(Tanglish)
Characters
Jeevan - Joseph Vijay
Geetha - Samantha
Ramya - Keerthi Suresh
Santhosh - Sivakarthikeyan
Rest all side character maari
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Note: Idhu naa plan panni la yeludhala manasuku thonunadhu apudiye yeludhiruken, nalla irukuma illlaya nu la theriyadhu, indha episode vandhu venum na paarunga illa na no issue
Desclaimer: SUICIDE, RAPE
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On breezy sunday morning, Jeevan was woken up from his slumber by him mom
"Jeeva jeeva, yedhiru da. Mani paaru pathu aachu, yedhiri thangom"
"Maa rendu nimisho" He whined
"Idhuve Geetha irundha-" Him mother started but was cut off
"Maa, ippo dhaan avan meendu varan, adhukula" His sister Ramya chidded
"Seri yedhuvu solala, ivana yelumbi ready aga sollu"
"Yedhuku" He asked sleepily
"Dei inniki yenna naal nu maradhutiya"
"Date yenna" He asked his sister
"9th march 2023" She replied as he jerked from bed
"Jeeva, Santhosh unna marina beach ku vara sonna" His mother said and moved down
"Po poi ready agu, ana anni dhaan ippo illaye yedhuju ivan koopuduran" She said murmuring the last bit
"Seri naa kelaburen nee poi padi" He knocked her head to which she pouted,
Jeemv: ahh apidi pannadha yenaku ava nyabham varudh
He mentally sighed
"Po ya yov" Ramya said going out after throwing a handful of items at him and opening the curtains making the sunlight hit him
"Ading, iru varen" He got up but she ran
He went and got ready to go. He was standing in front of the mirror fixing his collars
Memory starts
"Yen da collar olunga poda theriyadha" She asked
"Nee irukumbodhu yenaku yedhuku theriyanu" Jeevan said caging her in his arms between him and the dressing table
"Apidi yella solla koodadhu, naa illan-" She was cut of by a kiss by him
"Apidi solladha, nee illana naa sethuruven" He said in a base voice making her gulp at her words
Memory breaks
He stood there as tears filled his eyes but quickly wiped them before they could fall
Jeemv: yen di uyiroda kollyra yenna
He went in the washroom to wash his tear filled face when he saw a razor blade, many thoughts filled his mind but the intrusive ones took over making him raise the razor to cut himself
Memory continues
"Adi pichuduven, Sethuduven nu sonnen na" She said hitting his arm while he hissed
"Yen di" Jeevan asked
"Naa setha nee yenakagavum serthu vazhanum" She said earning a pinch on her waist
"Dei killadha" She said moving away from him
Memory ends
He threw the blade and sat down
After few minutes he composed himself and went out calling santhosh
In call
'Dei mama' Santhosh greeted
"Sollu matcha, yedhuku da koopta, amma sonnaga" Jeevan asked
'Illa mama nee romba naal ah aal eh kanom ah adhan' santhosh replied
"Yenthanayo naal iruku but yen inniku, Geetha oda birthday aniku? " Jeevan said gulping the lump in his throat
'Adhella oru karanam ah dhaan, Marina bech ku vaa, byee' santhosh said
Call ends
At marina beach
"Matchaaaa"
"Mamaaa" Both of them hugged
"Epidi da iruka" Jeevan asked settling himself on the sand
"Nalla iruken nu solla mudiyadhu but healing, nee? " Santhosh asked settling beside him
"Healing dhaan ana maraka mudiyala" Jeevan said looking at the horizon which reminded him of geetha
"Yenaku oru unmaya solluriya? " Jeevan asked turning to santhosh
"Yenna mama" Santhosh asked
"Un..unaku ava.. Sagha poradhu...mun..munadiye theriyuma" Jeevan's voice cracked
"Theriyum.." Santhosh said looking down
"Yen.." His voice trailed of
"Sathiyam vaanguna" Santhosh said controloing his tears
"Amma appa" Jeevan asked but santhosh nodded no
"Ava yen match yennoda irundha, unnoda ava appa amma oda irundhurukala la, why did she have to give her time to me" Jeevan said burying his head in his hand
"Because you were worth her time" Santhosh said
"Match but.. " He stopped hearing santhosh sobbing
