Trapped in my own head

By WildImaginations16

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She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems... More

Survival Mode: ON
choices we make
who are you?
Note to readers
two hours in the psych dept.
when he visits
true feelings?
feeling like a failure
things you make me do
a letter to Cyrus
eleftherĂ­a
you're falling again
lonely again
mysterious forest
suffering
soul
just listen
please, just let me be
mom
opening up
hfa
a glimmer of hope
silver lining
younger self
darkness
rooftop
birthday
courage
i got this?
are you proud of me?
repressed memories
safe space
proud of you
flower
trickle
leave
pieces
listen
touch
she
you
zoning out
dream or...nightmare?
i can't be selfish
why do i feel this way?
I've been hurt enough
rest
i am different (a fault, maybe)
naked truth
i wished
hurt
happy
happy new year
show up
i'm fine
calm or a storm
escape
when?
empath
cause
reminder
failed attempts
when will life begin?
happy once again
burden
height
fault
abandon myself
a choice
aflame
holding on
hide
a fortress against the storm
the ways we express
emotions: the ink in our water
the silent pleaser
hidden battles
alone in the silence
fragile bonds
silent tears
silent spirals

words cut deeper than any blade

65 6 2
By WildImaginations16

TW: Contains a part of bullying. Might be disturbing to some readers.

The girl who was always silent;
The girl who always minded her own business;
The girl who sat in the last row with her books open in front of her;
The girl who didn't get involved in drama;
The girl who was okay with being by herself.
The nerd.
Perhaps that wasn't "cool" to them all,
So one day they decide to mess with her.
They call her out, "Hey, Ugly couch potato!"
She just laughs it off;
She pretends that it didn't hurt;
She gets back to her work.
But she sat there silently, staring at her book, thinking,
'Am I really that ugly?'
She goes home and is now scared to look at herself in the mirror.
She walks to the mirror, sighs, and meets eyes with the girl in front of her.
'Oh God, I am so ugly!'
And from the next moment,
The girl in the mirror was no longer her,
She was a new person,
Someone she had never met.

***

Note: Getting bullied is a horrible experience. And for some reason, no one really seems to take a serious action against the bullies.
If you're someone who's a victim of bullying, please reach out to people, and make sure as many people know about it.
And if you're a bully, I'm sorry, but shame on you!

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