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Shehnaaz's pov
In morning....
When my eyes get open slowly coz of lights coming from window.. I saw him moving in his sleep....
he nuzzle his face on my chest....
my eyes are busy scanning his face...
all things happened at night just started to flash infront of my eyes n my hold on him started to get loose....
suddenly I felt shy in his presence....the way last night his lips are on mine...I felt timid recalling all those moments
his touch on my body ...is again making me shiver in his hold ....
I don't know what is this.....but it's sure that there is something more between us....when it started...how it happened I don't know.....but there is something more in us....
something so strong that connect us so damn beautifully that it's feeling like so new n livly...happy in his presence
something is happening to my heart....some unknown feelings used to raised but I never understand them .... honestly speaking my world is only my baby that time ..n that baby is sukesh's my first love..... carrying his blood I always used to feel like I am attached to him also.... knowingly unknowingly there was a some connection wid him I used to felt....why not he was my love...I loved him....but when I loose my baby...when I slept in drakness there was no one but only Sidharth was there... holding me... supporting me.... caring for me ... protecting me.... loving me....
he have the reason to hate me coz I somehow broke the contract which he made at first..he so want that baby..his brothers child....but he still choose me over that baby....
he still choose my life over his wish.....
he repair something that he didn't broke....
he heal me....
I still can remember how he take care of me in past 1 month...
I genuinely started to like his attention..care...love
I get used to of this in last 1 month.....I slowly started to come out of my shell...I get more comfortable wid him than before
before we used to live together like friends but after that incident he come more closer to me than before n all just happened naturally...I started to comfortable wid him....why not he sleeps wid me...n now I know what he do at night when I sleep....he used to make my hairs....feed me... infact prepare bath for me also....yeah he saw all my personal clothes...he behave so causally while doing that....n that's reason I also started to feel this is all normal between us.....
that's something really special when I saw him literally checking my sanitary napkins from dustbin to note about my bleeding flow to give reports to Dr about this...
when he did that...it just touched my heart.....
he seriously treat me like I am some queen.... always fulfill my wish.... always think about me first.....
I liked all this...n naturally I found more closer to him than before
this last one month makes us more closer to eachother
my fingers slowly touched his hairs....
n I recall how he loves to take oil massage on his saclp from me.....
soft smile appear on my lips
but I feel him shifting little up....n resting his head now in my nape.....
I turn my face otherside coz I am blushing.....
yes I wanted to give another chance to my heart....I don't know that love can happened twice or not....but his care affection just pulled me near him...n I am liking this ....I do....
he kiss my nape gently n I know he is awake ....
I close my eyes hurridly n again act like I am asleep....I just wanted to know what he used to do everyday in morning when I was asleep...yeah i wake up after him daily n I don't know what happened wid me coz of my heavy sleep habits....but today luckily my sleep broke before him n I just don't want to miss the chance to know his screat side...wid me...
he move his leg which is between my both legs ....now his one leg is wrapped around my both thighs.......n....n....I...can feel..... something really...super hard something on my thighs.....
I get goosebumps when I realised what would be that thing....
I stayed silent n feel his lips on my while neck...
oh ok...this is what he do everyday in morning before I wake up....
hawww he take advantage of my sleepy state ....I make sad pout in my mind....
n he whisper near my lips....
Sid :- good morning meri jaan
n oh god I tried my 1000% to not smile on his meri jaan words....
he pulled something strong in my heart beautifully wid his oh so sweet morning wish....
that Means he everyday wishes me first wid his kisses.....
I can feel my cheeks are tinted in red
he slowly wake up n cover me in quilt...I guess bending down he kiss my forehead......coz I feel his wet lips on my forehead....
then I heard my wardrobe door get opened
I know what he must be doing
hanging my clothes in bathroom n preparing bath for me ...he is doing this since last so many days.....
he is seriously a husband material n I feel I am lucky one to have him for myself.....
as I told u before he knows my every personal clothes n lingerie with this I used to wear his choosen dresses for day.....along wid my inners
strange right...other boyfriends just choose dress for their girls but this man decides what n which color should I wear for day inside my dress.....
boyfriends ?.... really...I compared him wid this term....ughhh my mind will burst coz I am seriously don't know what is happening wid me now....
