sya sa kama
"Ahh Samian."
"Hmm?"
"It feels so good."
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"Ang daya mo."
I chuckled while changing my clothes with white shirt and blue pants
mon is still naked under the blanket, her eyes looks sleepy
*Yawn
see? she need some sleep
tumingin ako sa labas at umuulan na ng malakas and lamig narin sa loob
I laid beside mon under the blanket and face her
I raised my hand and caressed her forehead down to her hair
"Thank you." she whispered
"For what?"
"For this.. I feel so miserable earlier, you took away my frustrations."
"I hate seeing you like that.." I said and kiss her cheek
"Let's stay here..." she said and closing her eyes already
I move even closer and hug her tight burying my face on her neck