Don't leave me (xingyun)

Part 6

Chonyun rushes to Xiang ou wiping away the tears, once he was there he eyes glistened while seeing xingqiu talking with the nurse he rushes for a hug tears streaming down this face the nurse comes over and says "xinxqiu is recovering fairly fast but the cancer is also growing fast, he have 2 options: 1 go through kemo therapy and make it possible to keep both legs but it's less likely for him to live or 2 cut off his leg" chonyun looks at the nurse and saying " I shouldn't be the 1 deciding xingqiu should" they birth look at him. After a bit he says "I want to cut it off"