yesterday i was so busy, looking for a job, catching up on school work, to the point we're me and rogers calls only lasted 30 seconds, tristen asked me to hang out but i was to busy.
i was so stressed, and before i knew it i was called down to queens studio
i walked in, wearing my white shoes that will get dirty soon
and a dark blue dress
i scanned the room freddie, mary, deaky and brian
i went and took a seat in between brian and deaky, them discussing a song
i was lost in thought when the door opened, and there stood my gorgeous boyfriend
"roger!" i say standing up and running over to him, wrapping my legs and arms around him "oh how much i missed you" he says into my neck
i looked at him and immediately started pecking his lips over and over again
"ewww!" they all yelled "theres children in here!" deaky yelled as me and roger giggled, him turning red
"next time take me with you" i say as i hug him tighter "mom says hi, she loves you already" he says as i look at him
"if i hadn't run away i'd introduce you to mine" i say jokingly
"come!" i say letting go of him, grabbing his hand and dragging him to the couch
"welcome home rog" freddie says as roger nods at him
"we missed you," brian says "but i'm sure aubrey did more." he says as i turn pink
"want a beer?" brian asks as roger nods as brian opens the mini fridge, handing roger a beer
"its not even noon!" i say as he cracks it open, taking a big glug
"i haven't been able to drink in like a week!" he says as i try grab the can, it spilling all over him
"roger i'm sorry!" i say laughing "its okay love" he says standing up and taking off his shirt, me looking at his abs
"i missed seeing that body." i whisper in his ear as he smirks at me "i missed seeing that ass in tight dresses" he whispered back as i looked away, smiling widely
soon the phone starting ringing, freddie went and answered it "aubrey its for you" he says as i look at him confused
i went and skipped over to the phone "hello?" i say
"hi, this is tristens mom." i hear a woman say, sounding scared, i looked at roger and them as roger put on a dry and clean shirt
"hi" i say wondering why shes calling me "uhm i'm sorry dear." she says as i hear her sniffling
"about what?" i ask "tristen he.. oh gosh.. he got into a car accident last night while he was drinking. the car hit into a big bus, his car flipping 4 times." she says as my heart dropped
"i'm at the hospital right now with him" she says giving me the address of the hospital "shoot," i say tearing up "i'll be there soon." i say hanging up and tying my hair in the pony tail
"m-mary.." i say not wanting to make eye contact with her "i'm sorry" i say, my voice cracking
"tristen got into a car accident last night, he flipped 4 times." i say almost breaking out into tears, she gasped and started crying
"is he okay?" she asks as i grab my purse "i'm gonna go to the hospital." i say as roger stands up, rushing over to me
"i'm sorry baby, he's gonna be okay." he says hugging me as i cried "come with me please." i say "i will, lets go" he says letting go of the hug and grabbing my hand
mary freddie deaky and brian following as well
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when we arrived at the hospital i went running up to the desk
"is there a guy named tristen baker here?" i ask the lady
"hold on." she says looking at a paper "yes he is, room 305" she says as i rush to the stairs
running up them with mary and them following
"room 305.. room 305.." i repeat looking around, finally i found it
i walked in, my heart breaking. "tristen.." i whispered walking towards him
he had a bandage over his head, a cast around his right arm, a black eye, and possibly a broken nose
he was asleep. as i stood beside him i broke out into tears and rested my head on his leg
"please don't let me lose him, i'm so sorry tristen. i'm sorry, i should've called you. please please please. oh my gosh. don't leave me so soon, please, tristen. i hope your okay. just please, i can't lose you, i love you so much, i can't lose you, you and mary helped me at my lowest, and i hope you both can whenever i'm at my lowest, just please don't go, if you go i go, please don't let him leave me, please, i can't go on without him." i whispered
roger was hugging me from behind
i could hear mary crying, i soon calmed down, and lifted my head up
i looked at him laying there. gosh i just never wanna leave his side.
"roger" i say looking at him "i'm tired" i say resting my head on his chest, since he was sitting in a chair "try sleep, he'll be okay." he says as i close my eyes
i was sleeping for about an hour when i woke up to beeping, i shot up and saw a monitor beside tristen beeping rank, with lots of nurses and doctors rushing in
"get them out of here." a nurse says looking at me as my face went pale and my lips started going pale too "t-t..tristen" i whispered as someone started pulling me out of the room
"let go of me" i say pushing "you have no right to lay hands on me!" i say punching there chest, realizing its roger
"roger!" i say as we leave the room, me fighting him "tristen!" i yell as i start crying
soon after fighting i was in a waiting room, pacing back and forth biting my nails and picking at my other arm
"bree stop it. your hurting yourself." i hear as brian tries stopping me "i'm okay." i whisper
i turned around and walked to roger, i was standing in front of him as i put my face in both of my hands and broke down crying
i crawled on his lap, facing him as i hid myself in his arm "i'm- i-i'm sorry." i say as he hugs me "i'm sorry i hurt you.." i say as i calm down
"aubrey it's okay, it didn't hurt." he says as i look at him
"is he gonna be okay?" i ask as he looks away from my eyes "i.. i don't know." he says as i look down
"i miss tristen." i say, my voice cracking
"my love.." he says putting his fingers under my chin, making me look at him, i blushed a bit
"i can't promise anything but he's gonna be okay, things happen for a reason, like how you ran away, it wasn't planned but it just happened, it changed ur life, and maybe thats a good thing." he says as i smile at him slightly
"it brought me to you." i whisper as he smiles "i... gosh i don't even wanna say it," i say looking down "i miss home." i say as he looks at me
"and thats okay, its normal, everybody misses somebody, it ain't a bad thing, its a feeling. everybody has feelings." he says as i sigh
"aubrey adams?" i hear behind me as i stand up "over here" i say as the doctor scans the room and looks at me as i say that
i walked towards him as we stood a little bit away from the others
"i'm really sorry, but tristen isn't gonna make it." he says as i tear up, my heart feeling like its been ripped out right at that second "you can go say your goodbyes." he says as i nod
"i'm sorry." he says putting a hand on my shoulder "we did all we can."
i then realized i had to tell mary about it
"mary." i say sitting beside her, she looked at me i started crying
"he.. oh gosh.. he's not- he's not gonna make it." i say as i start crying harder, she started crying with me, i pulled her into a hug "i'm sorry." i say rubbing her back
"we can go say goodbye." i say as she looks at me and nods, we started walking as roger came up behind me, wrapping his arm around my waist "i'm sorry aubs." he says as i lean on his chest "its okay." i say as we walk up the stairs
as we got to the third floor i saw tristens mom walk out his room, crying.
we all walked in, and i immediately started crying, i sat beside him and was holding his hand, i was rubbing the back of his hand with my thumb
"i'm sorry." i whisper as i lean my head on his bed "we'll meet again some day. i'll miss u so much. i love you." i say kissing his forehead, his body going cold already
"he's cold." i say crying "give him a blanket" i say trying to cover him up, roger stopping me "he's warm in heaven." he says "but not on earth, he's cold!" i say crying
"i love you." i say before sitting down beside him
mary said her goodbyes as i looked at his body, memories flooding my mind
soon we left. we all spent the night at marys
i cried myself to sleep that night
i'm sorry that tristen died, but i really didn't know what to write with him, like he could come visit but there would be someone left out, because mary has freddie, roger has aubrey, and john and brian have eachother