Today was the day to wrap everything up. However, I finished earlier, and I don't regret it.
Today, I wanted to review what I have experienced these days and conclude whether I have changed my mind about prayer or not. Whether the things described in George Muller's book work or not, I will still wait until the end of the year.
Until today, I feel like all of my prayers are unanswered.
Someone might ask: "But what about your mother who had nothing in the exam? Wasn't that an answer to prayer?" But then I respond: How will I know if it was an answer to prayer? Many people were praying for her and not just me, which I am happy about, but what if God answered the prayer just because many prayed? Or did God answer the specific prayer of someone who was praying? I don't know. My crisis occurs because of those prayers I pray that are unanswered. It's between me and God. That's why I insisted on those specific prayers that I made that may seem ridiculous, but I would know for sure that it was God if it were answered.