I heard him going out of my room after coming out from washroom
I slowly open my eyes n first thing I do is cover my face wid my palms n blush hardly smiling
I don't know this is what he actually do evry morning...his lips...I still can feel on my neck coz wetness is there....he suck my skin....I touched that part wid my fingers.....
n unknowingly that fingers wid which I touched his saliva... come near to my lips n I kiss my own fingers
his morning husky voice I ringing in my ear
" good morning meri jaan "
ughhhhhhh.. making the sound I cover my face wid quilt feeling so many sensation ran in my body
but in next second I remove my quilt from my face when I recall he have his flight today infact in some hours for delhi....
I sit straight n about to move my legs but I feel little numbness in my thighs... offcourse I bear his Wight for while night on me...I used to feel this every morning but I don't know he was the reason behind my numbness in thighs.....but honestly speaking....I am habitual of his weight on me
I go in washroom n take quick bath.....
I come outside before he come
n here I make mistake
Sid's pov
when I wake up I realised I have to go away from my baby....I know I can warped all work in single day without taking break coz I can't stay away from her...naah...it's next to impossible for me ...
no no I am serious.... sometimes I feel my breaths gets stucked if I didn't meet her...I know...n I am openly accept this...I am mad.. totally mad for this girl....
but the thing is that the clients want detailed demo of my work n it may take time to explain each n everything...thats a huge project ....
I sigh this thoughts comes in my head in morning
I nuzzle my head on my personal cushions....
her bosoms are the best place to rest head....it fucking so peaceful to go in slumber hugging her tightly...ohh God I will miss this....but I have no choice I have to go for my work... that company is not mine completely...that's Isha n kaushal's also....I can't make them face loos coz of my personal reasons
I slowly lift my head n rest my face on her nape....I filled my nostrils wid her fragrance....n started to kiss her nape....I like her slender neck....she move her face aside n unknowingly give me.more access on her neck....I suck her skin....I will miss her....my wet kisses make her skin shine coz of my saliva....
I smile watching my artwork....then I look at her angelic face
resting my nose tip on her cheek...I wish her like I always do
good morning....
n I feel she is smiling...ughh no I guess it's my delusion....she didn't wake up before me....my heavy sleepy head baccha she is....
I stand up n bending down I kiss her forehead....I actually find chances to shower my love on her...n best time is when she gets asleep....but enough of this now...I will confess my feelings to her soon when I return from delhi....
I was just waiting when she will gets healed from her loss n now she is doing perfectly fine...now I can tell her everything... about my brother's deed also n my confession also....
I go in my room n started to get ready kaushal must be waiting for me
I come out from shower n standing infront of wardrobe taking the shirt out but I heard her voice
what she is already up...this is not her time to wake up...
I move towards the door n I saw her wearing the same dress I choose for her n she looking fresh like just come out from bath.....
when did she wake up....when I left her room then only....fuckk that means she must be know that was sucking her nape....
she is standing near dining n talking wid shalu about menu
n her eyes suddenly land on me...
she widen her eyes coz shalu cover her eyes coz I was standing just in towel wrapped around my waist...my well built abs are on display...water droplets are running from my biceps , neck , chest n then moving towards my lower side
I follow there gaze on my body n I look towards Shehnaaz
shalu run inside the kitchen
Writer's pov
Shehnaaz:- had krte ho Sidharth
Sid :- what have I done baby
he utter innocently coming towards the table where she is standing....
Shehnaaz:- come forward removing distance between them....
ghar m sirf m aur tum nahi hai Sidharth koi aur ladki bhi thi
Sid :- toh mne kya kiya
Shehnaaz:- why ur out like this...where is your shirt
she utter in slight angry tone....
n he smile slightly resting his hand on table
Sid :- meri marzi m jaise chahe rahu....shukar mana niche kuch hai....m toh kabhi kabhi aise hi nan.....
n before he complete his sentence
she put her palm on his lips
Shehnaaz:- sidharth wo sun legi kaisi bate krte ho....
pulled her by waist wrapping his arms her front hit on his hard chest
her kurti become wet coz of his wet skin
she slowly remove her palm from his mouth....
Sid :- kaisi bate meri jaan....
Shehnaaz:- si ..si ..Sid... sidharth
Sid :- bol na baby
he saw her nervous face n to tease her more he rub his face of side on her side of cheeks
water droplets coming from his hairs land on her cheeks
she close her eyes resting her palm on his naked chest
Shehnaaz:- wo dekh legi sidharth
she utter while taking heavy breaths
Sid :- kya dekhegi
Shehnaaz:- hume aise....wo....wo galat samj legi
she is addressing shalu here
Sid :- jo hai wahi smajegi....
