The Red Ghoul

By kurenohikari

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Standing behind the monster, as this one laughed maniacally and planned the bombing of Gotham's Children Hosp... More

ARC I: PART I
ARC I: PART II
ARC I: PART III
ARC I: PART IV
ARC I: Part V
ARC I: PART VI
ARC I: PART VII
ARC I: PART VIII
ARC I: PART IX
ARC I: PART X
ARC II: PART I
ARC II: PART II
ARC II: PART III
ARC II: PART IV
ARC II: PART V
ARC II: PART VI
ARC II: PART VII
ARC II: PART VIII
ARC II: PART IX
ARC III: PART I
ARC III: PART II
ARC III: PART III
ARC III: PART IV
ARC III: PART V
ARC III: PART VI
ARC III: PART VII
ARC III: PART VIII
ARC III: PART IX
ARC III: PART X

ARC II: PART X

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By kurenohikari

The dinner table was alive with laughter and chatter as the family enjoyed their meal, a delectable fusion of Lebanese and Vietnamese cuisine. The aroma of spices and herbs filled the air, tantalizing their taste buds and adding to the festive atmosphere.

Lian and Billy were engaged in a playful game of culinary espionage, each trying to sneak a taste of the other's dish when they thought the other wasn't looking. Their laughter rang out like music, filling the room with joy and light-hardheartedness. Damian, ever the conscientious one, carefully selected his dishes, ensuring that each was strictly vegetarian. His love for animals was evident in his choice, and he refused to compromise his principles, even when faced with a mouth-watering array of options.

Meanwhile, Roy was spoon-feeding a somewhat reluctant Jason with an affectionate persistence. Despite Jason's mock protests and eye-rolling, there was an undeniable warmth between them. As they dined together, sharing stories and laughter, Jason couldn't help but feel a profound sense of gratitude for the family gathered around him. They may have their quirks and differences, but in that moment, they were united by love and kinship, creating memories that would last a lifetime.

Once they had all finished with dinner and had moved into dessert, Roy beamed proudly as he looked around at the group, a sense of admiration evident in his eyes. "Well done, everyone," he exclaimed, his voice filled with genuine pride. "Another year, another round of stellar academic achievements. I couldn't be prouder of each and every one of you."

"Thanks, dad!" Lian grinned from ear to ear, her eyes sparkling with excitement. She had worked tirelessly throughout the year, pouring her heart and soul into her studies, and to be recognized for her efforts meant the world to her. "I worked really hard, but it feels amazing to see it pay off."

"Indeed," Damian nodded in agreement, a satisfied smirk playing on his lips. He had always prided himself on his intellect and academic prowess. "I expect nothing less than excellence from myself."

Billy grinned, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "Yeah, well, it helps when you've got the best teachers," he quipped, sending a playful wink in Jason's direction.

Jason chuckled, a warmth spreading through his chest at the sight of the bright, happy faces around him. "Well, I may be biased, but I'd like to think I've taught you a thing or two," he replied, his tone light and jovial.

Roy watched the exchange with a sense of pride swelling in his chest. These kids were his family, his pride and joy, and to see them thriving brought him immeasurable happiness. "You've all worked incredibly hard, and it's paid off. I couldn't be prouder of each and every one of you."

"As Roy mentioned the academic year, you need to keep into account that you will be starting your third year in Nanda Parbat Academy for Magic and that means you will need to choose your elective subjects," Jason turned to Damian and reminded him. "Have you already made your selection?"

Damian nodded. "Yes, akhi. I selected Art Magic, Rituals & Curses, Apparition, and Magical Politics."

"Art Magic, Rituals & Curses, Apparition, and Magical Politics," Jason repeated, nodding in approval. "Solid choices, Damian. It's clear you've put a lot of thought into this."

Damian inclined his head, a determined glint in his eyes. "I have," he affirmed, his voice steady and resolute. "I believe these subjects will provide me with a well-rounded education and prepare me for the challenges that lie ahead."

Roy chimed in, his expression thoughtful as he considered Damian's selections. "Art Magic makes sense," he mused, a hint of admiration in his tone. "You've always had a talent for it, Damian. And Magical Politics... well, that's a given considering your lineage." He paused, a quizzical expression crossing his features. "But Rituals & Curses?" Roy questioned, raising an eyebrow in curiosity. "That's an interesting choice. Care to elaborate?"

