Nandini POV
7 pm, Evening
My hands trembled reading the last words and unknowingly tears weld up in my eyes, Someone was admiring me? loving me from so afar and I didn't knew?
I was crying in bhabhi's embrace about no one loving me while a man living in the same house as me was falling for me and I didn't knew?
Closing the book slowly, I looked at the cover again, I remembered clearly now
It was the day,
The day, I spent my time with roop and came back home at night and saw him sitting on the staircase and I was stupidly telling him about my whole day
An small smile forms on my lips and I pulled the book near to my heart, hugging it
Embracing the love of his for me, Into my arms
He is majestic, I remember bhabhi telling me I will find someone who will be better than anyone ever for two years continuously and She was right
He is everything that I could ever ask for
Admiring his beautiful cursive writing, I took the rose from the newspaper and kept it between the book, The exact place and the exact page, He came to ask for my hand
He came to make me his,
He came to turn my life into an beautiful fairytale
Keeping the book aside, I took few breaths remembering the memories, An blush along with an small smile fall on my face and I made up an mind for something
Standing up, I firstly put the book carefully on my secret place in our cupboard as if he doesn't know every inch of his house and walked outside towards kitchen
Making an knot of my cream coloured dupatta on one side of my waist, I thought for some moments
What should I make for him?
Khadi-chawal? No, too basic
Vada pav? No, I don't like sharing that
Kachori dahi? Better
Starting to take out the ingredients, I started preparing course of meals that he really likes, I sometimes think our love story is all about food, He even gained weight after marriage and I am proud of it,
Finally looking at the food that took me around one hour to prepare, I sat everything on the dining table along with few pretty decorations
Sitting while resting my head on the couch, I looked at the time, Waiting for him, when I heard the bell ringing
Author POV
8 PM, Night
Nandini quickly stood up and looked at the exit hearing the bell ringing, Small nervousness was taking over her with an small happiness too,
Looking at herself in the small mirror in the living room for the last time, Nandini took steps further to open the door
The same nervousness was filling up abhiraj too, who looked at the ground
Thinking of she might've read the book till now, an sudden rush of shyness flew over him
Hearing the clicking of the door, he trailed his gaze from the ground to her and he felt the nervousness slowly evaporating away, Looking at her who stared at him with an wide smile, His heart filled with peace and coming closer, he hugged her
Embracing him in her arms also, Nandini placed her head on his chest, "Kaisa Gaya aapka din?" She asked softly, earning an nod from him, she felt an peck on her hairs
"Achha, aap bataiye?" Abhiraj replied while looking at her, who pulled away with an smile and held his wrist
"Hamara bhi achha gaya, hamne aapke liye kuch banaya hai" nandini pressed while pulling him slightly to let him know she wants to show him something, Abhiraj smiled and slipping from his shoes while hanging the bag on the hanger, he nodded his head and they both walked inside the house
Standing infront of dining table, Abhiraj's mouth hunged opened looking at the varities of food she prepared for him especially his favourite- kachori-dahi
An smile forms on his lips, Turning his head he looked at her who stood there proudly, "Chaliye, abh aap naha kar aajaiye, fir Khanna khayenge ek sath" Nandini said while folding her arms over her chest and looked at him smilingly who shook his head in denial
"Nahi, pehle Khanna khate hai" he replied with an smile and wrapping his arms around her shoulder, he pulled her with himself towards the dining table and made her sit
Nandini smiled looking at his excitement but stopped him when he forwarded his hands to take an bite "Ham khilate hai aapko" she pressed earning an blushing smile from him
Making an morsel out of the Shahi paneer and chapati, she forwarded her hand towards his mouth, who ate it and she could see the satisfaction on his face
"Kachori bhi" he said signalling towards the kachori and smiling nandini nodded her head and fed him
Feeding him and herself by herself, Nandini slapped back of his hands when he tried to take an morsel "Hath nahi dhoye hai aapne, Ham khila rahe hai nah" she scolded him, who quickly sat straight
"Hame laga aap hame pyaar se khila Rahi hai" he said looking at her who chuckled "aapko toh kuch bhi lagta hai"
Shaking his head while looking at her who suppressed her smile, they both sat in silence and finally after the dinner was done, Abhiraj looked at her
Hairs sat in bun, few strands on sideways of her face and adorable cheeks while she focused on something on the dining table
"Aapne kitab padhi nandini ji?" He asked, The voice was soft, softer than it has ever been
The actions of nandini came to an stop and smiling softly, nandini looked at him who was already admiring her
"Ji" Her word came out as an whisper and an soft smile also forms on abhiraj's lips,
"Fir?" He asked
"Itne sari sunder bhawano ne gher liya hai hame uss kitab ko padh kar ki kya bataye abhiraj ji, Aapko paa liya abh zindagi me Kam aur zyada kuch nahi chahiye" Nandini replied while maintaining eye contact, The eye contact that held love for each other and abhiraj smiled
Leaning closer, nandini embraced him in her arms from side and kept her head on his shoulder
Thinking for something, nandini asked "ek baat puche?"
