rant

first day of writing

im not saying id kill anyone and everyone. but then again i probably would. only thing stopping me is consequences. school is crap. people=shit (did ya see the reference?). and my body treats me like crap using it's looks and providing me with pain. well thats just it. im a middle schooler who is crappy at their own language. not my fault Arabic is hard and english is easy. the only safe time is being in the shower. just alone. with water. and whatever music freak thoughts that flow in my mind with the water. glad its easy to shower with straight hair tho. i wouldnt want pain during peace time. curly hair is beautiful but hard to maintain. atleast thats what i hear. any body reading this is probably REAAAAAAAALLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
fuckin bored. i mean...you could be reading a Ghost (the band not the character from COD) fan fiction. but nOoOoO~ you chose this. youre reading the work of an outcast. i never really understood the point of buying the makeup and lots of skincare. i mean i have makeup myself but i wear it on special occasions like weddings or crap like that. skincare? i do it but not excessively. i dont wanna end up with acne scars. ewh. i just believe in natural beauty. get me? but makeup is still quite the concept. anyways, can anybody tell me what it means to be called "igneous rock" by peers at school? asking for a friend. istg music hits too hard. i switch subjects so goddamn fast ngl. anyways, theres like what... so its 19th of feb...okay 10 days until my school has a trip to sum theme park. hoping the rides burn down xx.
imagine if this story becomes a whole entire fandom tho. thatd be hilarious. is it stupid that i havent given a name to call me by? just call me Ray. :3
cheese
yes ive become a whole different personality cuz why not lolz. english teacher boutta cry from this writing🤌🤌.  id like to rip someone's skull off and lick the insides then put it on. thatd be fun! anyways, might log off rn. peace out!
Ray