"Given the nature of our family's situation," Damian explained, his voice tinged with solemnity, "it's essential to be well-versed in the various rituals and curses that exist. You never know when such knowledge may prove invaluable."

"Wise thinking, Damian," Jason remarked, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "It's always better to be prepared for any eventuality."

Jason nodded in agreement, his gaze filled with pride and admiration for his brother's wisdom beyond his years. He might not like the idea of child soldiers, but if there was one thing, he would never disagree with Bruce about the importance of always being prepared.

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Dick descended the winding stairs leading to the Batcave, his heart light and buoyant with happiness. With each step, a sense of relief washed over him, mingled with the overwhelming joy of having his family back together. Jason was back in his life and Bruce was alive and safe. The weight that had been pressing down on Dick's shoulders seemed to lift with each downward stride, replaced by a newfound sense of optimism for the future.

As he reached the bottom of the stairs and stepped into the cavernous expanse of the Batcave, Dick couldn't help but smile as Bruce finally acknowledge Jason's autonomy and granting him the space and privacy, he deserved was a validation of their struggles. It was a testament to Bruce's growth as a father and a leader, a sign that perhaps, despite their differences, they could forge a new path forward as a family. He had thought that he would need to run interference between Jason and Bruce. But now, with Bruce's return and newfound understanding, Dick felt a sense of freedom he hadn't known in years.

However, Dick's heart sank at the sight of Tim, his beloved Baby Bird, hunched over the Batcomputer. Despite the relief and joy of having Bruce and Jason back in their lives, a sense of unease gnawed at him when he thought of Tim's relentless pursuit of Jason's past. Tim's return from his harrowing journey through the timestream had brought with it a newfound determination to uncover the mysteries surrounding Jason's life. Day in and day out, he poured over every available piece of information, delving into Jason's past with a single-minded focus that bordered on obsession.

For Dick, it was a source of frustration and concern. He understood Tim's need for answers, his insatiable curiosity driving him to seek out the truth. But Jason had asked for space, for privacy, and Dick couldn't shake the feeling that Tim's relentless investigation was a violation of that trust. He feared the repercussions of delving too deeply into Jason's past, worried that it could reopen old wounds and dredge up painful memories that Jason had worked so hard to leave behind. Or worse, that Jason would finally decide he wanted nothing to do with them.

As he watched Tim furrow his brow in concentration, fingers flying over the keyboard in search of elusive clues, Dick couldn't help but feel torn. Part of him wanted to intervene, to urge Tim to reconsider his actions and respect Jason's boundaries. But another part knew that Tim's intentions were rooted in a desire to protect their family, to ensure that they were never caught off guard by hidden threats lurking in the shadows.

With a heavy sigh, Dick leaned against the edge of the Batcomputer console, his expression a mix of frustration and concern as he looked at Tim. This conversation felt like déjà vu, a broken record playing on repeat, and Dick couldn't shake the feeling of déjà vu gnawing at him.

"Tim," Dick began, his voice tinged with a hint of exasperation, "how many times do we have to go over this? Jason's back, he's safe, and he's made it clear that he needs space. Can't you just let it go?"

Tim's response was swift, his tone defensive and tinged with stubbornness. "I just don't buy it, Dick," he retorted, fingers flying over the keyboard as he continued his relentless search for answers. "Don't you find it strange? Jason's past is a mess of secrets and half-truths. He's hiding something, I can feel it."

Dick shook his head, running a hand through his hair in exasperation. "Or maybe he's just trying to move on from the pain and the trauma, Tim. Did you ever think about that?"

Tim's gaze faltered for a moment, a flicker of doubt crossing his features before he squared his shoulders defiantly. Dick sighed, running a hand through his hair in frustration. He understood Tim's need for the truth, but he also knew the dangers of letting paranoia consume them, of allowing suspicion to drive a wedge between them and the family they had fought so hard to rebuild.

"Tim, I get it," Dick said, his tone softening slightly as he tried to reason with his younger brother. "But we can't keep dwelling on the past. Jason's here now, and he's trying to move forward. We owe it to him to respect his wishes and give him the space he needs."