"Ji" abhiraj replied quickly, while patting her head from the other hand
"Aap ye kitab bechenge?" She asked with hesitation in her voice, while abhiraj shook his head softly
"hamara Ishq bazar ki khuli galiyon me dol rahe logo ke kuch paiso me khareedne wali kahani ki kitab thodi hai nandini ji, Ye Ishq Ishq hai, Esa Ishq jiska har ek alfaz Dil se likha gaya hai band aankho ke sath, Khud Beek jayenge per ye kitab ko kuch mulya ke liye kabhi nahi bechenge" his reply held the softness of his voice
Smiling listening to him, nandini pulled away to look at his face with tease "seedah jawab nahi de sakte ho aap? Hame samajh nhi aata hai kya jawab de shukriya ke alwa aapki baatein sun kar" nandini complained while shooting an tease glare at abhiraj, who chuckled
"Aap muskuraha dijiye, ham usi se khush hai" replying while looking at her, who also smiled and nodded her head, They both sat in silence
The silence of peace and love
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Nandini POV
10 PM, Night
I stood infront of the mirror while looking at myself, I wore the another pair of red suit with slits on either side with white lower, Looking at the wet hair locks that were left open till my waist, I thought about it again
But my thoughts came to halt when I looked at abhiraj ji from the reflection of the mirror, who came out of the bathroom and taking his steps towards the mirror, he stood behind me rubbing his hairs with towel
An red hue unknowingly crept on my cheeks as I stared at him, White kurta with upper buttons undone till the mid of his chest and small hairs visible, He looked beautiful
Taking deep breaths of confidence, I turned and looked at him in eyes, who kept the towel aside
"Abhiraj ji" I called out slowly and softly and face palming myself in my head for the shaky voice, I cursed myself
"Ji?" I heard him, who looked at me with slight confusion
Not knowing how to say, I said something completely opposite "Aap hamare chehre ke baare me ek baat nah keh kar bhi hame itna khoobsurat kaise mehsoos kara dete hai abhiraj ji?" I asked, this was the question that was roaming in my mind but I never thought to ask like this
Hearing an chuckle from him, I felt him making me turn and look at us in the reflection, "Aap jab ham dono ko ek sath dekhti hai aapko kya Nazar aata hai?" He asked with an smile
Smiling back to him slowly, I looked at us in the mirror, Something about him being with me and me being with him felt perfect, The beauty of his embrace, his words, our interactions and our smiles was ethereal and I could see that from the reflection
"Khoobsurati" I whispered without thinking anything and I could see the smile on his lips turning more upturn
Shrugging his shoulders, I felt him trying to hug me from behind but I stopped him while turning around
I wanted to say something else and I will today "Abhiraj ji" I called him and I could see the confusion lingering over his face and he again hummed in response
Thinking about how to start, I looked at him with nervousness and continued "Vo..Aap uss din jo kitab me padh kar muskura rahe the uska toh aapne iss kitab me varnan hi nahi kiya" Words came out as an mumble and I looked down in embrassment
How stupid nandini,
Earning an chuckle from him, I looked at him who gazed at me with adoreness, "Hn?" He asked pretending to be confused and I felt like pushing him and just sleep now
"Nahi vo..." I tried to say as nervousness again took over me and taking an deep breath, I thought to put it straight forwardly
"Hamare Prem ke aakhri padav ko pura kar lete hai nah abhiraj ji?" I said in one breath and my eyes closed tightly to hear the reply from him
Hearing nothing, My eyebrows knitted and opening my eyes, I looked at him who stood stunned
I saw him raising his hands to cup my face and his soft deep voice fell in my ears "Nandini, aap apna samay lijiye, aap bhavuk-"
I heard him and my hands quickly raised to keep my palm over his mouth, Looking at him with softened gaze, I stopped him from saying anything further
"Ham bhavuk nahi ho rahe hai Abhiraj ji, Hamne iske baare me socha hai tabh aapko keh rahe hai, Ham khudko aapko har tarah se sopna chahate hai aur aapko bhi har tarah se apna bana lena chahte hai, Ham bhavuk nahi ho rahe hai" I pressed, My words were strong but the voice came out soft
I looked into his eyes that softened and I again said "kuch kahiye?"