"Naa avaluku oru nalla anna ve illa... I don't deserve her" He cried
"Dei yenna da achu" Jeevan asked pulling him into a hug
"I was never on good terms with her... Yepome yena kadupu yethuva yeppome sanda poduvom... Yen da thangachi iruka nu nenachuruken... Avoli hurt pannieuken... Ana ava oru naal kooda adha perusa yeduthadhu illa theriyuma.... Yennoda innoru amma va irundha.. Ana I cannot even call myself as a brother to her" Santhosh cried harder
"Ippo sanda poduradhuku kooda yaarume illa" Santhosh said breaking the hug
"Appo naa yedhuku iruken" Jeevan said finally making santhosh chuckle
"Avala anniku thaniya poga vidama irundhurundha uyiroda irundhurupa la" Santhosh blabbered making Jeevan confused
"Yenna olarura? " Jeevan asked
"Anniki ava veliya poren nu sonna, yeppovum pola kandukama vitudulan nu pathen ana oru instinct la poitu va nu sonnen. Poren poren nu sollitu.... ." Santhosh said looking at the salty ocean cleaning his legs with its water
"Nanum thappu panniten" Jeevan said
"Nee yenna mama panne? " Santhosh asked
"Illa da, ava... I thought she was healing from the past.... Romba happy ah irundha.... I thought she moved on..... Naa kettukanu" Jeevan started to blabber
"Yenna ketrupa" Santhosh asked as Jeevan went blank
"Geetha..... Ava cupboard la idhu irundhuchu" Santhosh trailed of reveling what he wanted to tell making Jeevan's eyes shimmer at her name
"Yennadhu? " Jeevan asked
"Idhu, pen drive. Unaku, aunty ku, revathy ku" He said passing a big bag
"Athadi, yengala aluga vekka avlo aase ne ivaluku" Jeevan said taking the bag
"Ad- oru nimisho" Santhosh said reviving a call
"Revu.. Ahh pesitu iruke.... Ippo yeppidi..... Adhu... Seri seri.... Okay bye cutie" Santhosh said
"Yaaru match lover ah" Jeevan teased
"Ama matchan" Santhosh blush
"Who is the lucky girl" Jeevan teased
"Ramya" Santhosh said
"Ramya nice na- Ramya, my thangom? Andha cutie - ramya? " Jeevan asked with widened eyes
"Ama mama" Santhosh said getting up
"Dei odadha" Jeevan said wearing the bag
"Bye mama next weekend meet pannuvom" Santhosh said running off
"Dhrogi" Jeevan said taking the bag and going to his house
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At home
"Maa vandhachu, lunch? " Jeevan asked
"Upma" His mom said
"Maaaaaa" Jeevan whined
"Ma picha karana la yedhuku ul- ohh neeya" Ramya said coming down
"Hi cutie nalla irukiya" Jeevan teased
"Adhuve unaku ippo dhaan theriyuma? " His mom said making his eyes widen in shock.
"Mummy you too" Jeevan said shocked
"Adhena na bag? " Ramya asked
"Amma oru two minutes TV pakalama" Jeevan said now in a serious tone
"Adi pichu-"
"Geetha oda room la kedach video tape" Jeevan interrupted
"Seri va" His mom said
The whole family (he doesn't have dad btw) sat down near the tv as Jeevan took a pen drive and inserted in the tv
There were many folder, he clicked the first one
A paused video of Geetha appeared, her face as beautiful and lively as ever
He played the video with tears welling up as he sat
Video
Geetha was fixing the camera angle
"Idhu vera olunga nikka matingudhu" She pouted making them chuckle at her cuteness
"Jeevaa ayo marandhuten unna koopuda koodadhu laa" Geetha his her head
"Ippodha vara mudiyadhe" He murmured
"Okay kandipa nee sama gaandula irupe nu theriyum yenmela yena naa unna vittutu poiten nu" Geetha said
"Ama di vettukizhi" He replied
"Eyy vettukizhi nu koopudathey nu yethana vaati solliruken" Geetha said with a reddened nose while he turned around expecting her to pop out at him
"Yaar ah thedura, naa expire anadhu la unma dhaan" Geetha said turning to her right controlling her tears
"Expire ah" Ramya chuckled in tears
"Okay idhu naa yedhuku pannuren nu nenaikala" Geetha said while they all looked at her