Shehnaaz:- lift her face n look in his eyes
kya hai hamare bich
she utter holding so much emotions on her face
n he tighten his grip on her waist
Sid :- Jan na hai....are u ready
n she nod slightly looking in his dark eyes
Sid :- then first answer to my question sweetheart...how u r awake early today
n she lower down her gaze n bite her lips
Shehnaaz:- wo bas...wo aakh khul gayi jaldi...tumhe Jana hai na aj...wo Delhi...so...
Sid :- that means u r awake at the time when I was awake....
Shehnaaz:- Haan..nahi...I mean nahi...I don't know when u left the bed....
she lied coz she is nervous n shy to face that
Sid :- sacchi ...
Shehnaaz:- h..Haan..I mean Haan ..why ur asking this
Sid :- tch nothing....
Shehnaaz:- now answer my question...what we r sharing sidharth
Sid :- why so desperate meri jaan....thoda intezaar kr le sare sawal k jawab dunga....u deserve everything best....I already planned something....
he cup her cheek n utter so gently n kiss her forehead
she move her arms aside n wrapped her arms around his naked back
she is touching his skin for the first time....
n that giving her feelings of flying thousands of butterflies in her stomach
Sid allow his lips to lingered there on her forehead for sometime....
his other plam is busy moving in her slightly wet hairs
other one is holding her waist tightly
there is no gap for air to pass between them
he peck continuously on her forehead
n that time only shalu step out from kitchen wiping big utensil wid kitchen towel ...
shalu :- didi wo m soch rahi thi ke.....aaaahhhhhhhhhh
she shout loudly n turn her vessel fall down creating sound....
Shehnaaz widen her eyes n try to push him but before she process anything.. he turn her n wrapped his arms on her stomach from behind
her cute height is reaching till his upper chest.....he started to kiss her cheek giving continuous pecks from behind
Shehnaaz:- whisper
chodo sidharth plz
Sid :- whisper she thought we r husband n wife so chill
Shehnaaz turn her face side ways greeting her teeths she utter
Shehnaaz:- but we r not
Sid ignore her words n again kiss her cheek holding her chin by other plam....
he move his palm on her belly on her stitches over fabric out of habit
shalu :- sry didi wo m...wo...muze laga bhaiya chale gaye honge wo....
Shehnaaz try to freed his arms girp on her stomach....
Shehnaaz:- are nahi ..sh..shalu...wo....bas....tum jao na m aati hu
n shalu left that vessel there on floor nodding she run inside kitchen
n Shehnaz turn her face which leads his kiss land on her side of nape n she hiss feeling something in her thighs
Shehnaaz:- sidhhhaarrrthhh
Sid :- just hug her tightly n move little Swinging holding her
bol na meri jaan
Shehnaaz:- u...u might get late ho n get ready I'll prepare something for u to eat
Sid :- shalu will handle that.. u come n pack my bag
removing his hold from her waist he pull her inside his room
she is blushing while walking behind him....
Sid entered in room n taking his shirt he turn n look towards her
she is looking him...more than him his body
he looking into her eyes move his hand lower side n act to remove his towel
she widen her eyes n turn uttering
Shehnaaz:- sidddhhhhaarthh
Sid :- laugh loudly
just kidding meri jaan.. going in washroom..relax
n she turn n give her famous glare to him....
blowing flying kiss her entered in washroom
she nod in disbelief n saw his bag already on bed he take out his things from wardrobe it just needed to put inside the bag n for this he call her in room
she placed everything neatly n find he is coming out from washroom
he throw towel on her n she catch it...very well know what he is demanding
he sit on beds edge wid soft smile lingering on his lips
she stand between his legs n started to wipe his head drying water droplets
he to tease her wrap his arms around her waist n pull her near to him n she again utter
Shehnaaz:- sidddhhhhaarthh
n he chuckle again....
resting his forehead exactly on her belly he utter
Sid :- u will take care of urself when I am not here, right?
Shehnaaz:- hmmm
she suddenly feel pain in her chest n here she realised he will be not here wid her for may be two days.....
her hand wrapped around his head n caress his head
asiding towel she make him look up
Shehnaaz:- when will u return
Sid :- day after tomorrow
Shehnaaz nod gluping lump created in her throat
Sid pull her n made her sit on his lap .....
her gaze is lowered down may be trying to hide her tears from him
she is already feeling empty from inside thinking she have to spend more than 48 hours without him
suddenly uneasiness rise in her heart... making her sacre
Sid :- look at me meri jaan....
she did
Sid :- cup her face
agar tu kahe toh m nahi Jaunga
n she smile slightly
Shehnaaz:- no...go n look after ur work....u deserve all the success
she cup his face n utter looking in his eyes
he kiss her plam wid smile
Shehnaaz:- take care of ur meal n health sidharth...kam k chakkar m avoid mat karna....n yes u didn't pack ur medicines pouch..rakh lo abhi... headache ho toh dawai Lena... coffee jada nahi Leni h..
listening her words he feel his heart filled wid immense of happiness
she is completely giving him a wife vibes....