I asked while maintaining an eye contact but not hearing anything from him, My eyebrows knitted "Ham jab bhi esi baatein rakhte hai, aap chup kyu ho jate ho? Kuch kahiye nah" I complained while shooting an unknown glare at him, who signalled towards down with his eyes
Looking at my palm that cupped his mouth, I realised why he didn't said anything and quickly took my hand back,
"Aap hame hamesha daat-ti rehti hai" he complaint this time and an smile forms on my lips, I love to blame everything to him
There was comfortable silence for few seconds and I felt his hands holding my shoulders softly "Nandini ji" he called out and an calmness ran over me
Looking at him, I saw the love in his gaze and his lips moulded to speak, "Aap vaakey hi yeh chahti hai, agar aap samay Lena chahti hai toh aap le sakti Hain nandini ji" He said and his voice was soft
Thinking about it, I wanted it, I wanted everything of mine to be his, I thought about it and I know, I will never regret giving myself to him but something was there
We had an huge height difference, He was really taller than me, If it wasn't for the feelings, I doubt if in pure arrange marriage my parents would've said yes looking at the physique difference
Taking an deep breath, I wanted to let him know this, We are in an marriage and are going to take an step that fulfil our marriage and I want to let him know everything that is in my mind
It's always important to let your partner know what you feel and think
"Abhiraj ji, hame ek baat kehni thi" I said, My voice was slow and I could see concern in his gaze
"Ji?"
"Abhiraj ji, hum chahte hai per...per hamare beech Jo kadh aur baki chizo ke itne antar hain-" I was going to continue when I heard him cutting me off
My voice was full of hesitation, I was blankly saying anything that was coming in my mind, I couldn't find words at all and I was thankful, he interrupted
"Aap ham per bharosa kar sakti hai nandini, Ham kabhi bhi kuch bhi esa nahi karenge jise aapko kasht ho" His words were soft and I sensed honesty in them, Looking into his eyes, I nodded my head
The almond eyes of his held the soft gaze looking at me, His hand softly and slowly trailing from my shoulders, I could feel the hold on my waist pulling me closer
Maintaining an eye contact, I felt my figure being pulled towards his and his lips formed in an smile
This was it, I submitted myself to him and he submitted himself to me, The story starting with different perspectives of ours is now going to be continued in same perspectives
The different perspective of his for me as love and mine as an guest for his is going to turn into same perspective for the rest of our lives
- perspective of love
16+ ahead
My eyes slowly drifted close when I saw him leaning slower,His other hand brushing my wet hairs from behind, while I felt the touch of his lips over mine
Feathering over my lips, I could feel the warm breath of his fanning over me and our lips moulded together
Closing my eyes completely, I felt his hold around my waist tighting and he pulled me upper,
Lifting me up in air till our face are at the same level, I gasped at his sudden actions and he took the opportunity to enter his tongue inside,
Walking towards the bed, I felt the soft mattress touching my back when he made me laid
Pulling away, I slowly opened my eyes and saw him hovering over me
Sitting on his knees while keeping them adjacent sides of my thighs, He removed his kurta in an swift and my breath halted
Resting his palm over my shoulder, I could see him looking into my eyes for permission
Nodding my head slowly, I passed an smile and my breathing quickened when he pulled away the dupatta throwing it on the ground
Feeling exposed slightly, I turned my head the other way
I could hear an small chuckle from him while he come down again and hovering over me, I saw his eyes looking at me with love, Taking my hands softly in his palms, He rested them on his shoulders,
