February '24 -texts
I don't want anybody else ever again. That's how I feel. I've tried and tried to talk to people. Nobody gets me. I haven't even found a friend in the last two years that was there for me like he was.. I feel absolutely crazy sometimes when I think about him. It's just hard because he knew personal things about me that nobody did. I know if I brought any of it up to him he probably wouldn't even remember. I mean it's not like I ever slept with him, he was never my "boyfriend" sometimes I feel like I made him up.