Naa pone.. Pinnadi ungaluku naa solla vendiyadhu sollanu la. Naa yengao paathen oru payano ponno avangaloda lover oda birthday anniku kudukanu nu naraya letters yelidhu sethuponanga ana yennaku andha alavuku poruma illa Geetha said as everyone chuckled
"Idhula First varadhu Amma ku" Geetha said directed to Jeevan's mother
Maa First thank you
"Thank you sonne pichuduven" She replied
Ok ok Love you yena ithana naal ah yenna unga ponna paathukutadhuku, adhuku naa romba kadama patturuken, adhutha jenmathukla kandipa adhya naa yennoda paasathala adaipen nu namburen, Yennaiya nenachu neega aluga koodadhu yenna yeppavadhu yennaiya paakanu nu thonuchuna unga garden la yenaku pudicha roja chediya paarunga achula naa azhagana poova irupen
Yennaku ammavo appavo yenakaaga irundhadhu illa ana adhu nenachu na kavala pattadhe illa yenna yennakaga yennoda atha irukaanga nu
Innoru Vishayam unga kitta oru akka va solla na kadama patturuken
Ramya gulped at what was about to come
Yonnoda thambi, santhosh unga ponna love pannuran
"Unmayava" She glared at Ramya while she nodded as she hung her head low
Atha Ramya va moraikaadhinga, yenna unga marumaga nu sollumbodhu yevolo sandhoshama yenna pathukittingalo adhe maari dhaan avanayu paathukanu solliten
"Seri da" Jeevan's mom smiled caressing Ramya's head making her sigh in relief
Avan nalla velai la irukaan, nalla gunam ullavan, ana kalyaanam aana kapuram dhava senju avana rendu naal Ramya va paaka koodadhunu potu torchur pannunga yenakaaga
they all chuckled
Okay idhuku mela sonna naa aludhuduven so idhoda ammavukana dedication mudinjadhu
Bye
Jeevan wiped his tears and played the next video
Marubadiyum vanakammm Geetha squeeles making them smile
Okay ippo idhu Ramyaa kaaga, First of all LOVE YOU THANGOOO, naa yeppo vandhu unkooda pesunallum un velaiya yella vittutu yenakkaga ukkandhu unnoda time spend pannuve unlike someone
"Yaar sonna na panala nu?" Jeevan arugued
Hello boss ungala na sollave illa, neega dhaan unga vaayala solluringa, anyways thangom nee dhaan yennoda thambi ku porupu. Avan yeppovadhu yennoda akka venum nu ketta naalu ara vittutu naa yedhuku unkooda iruku nu kelu I give you permission okay
"Okay ka" Ramya said in tears
Yethana varusham aanalu avan yenna maraka maaten adhunala yennoda sarbha naa panavendiya nee dhaan pannanu, avanuku yenna la pudikum yenna laa venum nu unnoda cupboard iruku la adula last drayer unnoda book ku adiyila vechuruken yeduthuko
"nee yepp anga vandhu vecha" Ramya sked shocked
Eyy naanga la ninja theriyum la adhala apudi dhaan, apro super ah kalyanam pannikonga okay? yennoda account la oru 10 lakh iruku adhu yella unga kalyanathuku vangunadhu dhaan apro yenga appa amma ku yerkanave avangaluku dedicate panna video la solliruken, yenku pottadhu thavira pudhusa yen kalyanathuku vaanguna yenna nagayu unga kalyanathuku dhaan podanu
yennoda naga vandhu oru kutty princess unako illa jeevan ko porandha podunga okay
"Yaar sonna na kalyanam pannipen nu?" Jeevan said irritated
Hello mister naa unga kooda pesala okay, Ramya yenna nenachu romba la kavala padadha, unnaku yeppovu pudicha nila va paaru adhu valiya unna naa yepovuma paathutu irupen sirichutu
Ramya finally broke down crying
Alugadha aludhen na naa unnaku peiya vandhu kaunt pannuven solliten
"Parava illa" ramya said
Adi paavi parava illaya, pitchuduven unga family ku naa dhaan kaval dheivam ungala oru ketta sakthi nerunga vida maaten pathuka
Okay podhum idhuku mela pesune na yennaku aluga vandhurum so
Bye
Jeevan closed and moved on to next
Okay next yennoda anga irukura favorite book ku
Jeevan glare
Seri sei morikadha, kandraviya iruku, unaku dhaan, yennoda jeevan yennoda uyir ku dhaan indha last video
Yennoda ithana varushan an depression fight pannumbodhu yenkooda irundhu nee dhaan, avlo panic attacks avlo naal aludhuruken avolo naal kashta patturuken ana ne
yeppome yenakaaga irundhuruke
ana past 1 month ah yenkooda pesurade illa seriya unaku theriyuma?