Looking at me before placing an peck on my forehead, I could hear his voice that spoke softly "nandini ji"
Humming in response, while looking at his face timidly, I could see the gold chain hanging that touched my exposed collarbone and the coldness of the metal felt soothing
Leaning closer and placing his lips over my cheek, He mumbled there softly "Agar aapko asehaj ya asahaneey mehsoos ho toh hamari kalai pakad lena nandini ji"
His words soothened the nervousness in me and I nodded my head slowly not finding words to say something, My eyes forced closed when I felt his lips caressing my cheek and slowly trailing down to my neck
Pulling away to look at my face, I quickly stopped him when I saw his gold chain entangled with my mangalsutra,
Holding him closer, I tried to untangle the strings and pressed "Rukiye abhiraj ji, Agar aap dur jayenge toh-"
I tried to say but my words halted when I felt his lips capturing mine and he mumbled over my lips
"Aaj sirf kareebiya bhaadhengi nandini, Duri ka naam bhi nah lein"
His words sounded blurry and his lips devoured mine's
The soft feeling of his lips over mine fluttered my heart. My body temprature rose with the closeness between us. I wanted to keep my eyes open but some feeling forced them close.
His lips were soft and cold unlike the heat his body was radiating on me. His one hand shifted over my head and other hand touched my waist making me tremble from the sudden action.
My hands turn into a fist as the heart beat races more and I felt him pulling his hands back immediately
"Nandini ji app" he tried to say but before he could continue anything further i pulled him back into the kiss by wrapping my hand around his neck and my other hand guided his touch on my waist again
Today, i would break the barrier of anything that is left.
He started to crase me from my hairs and waist making me feel energised by it. His hand tugs my hair slightly, brushing them softly while his other hand stroked my waist softly to make me comfortable
The lips kiss moves away from there to feeling his lips over my jawline loving them softly with those lips."ahh" a moan left my mouth making me feel timid,
I felt him smiling between the kiss but continues shortly after that, erupting butterflies in my stomach. My hands travelled up from me out of weirdness of new feeling erupting over.
I entangled my hands together with wanting to calm down. My heart could burst up with the hotness flowing over my body.
Till now he reached my collor bone, kissing and feathering me there making me feeling something.... Down there?
Is it what anushka bhabhi said i would feel. In between my thoughts i looked at abhiraj ji who was also admiring me,
His eyes looked drowsy with his nose highlighting itself. His face was red with lips wet and that send an shiver down me, He was looking beautiful
My eyes trailed down feeling shy and heat bubbling up to my cheeks looking at his admiration
He makes himself moves upward, moving his hand from my waist to top of my head grasping my hands in his making those red bangles giggles in rhythm.
He adjoins our forehead. "Nandini ji, agar aapko thoda bhi asehaj mehsoos ho to mana kar dijiye, aur agar nahi to kya ham-?" his lips hung after that asking me something with his eyes, which i understood.
"Ha abhiraj ji" i replied but my heart throbbed at the thought of feeling it. he is going to see every inch of me, This thought sends goosebumps and shyness all over thinking about it,
Closing my eyes in modesty , I slowly took my hand out from his hold and trailed them towards the end of my suit and lifted it upper, exposing my waist,
I could feel abhiraj ji didn't moved even for an second making me open my eyes. I looked at him, his eyes were also closed and his hold on my one hand tightened.