Tim's gaze flickered to the screen, his expression unreadable as he scrolled through page after page of information. "I just want to make sure we're not missing anything," he murmured, more to himself than to Dick.

Dick's heart ached at the sight of Tim's furrowed brow, the lines of worry etched into his features. He knew that Tim was just trying to protect them, to keep their family safe from any potential threats. But he also knew that dwelling on the past would only hold them back, preventing them from moving forward and embracing the future.

With a heavy sigh, Dick reached out and placed a hand on Tim's shoulder, offering a silent gesture of support. "I know, Tim," he said softly, his voice filled with empathy. "But sometimes, we just have to trust that everything will work out in the end."

Tim looked up at him, his gaze searching and uncertain. But their peaceful moment was shattered when Tim's frustration boiled over, his eyes flashing with defiance. "I can't just sit back and ignore this, Dick!" Tim insisted, his voice tinged with desperation. "There's something going on with Jason, something he's not telling us. I have to find out what it is!"

Dick's patience wore thin as he struggled to rein in his own emotions. "And what if there is, Tim?" Dick shot back, his voice rising with frustration. "What if there's nothing? What if Jason just wants some privacy, some space to figure things out on his own? You're suffocating him with your constant probing!"

Tim's jaw clenched as he bristled at Dick's words, his resolve hardening. "I can't just sit idly by and do nothing, Dick," he retorted, his voice tinged with defiance. "Not when there's something off about Jason. I have to protect our family, no matter what."

Dick's heart sank as he realized the depth of Tim's conviction, the stubbornness in his brother's eyes mirroring Bruce's own. In the worst way possible. Jason was right, Tim needed help. Dick knew that they couldn't continue down this path of confrontation and mistrust. The tension in the air was palpable as the argument escalated, each word exchanged like a blow in a battle neither of them wanted to fight. Dick's voice rose with frustration, his concern for Tim fueling the intensity of his words.

"For God's sake Tim! You need to listen to me!" Dick's voice echoed off the walls of the Batcave, his desperation evident as he tried to break through to his stubborn younger brother. "You can't keep going on like this, digging into Jason's past like some kind of detective with a vendetta. It's not healthy! You need help, allow us to help you! This is not a healthy coping mechanism!"

But Tim was not backing down, his own frustration boiling over as he met Dick's gaze with defiance. "I'm fine, Dick! I don't need your help or anyone else's. I can handle this on my own!"

"Tim, please," Dick pleaded, his voice softer now, laced with worry. "I just want to help you. We all do. But you have to let us in."

But Tim's expression remained resolute, his eyes flashing with anger and frustration. With a final, defiant glare, he turned on his heel and stormed away, the echoes of his footsteps reverberating through the cavernous space of the Batcave. Dick watched as Tim stormed away, his heart heavy with a mix of frustration and worry. He knew that Tim was hurting, that beneath the facade of confidence and self-assurance, there was a young man struggling to make sense of a world that often felt chaotic and unpredictable.

Tim's relentless pursuit of answers was driven by a fear of losing another loved one. But he also knew that Tim's stubbornness could be his own worst enemy, pushing away the very help he needed. But no matter how many times Dick tried to reach out, to offer a helping hand, Tim pushed him away, retreating further into his own thoughts and fears. It was like trying to break through a brick wall, each attempt met with resistance and defiance.

As he stood there, alone in the dimly lit Batcave, Dick couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt. Maybe he hadn't handled the situation as well as he could have. Maybe he had been too harsh, too quick to anger. But then again, how else was he supposed to get through to Tim? How else could he make him understand that it was okay to ask for help, that he didn't have to bear the weight of the world on his shoulders alone?

With a heavy sigh, Dick ran a hand through his hair, feeling the weight of the world pressing down on him. He wished there was an easy solution, a way to fix everything with a snap of his fingers. But life wasn't that simple, and some problems couldn't be solved overnight. As he turned back to the Batcomputer, Dick knew that he couldn't give up on Tim. No matter how many times they clashed, no matter how many screaming matches they had, Tim was family, and family stuck together, even when things got tough.