Sid :- ji mate
she pass her glare to him n stand up
Shehnaaz:- come outside just eat something before leaving
n he nod watching her resting his arms on bed
she roll her eyes n left his room
On dining table
Sid pick first morsel n take near to her lips
she smile slightly on his habit
n have that
he was on call wid kaushal
so she also feed him by her hands .... to which he turned out romantic by licking her fingers unnecessarily
she pass him glare but he is in naughty mood
he keep teasing her they finish there meal while talking... mostly he explaing do's n don't
like a obedient child she is nodding her head
finally time arrived where he will left her
he take his bag....n stand near the door
shalu is wiping the table
they are not talking to eachother
standing infront of eachother
just looking in eyes speaking through the eyes
Sid deliberately didn't initiate the hug coz he wanted from her side he can feel she is also having something for him
Sid :- ok then bye...
he break the ice n utter
Shehnaaz get shocked coz she is waiting for his hug n he just said bye
Shehnaaz:- holding tears in her eyes
sirf bye
Sid :- aur kaise bolte hai bye...
Shehnaaz:- turn n look towards shalu
shalu go in my room n clean the bed....
she nod n go inside the room
n Shehnaz pull his hand near to her n wrapped her arms around his neck throwing her body on him....
he hold her immediately in his strong grip......n smile this is her first intense hug initiated by her
digging his face in her nape he hug her lifting her from floor
(credit goes to real owner)
she shed tears which she is holding
Shehnaaz:- take care of yourself... happy journey sidharth
Sid :- thanks Shona....
he rub her back little bit didn't broke the hug
holding her figure on his hard chest he walk little beisde n rest his back on wall
he kiss her below her ear n she shudder in different sensation
she tighten her fist on his hairs by stopping her movement of fingers in his hairs
Sid :-bahot kuch kehna hai tumse
Shehnaaz:- muze bhi
Sid :- intezar Krna mere lautne ka
when he finishes this line both feel weird feeling in there heart
like something is bad going to happen
his grip tighten on her n she lifting her face little up kiss his forehead
yes her first kiss for him....
Shehnaaz:- intezar rahega....
he wipe her tears gently
kiss her cheeks then nose n chin....
she blush openly this time infront of his eyes
n he smile looking her face....
he saw his phn is ringing n it's kaushal there are already late for flight
he turn to go but again run towards her who is watching him entering inside elevator
he run n hug her again
don't know how suddenly he feel the urge to just hold Her...he feel like he is going to loose her...
that hug was so fucking intense that she get pressed on wall behind her....
he is not breaking the hug she is moving her small palm on his back
n assuring him she will be fine....
after almost 5 minutes he broke the hug slowly
luckily there was no one in passage
he unwantedly entered in side elevator
the way door get closed n his figure get vanished she feel pang in her heart
entering again in home she sob
she is already missing him....
feeling alone she think to pass her time wid her phn
but his talk,sense of humour is troubling her...his memories are troubling her....at evry corner of this house she can feel him...
otherside sidharth wid half heart left the building n reach to kaushal's place n they head towards airport
he get settled in plane in his buisness class
n about to call her but she called him
he smile
Shehnaaz:- flight take off ho gayi
Sid :- hmm just now...what u r doing
Shehnaaz:- nothing feeling bored but something nice happened guess what
Sid :- what
Shehnaaz:- vansh just called me n inform me about another workshop...the first one we conducted that gain so much success that other batches are already full sidharth....he is calling me to prepare for that....just abhi ready hone ja hi Rahi thi socha tumhe bata du
Sid :- clench his jaw...
accha kiya bataya aur ab jawab bhi sun lo...tum kahi nahi ja rahi
Shehnaaz:- what...why ..now that khushi's drama is over know
Sid :- still ur not safe until she get found by my man's...
Shehnaaz:- till when I have to lived in this cage
she loose her temper in frustration
Sid :- cage...what did u just say...our house is that Shehnaz..u called it a cage. ..
Shehnaaz:- I didn't mean like that but I wanted to go sidharth....that will help me to grow in my career
Sid :- I have already planned many things baby for u....ek bar m.wapas aa jau m bataunga tumhe wo kya hai...ok..tab tak ghar p hi raho jab tak m nahi aa jata
Shehnaaz:- sidhhhaarrrthhh tum abhi irritate kr rahe ho....