Leaning closer, he kissed my forehead, travelling his hand from my arm to my shoulder making me feel goosebumps all over my skin by the slow and sensual hold all of sudden,
He sensually follows the curves of my hands and force me to tilt my body over my other side,
Till now, with his touch i have submitted myself to him. Moving as he wants, i tilted toward the othe side while he slightly pulled the strings on my suit from behind, opening them
The soft warm tips of his fingers touched my bare back arising the sensation all over me. His faint breath hitting my face from side, diverted my attention from his fingers that caressed my back to his face.
It glowed like silver under the moon light coming. He finally opened his eyes and i could see love pouring from them like how gums fall from the dark bark.of trees. My heart soften at his sight,
Pressing me back on my back, I saw him moving backward and sitting on his knees, while pulling me softly too,
Sitting back, he made me sit on his laps and hugged me while leaving an kiss over my earlobe and my heart fluttered,
"Ham aapse bhot prem karte ha nandini" his words ringed in my ears when feathered his lips under my ear and my breath became heavier
"Ham bhi" my voice stuttered cause of the shyness i felt him moving in my crook of neck smiling when i told him and his hand rested over my suit's sideways
Breaking the hug and understanding his motive, I moved myself backward a little gripping onto the ends and Taking a small breath, I pulled the suit over my head letting the moonlight shine my skin and soft breeze run over my figure,
Throwing the suit away, I saw him moving closer to me again with love in his gaze and
He moved against my neck again, kissing and forcing his weight over me for us to back on the bed making me lay on the mattress softly. His kisses travelled from my neck to shoulders to cleavage reaching the high of me.
Finally he was near my blossom now. He looked at me asking for the permission to move further. I smiled at the fact he is trying every best to ask me for my permission over my body.
Nodding my head,I unhooked my bra removing it from my body. Now the only bottoms were left over my body and thinking about it ... It make me feel shy more.
His kisses travelled from the cleavage to my stomach passing from the depth valley of my blossoms. During this, he sucked a little making me release some sound out of my mouth while my hand tugs over his hairs in pleasure.
He kisses the side of the waist before lifting himself above me looking deep into my eyes. My hands moved from his hairs to his face, cupping his cheeks
He moves his head kissing onto the palm while tugging his fingers inside the band of my bottom and He pulls the salwar from my legs exposing me to the core and making me gasp
Coming upwards again, Abhiraj ji kissed my lips before moving himself back on his knees and removing his leftover clothes. Both of us are naked but i feel covered with the respect and modesty of his eyes.
He again hugged me from my waist, attaching our head together. The heavy breath of him falling over my face made it hot for me too much.
I could feel all the blood erupting in my body, flowing in my veins
He moves his hand down and tapping on my knees to let me know, he parted my legs and positioned himself between my legs. My mind went to stuck knowing what was coming and my heartbeats raced unevenly
"Abhiraj ji" i spoke holding onto his shoulder,He hummed and looked in my eyes for the answer for which i said "ham aap per bharosa karte hain"I told him to which he smiles and pecked my forehead making me calm,
I didn't dared to look down neither he did. There was no awkwardness between us but a modesty stopped me to
"Ham aapko sehaj mehsoos karna chate ha, kya ham?" he asked while his hands travelled down on my body tracing my curves and grasping onto my thighs slightly tight, "Abhiraj ji" i moaned with it,
Earning an small smirk from him, I felt his fingers moving towards my core making me more red. Before the marriage, bhabhi told me about this and i know what will he do but still my body is suprised from my man's touch.
His fingers rubbed against me making me make sound. After rubbing for some moment he entered his finger inside me and I felt my walls clenching around him and my eyes closed,
He rested his finger there before starting the slow up and downs and my breath hitched, after some moments, he slowly entered his other finger too and my back arched "Abhiraj ji aram se" I tapped over his shoulder while moving my hips over his to and fros and he replied softly "Ji, dhyan rakhenge" he replied and opening my eyes, for once i saw a little lust in his eyes for me and blush took over my cheeks
His fingers moved up and down, curling inside me again and again pleasuring me while I moaned his name as small tears brim in my eyes from the pleasure-pain,
He removed his finger rubbing them away on the bedsheet and positioned himself between my legs again and asked softly "izazat hai?" and kissed me again
Breaking the kiss, I just nodded my head in shyness and smiling eyes to eyes,
I wanted to break the last barrier and .... He did.