With renewed determination, Dick resolved to keep trying, to keep reaching out to Tim, no matter how many times he pushed him away. Because in the end, that's what family was for—standing by each other's side, through thick and thin, no matter what. Not being able to let his little brother go, Dick rushed to catch up with Tim. He will not let Baby Bird continue running away from this. He needed help and Dick will make him see it.

"Why can't you just let me go!" Tim's jaw clenched, his fists balling at his sides as he struggled to contain the torrent of emotions building inside him. "I don't need help, Dick!" Tim's voice echoed through the cave, raw with anger and defiance. "I'm fine, okay? I can handle this on my own!"

"Tim, please," Dick pleaded, his voice softer now, laced with genuine concern. "You're not fine. You're hurting, and you're pushing everyone away because you're scared. I get it, I do. But you can't keep doing this to yourself."

Tim's breath came in ragged gasps as he struggled to regain control of his emotions. His hands trembled with pent-up frustration, and he could feel the weight of Dick's words bearing down on him like a suffocating blanket.

"I can't do this, Dick," Tim whispered, his voice barely audible over the echo of their argument. "I can't just sit back and watch while Jason keeps secrets from us. I need to know the truth. I can't lose another family member. Mom is gone, so is dad, Bruce was lost, and we finally got everyone back... I can't lose anyone else..."

Dick's heart ached at the pain and desperation in Tim's voice. "You're not alone, Tim," Dick said softly, his voice tinged with sadness. "We're in this together, remember? But you have to let go of this obsession. Whatever Jason is keeping from his past has nothing to do with our safety, is the same as those anecdotes that happened to you in the timestream, that you are keeping to yourself. It's tearing you apart, and it's tearing us apart too."

Tim's shoulders slumped as he finally allowed himself to acknowledge the truth in Dick's words. He was tired—tired of the endless cycle of doubt and mistrust, tired of feeling like he was fighting a losing battle against his own fears. "I'm sorry, Dick," Tim murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "I just... I don't know how to stop."

Dick moved closer, wrapping Tim in a comforting embrace. "It's okay, Tim," he whispered, holding his brother tight. "We'll figure it out together. I promise."

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The atmosphere in the Wayne Manor Library was one of relaxed camaraderie, a welcome respite from the chaos of their superhero duties. Bruce sat in his favorite armchair, swirling the amber liquid in his glass of scotch with practiced ease. His gaze was contemplative as he watched the flames dance in the fireplace, the flickering light casting shadows across the room.

Diana lounged on the nearby sofa, her posture graceful and regal as she cradled her glass of wine in one hand. A faint smile played on her lips, the tension of battle fading away as she savored the rich flavors of the wine. Despite the weight of her responsibilities as an Amazonian warrior and ambassador, she relished these moments of tranquility among friends.

Clark sat opposite Bruce, his expression serene as he took a sip of his beer. The cool, crisp taste was a welcome contrast to the heat of their recent mission, and he sighed contentedly as he leaned back in his chair. For him, these gatherings were a chance to unwind and connect with his closest allies, free from the burdens of his dual identity as both Superman and Clark Kent.

Bruce cleared his throat, breaking the comfortable silence that had settled over them. His gaze flickered between his two closest friends, a glimmer of uncertainty dancing in his eyes. "Did either of you... know?" Bruce began, his voice tentative. "About Jason, I mean. Before Darkseid's attack."

Clark's eyes crinkled with amusement as he chuckled softly, shaking his head. "Not a clue, Bruce," he admitted with a chuckle. "Jason managed to keep his identity hidden from me for years. Quite the feat, if you ask me."

Diana nodded in agreement, her expression solemn. "I, too, was unaware," she confirmed, her tone tinged with regret. "It wasn't until after your presumed death that the truth came to light, along with many other revelations."

Bruce's brow furrowed slightly at their responses, a mix of surprise and curiosity evident in his expression. He took a contemplative sip of his scotch before speaking. "I suppose I shouldn't be surprised," he mused, his gaze drifting to the flickering flames. "Jason always did have a talent for keeping secrets. He was the best at undercover of all my children."