Sid :- kya matlab
Shehnaaz:- tumhari help lungi toh wo success... success nahi lagegi....m khud kuch ban na chahti hu
Sid :- baby try to understand I can't let u go wid that basterd
Shehnaaz:- ab usne kya Kiya
Sid :- why the fuck he is after u
Shehnaaz:- what do u mean
Sid :- usko koi aur nahi mil raha kya...baki duniya ke sare artist mar gaye jo har bar tumhe hi bulata hai
Shehnaaz:- sidhhhaarrrthhh wo janta hai mere talent k bare m...aur kadar krta hai uski....usko pata hai hum sath m milke bahot kuch hasil kr sakte hai aur ..
Sid :- sath milke....?)kaisa sath Haan ...
h shout n all look towards in his direction
kaushal :- hehehe.... husband wife stupid fights .. nothing
he shurg his shoulders causally looking all of them
all again look otherside
kaushal ask sid in eyes what happened n he nod in nothing
Shehnaaz:- tum galat q le rahe ho..sath milke as in team ki tarah
Sid :- listen shona ..I am telling u clearly last time....this time u r not going to conduct any fucking workshop wid that basterd
m keh raha hu... mara jayega wo mere hatho
he greet his teeth dangerously
Shehnaaz:- why ur not understanding me sidharth I wanted that
Sid :- I said no
Shehnaaz - u know what ur seriously acting like my pathetic possessive boyfriend n the irony is ur not even my boyfriend
Sid :- kya bola tune... possessive pathetic n what...I am not ur boyfriend...yeah yeah right I m not ur boyfriend...then who I am to u Shehnaz... nothing right?
she get hurt listening her name from him mouth he didn't use her name always call her by his sweet names
she gets silent feeling her eyes are turning to be watery
Sid :- that fucking basterd is the reason we always fight....n u always take his side ... can't u just listen to me this time...
Shehnaaz:- ur wrong as always even this time also....
she lost her cool n spit this which she didn't have to
Sid :- Haan hu m galat....bekar... nalayk aur kuch kehna hai....tera wo mahan Vash wo bahot sahi hai. hain na....ja ja ...ja uske pass hi Jaa.....thik hai ....waise bhi tumhara area of interest ek hi hai toh kya hai na accha feel hoga sath m tumko...waqt kaha jayega pata nahi chalega.....jao jao sath m time spend Karo....enjoy ur self..ja apne pyar vansh k pass ja ok.....m toh keh raha hu bana le usko boyf...
n before he complete his sentence she cut the call
n wipe her tears closing her eyes
sometimes he behave like this when looses the mind....he utter literally nonsense things
he take high Breaths to calm down her heart
disobeying him or hurting him she will not do this anything that would go against his will
she is about to call him back n say sorry for the words she used for him but she heard door bell ringing
she ask shalu already to stay wid her but shalu wanted a leave for 2 days coz she is going for someone's marriage in her village
so Shehnaaz didn't inform this to Sid If she told him he will not go leaving her alone here...so she hide that from him....n when Sid left shalu also left the house ....
n there she received vansh's call n he infrom her about the new workshop n it's response....
Shehnaaz get super happy finding again new opportunity to grow in her career
otherside Sid bang his fist on handrest of lavish sit...
kaushal gulp his saliva watching his anger he silently stand n sit little far from sid ....
his eyes are red coz of anger...
he rub his face to calm down...
he knows he acted impulsively....he is already missing her badly n she gives news about that vansh...Sid always find that man's gaze for his girl is different...Sid caught him many times looking to shehnaaz wid different gaze....
and only one man can understand the thinking of the other man
he hates when Shehnaz spend her time wid him....
he is super possessive for her n he admit this thing ...he didn't allow others shadow on her how can he tolerate when that man will laugh wid her .. spend his time wid his girl...
his blood is boiling badly n he already decided to do something wid that vansh taneja....
he is again in his sidharth singh thakur mode...n this one is super dangerous to handle
at there home
she wipe her face n thought to call him after sometime n ask apology but listening door bell she stand up on her place n go near door
opening the door she found one lady is standing holding expensive purse wearing expensive dress wid makeup n high standard look
she look Shehnaz wid rage...
Shehnaaz identify her n her eyes widen in horror
she is kavya.... sukesh's wife
she look Shehnaz from head to toe n entered inside pushing her aside
let's see what will happen in next part
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