February '24 from my diary
Dear Lord, I pray in Jesus' mighty, holy, blessed name that it is me and V. Thank you for letting me learn from him what loving someone feels like. I pray that I get to be the one who makes him breakfast in the morning, that I'm the one who gets to kiss him goodnight. That I can hold his hand and tell him it's okay every time anything hurts him. I pray that I can help him to not feel like a prisoner in his own body and show him his worth. I pray for his happiness, safety, and health. But most of all, I pray that it is me in the end. That I am the last person he thinks of before he closes his eyes, and that I'm the person he sees in his dreams. Father, Jesus, I pray that I am everything he wants in a woman. I pray that J lives a long, happy, fulfilled life. One where she is in love. But not with V. Please Lord, save him for me. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.