Clark chuckled softly, the sound warm and genuine. "He certainly had us all fooled," he admitted, a fond smile playing on his lips. "But I suppose that's the mark of a true detective's son."

Diana nodded in agreement, her expression thoughtful. "Indeed," she said, her voice carrying a note of admiration. "Jason's resilience and resourcefulness are a testament to his upbringing."

Bruce's shoulders relaxed slightly at their responses, a weightlifting from his chest. "Thank you," he said quietly, his voice laced with gratitude. "For being for him when I could not. It means more than you know."

Clark's gaze softened with empathy as he exchanged a knowing glance with Diana. "It was a lot to take in," he admitted, his voice tinged with sincerity. "Discovering that Jason was alive, after everything that had happened... It was a shock to say the least."

Diana nodded solemnly, her expression reflecting the turmoil of emotions swirling within her. "It was," she agreed, her voice tinged with regret. "To think that he had been suffering in silence all those years, without our knowledge... It weighs heavily on my conscience."

Bruce's heart clenched at the sight of his friends' remorseful expressions. He knew that they had each carried their own burdens, grappling with the knowledge that they had been unaware of Jason's struggles for so long. "It's not your fault," Bruce reassured them, his voice gentle yet firm. Dick and Alfred would have been so proud of him, finally communicating his emotions. "We were all caught up in our own battles, our own demons. We couldn't have known."

Clark's warm smile widened as the memories flooded back. "You know, Bruce," he began, his tone tinged with nostalgia, "it's true that Diana always had a special bond with Jason, and I've always been closer to Dick." Clark paused, his expression softening as he delved deeper into his thoughts. "But when I had the chance to get to know Jason as Jason Alexander Head, he became more than just a nephew, he became my friend."

Bruce listened intently to his friend's words, a swell of pride and gratitude swelling within him. Afterwards, once Diana and Clark leave, Alfred entered the library to pick up the used glasses. Alfred's presence in the library brought a sense of calm to the room, his steady demeanor a reassuring presence amidst the lingering emotions of Bruce's conversation with Clark and Diana.

As Alfred moved about the space, collecting the used glasses with practiced efficiency, Bruce couldn't help but feel a twinge of uncertainty gnawing at him. Turning to Alfred with a furrowed brow, Bruce voiced the question that had been weighing heavily on his mind. "Alfred," he began, his voice tinged with a hint of hesitation, "do you think... do you think I'm doing the right thing by giving Jason the space he asked for?"

Alfred paused in his task, his gaze meeting Bruce's with a depth of understanding that only a father figure could possess. For a moment, silence hung heavy in the air, the crackling of the fireplace the only sound to fill the room. Then, with a gentle sigh, Alfred spoke, his voice calm and measured.

"Master Bruce," he said softly, "you've always had a keen sense of responsibility, especially when it comes to those you care about. But sometimes, giving someone the space they need is the greatest gift you can offer."

Bruce nodded, his thoughts drifting. "I just want what's best for him," Bruce admitted, his voice tinged with a mixture of resolve and vulnerability.

"And that, Master Bruce, is precisely why I'm proud of the man you've been becoming lately." Alfred regarded him with a gentle smile, his eyes reflecting a deep well of pride and affection.

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Bruce hid his smile behind his cup of coffee as the familiar sounds of morning filled the air. The clinking of cereal bowls and the shuffling of feet signaled the start of another day in Wayne Manor. First to appear was Dick, his cheerful demeanor a stark contrast to the lingering fatigue of last night's patrol. Despite the early hour, Dick's sunny smile never faltered as he chattered away a mile a minute, filling the room with his infectious energy.

As Dick helped himself to a second bowl of cereal, Tim stumbled into the dining room, looking more like a zombie than a teenager. Tim didn't even bother to open his eyes as he slumped into his chair, his movements sluggish and uncoordinated. Alfred placed a cup of coffee in front of him, with a disapproval look on his face. Tim raised the cup to his lips with a sigh of relief, the warmth of the coffee seeping into his tired bones, as he took a long sip.

Bruce's brow furrowed in concern as he noticed the subtle tension between Dick and Tim. He was not called the World's Greatest Detective for nothing. This was more than just their differing opinions about Bruce's presumed death and subsequent return—it ran deeper, like an undercurrent of unresolved issues simmering beneath the surface.