yenaku yevolo kashtama irundhuchu nu theriyuma, yevolo naal sethu polachuruken theriyuma
"eyy adhu-" jeeva was about to start
Chup, naa pesitu iruken la, theriyum nee idhella venum nu pannala nu ana idha thavira yenku vera yendha reason blame panna theriyala
Nee romba naalah ketutu irundhe la yen ippidi iruke what is there reason
naa yeppome adhu studies parents nu solli samalichuruken a-ana unnaku naa our unma sollanu
n-na F-fir-st day c-oll-ege var-umb-dhu geetha stutured
"Thani kudi" jeevan said and geetha obeyed
Naa var-umbodhu our paiyanah paathen, avan yennaye vecha kannu vangama paathukutu irundhaan ana it wasn't out of admiration it was out of h-hun-ger and l-lust
Jeevan's eyes reddened
Konja naal kalichu yenaku propose panna ana naa decent ah vena nu solliten a-adhuku an-niki night veetuku pogumbodhu a-avan v-vandhan, naa thapppika yevolovo try panne ana no use.
Avanoda veedu pakathula dhaan irundhuchu anga yenna illuthutu pona, p-poi yen-na a-avan ro-om ku illuthutu ponan. an-ga a-van ye-yena
Jeevan took the remote to pause but
Niruthadha, please, naa unkooda irundha ippidi dhhan yenna niruthuvaya
jeevan kept the remote down burying his head in his hands
A-van yenna rape panna, apro yenna o-ru tissue pap-er maari anga irukura road la vittutu poitaan. Naa yenaku therinjaa oru veetula dhaan thangune, ana avangala idha yaarukittayum solla venam nu solliten. Yenaku p-pregnent ayuduveno nu bhayama irundh-chu adhunala inga irundu naa oru trip nu sollitu banglore poi birth control vaanga pharmachy pona.... anga i-rundha vanga la yenna ke-kevalama paathanga ana yennaku vera vazhi theriyala
Jeevan started crying not being able to control it anymore
Alugadha, jeeva yenakaaga please alugadha, inga paaru naa alugala geetha said wiping her puffy eyes
Ana yennaku andha fear irundhute dhaan irundhuchu, appo dhaa nee vandhe Geetha's face brightened up
yenakaga yevolovo panna, yenna sirika vekka korangu vitha kaata sonnalu kaatuve an-a yennala mudiyala, unna paaka mudiya
I dont deserve you
"YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING GEETHA" jeevan shouted as his mother calmed him down
Kathadha, Yennala mudiyala,indha naraga vedhanaya yennala thaanga mudiyala
adhaan, adhaan, ippidi oru mudivu yeduthen, neeyachu sandhoshama irukanu jeeva
"Nee illama-"
IRUKANU, pazhagiko ana naa unna yeppovu vittu poga maaten. Nee yeppovenlu unga hearteh thottu yedhavadhu pesu adhu yenaku keku illana yennoda photos unnaku ayirom iruku adha rasichiko ana nee yenaku oru promise panniruke
"Yenna?" jeevan asked with trembling lips
Naa yenna sonnalu nee pannuve nu
"Adhukunu"
Ne yenna love pannadhu, yennoda vazhanu nu nenachadhu unma na innoru ponna kalyanam panniko
"Mud-"
Mudhiyadhu nu solla koodadhu yenna promise panniruka, YEN mela, apidi adha break panna na yenna kotcha paduthura maadhiri
"Yen di uyiroda kollure"
Yennala mudiyadhapo, yen vazhkaya veruthapo ne vandha, yennoda irundha. Yennake nee irundhapo unnaku oruthi varamaatala
Avala yennoda yedathula vekka solala, avalukunu thaniya oru yedam kudu nu dhaan solluren, Yen thangachiya paathuko apudiye unakaaga vara pora ponna na pakuren
"Seri" Jeevan said defeated
Seri illa siri, konjom siri da. parata thalyave kettadha sollu
"Yogiya va" Jeevan asked chuckling
Aama andha bulldoser dhaan
Goodbye
The video ended
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Okay #Justiceforarthi was my inspo for this ana ivolo keel thanama che
oru 22 age group ponnu kooda ippo
Idhu pathadhu nu Brazil oda oru akka, kevalama iruku
Sorry sister
idha solluradha vida yennalu vera panna mudiya, mudiyadhu nu illa ana I dont have that much capability.
The possible this we can do for ourself is keep ourself safe
Nandri vanakam,
Stay safe stay loved ,
also give love.