He entered it inside me slowly and My body arched in response,
Leaving an heavy breath while my hold around his shoulder tightened, I felt something like that, my eyes brimmered over it again but from pain. "Abhiraj ji" my voice came out shaky and I felt him resting his face in the crook on my neck, pecking softly to encourage me
"Nandini ji, hame pata ha aapko dard ho rha ha. Parantu thodi der, jab aapko sehaj mehsoos ho tabh bataiyega" abhiraj ji whispered in my ear and pulling away, he kissed my forehead. He travelled the kisses from head to my lips making me forget about the pain slowly
Between the kisses, he started to move himself over me slowly bringing a new pleasure to me and tears brimmered in my eyes, Feeling the slight burning sensations down there, My breath became heavier and I felt the gaze of his over me
His slow thrusts filled me up with another wave of pleasure each time and I thinned my eyebrows while pushing myself down on the mattress even more
My lips parted with the effect and I felt my inners clenching around him, Resting my hands around his shoulder, I pulled him closer and my closed eyes opened slightly to see an small smile on his face while his eyes stayed fixed over me, Examining my expressions and timidness flew in my body
Moans and giggling of my bangles filled the room and I saw him,
Closing his own eyes now, He pushed himself even deeper and My mind clouded with the pleasure now, Not caring about his gaze or our nakedness, My brain oozed with the deep moves of his and the pain was long gone
"Ahhhhhh"
My mouth parted and unknowingly, moans left my lips again and again, when he hit himself inside even more, The slow movements slowly started to turn into fastened and Our body moved to and fro with each movement together
Leaning closer, He hid his face in the crook of my neck and groaned slightly, Increasing the pace slowly by slowly, I felt adjusting myself on him and the pleasure oozed both of our minds
His lips caressed my neck leaving kisses there and my breathing became heavier with time, Feeling my legs shaking with the movements now, An moans left my lips when I felt the movements becoming unbearable
Unbearably pleasureful not the pain,
Feeling the knot in my stomach, I clenched my inners more but soon, I felt the warmness drooling out in my core and my body felt lightweighted
Lightweight to even move my hands
Feeling him increasing his pace, He looked into my eyes for permission but I didn't wanted him to stop
Suddenly, My breath hitched when he pulled himself out and released over the bedsheet
Laying over me while panting, Both of our breath collided and we stayed like that some moments, Lifting himself slowly, He looked into my eyes while smiling before leaning closer to place an loving peck on my forehead, He whispered "I love you nandini"
Blushing while I felt timid to even say anything, I nodded my head and he smiled before laying beside me and lowering the level, He snuggled his face between the valley of my blossom and My face turned red
Placing an kiss there, I felt his hands softly stroking my back and trailing to my lower abdomen infront, He mumbled "Kahi dard ho raha hai nandini?"
"Kuch laye aapke liye?"
He asked and an smile formed on my lips, Although it was hurting down there but all I needed right now was having him in my arms and I replied softly "Nahi, bas aap ese hi hath fher dijiye"
Nodding his head, He lifted himself slightly upper to keep his ear on my chest to listen to my heartbeats and he roamed his hand softly over my lower abdomen
Placing an peck on his hairs, Small tears brimmered in my eyes remembering the times I used to cry myself to sleep being insecure and here he is with me, In my arms
Maybe hearing an small sob from me, he quickly lifted his gaze and concerned filled his eyes, He cupped my cheeks "Nandini, Kya hua?" He asked softly and shaking my head, I slapped his cheek softly earning an confused look from him and quickly hugged him
"Bhudhu ho aap" I mumbled unknowingly and smiled hearing him "Mummy ko shikayat laga denge hum, aap hame Bhuddhu bulati ho"
My eyes fluttered open and my visuals caught the glimpses of night sky from the balcony, It was full moon today again
An small smile formed on my lips and with that
Our night ended with more kisses and him feathering his soft touches over me and I didn't knew when my eyes drifted close and I slept