The memory of his own twisted mind, manipulated by outside forces to harm those he loved, still haunted Bruce. He shuddered at the thought of raising his fists against his own children, a betrayal that cut him to the core. For that he will be eternally grateful to Jason for stopping him. Mixed with that gratefulness there was pride, Bruce was so proud that his son now could overpower him. Though, it did push him to create contingencies plans in case anything similar to the Dark Ranger ever happened to his son.

But now, as he watched Dick and Tim, Bruce couldn't shake the feeling of unease. What had happened between them during his Justice League mission? Had there been an incident, a disagreement, that had driven a wedge between his sons? Bruce was determined to get to the bottom of it, his instincts kicking into overdrive. For now, they would carry on with breakfast, but as he watched his sons exchange cautious glances across the table, Bruce turned to Alfred with a subtle nod, silently conveying his intention to address the issue later.

It was the sound of the car pulling up outside that made Bruce stop brooding. A spark of anticipation lit up his eyes, it took all of Bruce's control not to smile like a giddy child. He knew exactly who it was before the door even swung open—Cass and Steph. The two of them now living in their apartment close-by to Gotham University, and Bruce missed their laughter echoing through the halls of Wayne Manor, their spirited pranks filling the air with warmth and vitality.

Cass and Steph stepped into the dining room, and there was something infectious about their energy, a magnetic pull that drew everyone in and filled the room with a sense of excitement. Steph wasted no time in heading straight for the waffle station, her eyes lighting up at the sight of the golden, fluffy treats. Meanwhile, Cass glided gracefully into the room, her movements fluid and elegant. With a smile that could light up the darkest of nights, she greeted Bruce, Dick, and Tim with kisses on their cheeks, a gesture that never failed to warm their hearts. Bruce's chest swelled with affection as he watched them settle into their seats.

However, Bruce's attention was abruptly drawn to the entrance of the room as Alfred materialized with his customary grace, a silver tray in hand and a single letter resting atop it. The sight was unusual; Alfred was notoriously strict about maintaining a boundary between work and family time, especially during meals. Bruce's curiosity piqued, he accepted the letter from Alfred, a perplexed furrow creasing his brow as he glanced at the envelope's elegant script. The unexpected interruption stirred a mixture of apprehension and intrigue within him, a feeling that only intensified as he broke the seal and unfolded the contents.

Dear Wayne Family,

You are cordially invited to the exclusive book launch party celebrating the release of "The Court," the latest novel by the esteemed author Jason Alexander Head.

Join us for an evening of literary indulgence as we unveil this thrilling masterpiece to the world. Rub shoulders with esteemed guests, indulge in delectable refreshments, and immerse yourself in the spine-tingling world of Jason Head's latest creation.

Your presence at this event would be an honor, as we celebrate the talent and creativity of one of the finest literary minds. We eagerly anticipate your attendance and look forward to sharing this unforgettable experience with you.

Warmest regards,

Esperanza Gonzales.

Bruce's heart skipped a beat as he read the contents of the invitation, his fingers trembling slightly as he traced the words printed on the elegant stationery. The news hit him like a bolt of lightning, sending a jolt of excitement coursing through his veins.

After months of silence, Bruce had resigned himself to the belief that his relationship with Jason was beyond repair. The wounds of the past ran deep, leaving behind scars that seemed impossible to heal. But now, faced with the opportunity to attend Jason's book party, a glimmer of hope flickered to life within him. With each passing moment, Bruce's mind raced with thoughts of reconciliation, of rebuilding the bridges that had been burned between them. He knew that it wouldn't be easy, that there would be obstacles to overcome and apologies to be made. But for the chance to mend their fractured relationship, Bruce was willing to do whatever it took.

As he glanced around the breakfast table at his children, each lost in their own conversations and laughter, Bruce felt a surge of determination wash over him. He would seize this opportunity with both hands, determined to make amends for his mistakes.

With a renewed sense of purpose, Bruce turned to Alfred, his eyes alight with determination. "Alfred, cancel our appointments for the day," he said firmly, his voice leaving no room for argument. "We have a party to attend."

--- END OF ARC II ---

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