Mon
"Hug me tight."
We're here at the middle of the sea, I feel so nervous while hugging Sam
nag eenjoy naman ako eh, hindi ko lang maiwasang hindi kabahan
"yuHoo.." sigaw ni sam at binilisan pa ang takbo ng jetski
"My God Sam! slow down."
I exclaimed and she just laughed at me
aangal pa sana ako kaso nakita kong pabalik na sya, 15 mins lang ata kami eh
pag baba ko ng jetski inihampas ko sakanya ang life vest ko at nag marcha palayo
"Hey Mon."
"Fuck you!" I yelled
shit nauuhaw na ata ako
"Hey."
Sam grabbed my hand and pulled me to go somewhere
"Hmm what flavor of Fruit shake do you want?" she asked
nang makita ko yung makulay na booth at may iba't ibang drinks ay naexcite ako bigla
"Hmm mango." I said
"Two mango shakes please." sabi nya sa maskuladong lalaki
"Magandang hapon po Ms. Chankimha." bati nito
"Oh you can just call me Sam, what's your name again? bagong employee ka diba?"
the guy chuckled and nod at her
I frowned
"Robert, rob for short."
nagkamayan pang silang dalawa
hays kahit kailan talaga ang sarap isako ni Sam
Sam gave me the mango shake and she put her palm in my back rubbing it up and down
my fur rose because of the warmness of her touch
"I forgot to gave you cardigan, nilalamig kaba?"
I sip on my shake and smiled hays konting gesture lang kinilig kanaman mon
tsk³.
"I'm fine.."
she nodded and we started walking to the sand
makulimlim ang langit dahil narin siguro sa ulan kanina
mahangin at malamig
ito yung gustong gusto ko na tanawin kaya okay lang kahit malamig
"Hmm may I ask you something?" umpisa ko
I remember something
"Bakit ka nga umiiyak nun sa kwarto mo? napagalitan kaba?"
she stop walking and go to the wood swing on the three
"Dad, want me to transfer abroad."
my eyes widened
"A-abroad? where?"
"England." yumuko sya at lumungkot ang mukha nya
umupo sya sa swing kaya tumabi naman ako
"Why? Sam aalis ka ng Chankimha University?" may takot akong nararamdaman sa puso ko
"I need to, maybe bago mag bakasyon wala nako."
bigla akong natulala at inubos nalang ang mango shake na hawak ko
"B-babalik ka naman diba?" tanong ko
She rest her head in my shoulder and looked at the sea calmly
"H-hindi ko alam.." malumanay na sagot nya
parang bigla naubos yung 100% na energy nya bago bago lang
"P-pano tayo?" tanong ko
"Mon we're still a kid, mawawala rin yang feelings mo sakin.. baka nga kung babalik man ako may asawa't anak kana." sabi nito
"S-sam.." My voice broke
umupo sya ng maayos at tumingin sakin
"Ayokong umalis, pero wala nakong magagawa future ko na yung involv-"
"Bakit? wala kabang future d-dito?"
she raised her hand and wipe my tears, dahilan para mapapikit ako ng maramdaman ang lambot ng haplos nya
"Shh it's alright."
"Promise me, na babalik ka" I said
may lungkot sa mga mata nya habang tinititigan ako
"Please Sam promise me.."
she nodded slowly
"Basta ako lang yung huling babaeng mamahalin mo.. you promise me right?" she said like telling me to remember what I promised
I hug her tight and cried on her
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Sam
Mon is crying and I hate it, mabigat sa pakiramdam
"hey para ka namang bata eh." angal ko
sa konting panahon na nakasama ko sya, alam ko sa sarili ko na napasaya nya ko, kahit na pasaway sya at matigas ang ulo
bata pa kami
siguradong magbabago rin tong feelings nya..
"It's Valentines pero pinapaiyak mo ko." bigla ako nitong hinampas sa likod
"Aray.." angal ko at naitulak sya
napaupo sya sa buhangin at sumimangot
Tumingin sya sa mango shake ko at biglang umaliwalas ang mukha nya
she took my Cup and get up, akala ko ibibigay nya sakin pero bigla syang tumakbo
"Hey Mon." dabog ko
she turned around and looked at me
"Blehh." she stuck her tounge out
I get up and started chasing her
"wahhh help." sigaw nito
shit
"Mon akin na nga yan."
"Haha kuha ka ulit sayo."
huminto ako at napasapo sa dibdib
jeez nakakapagod tumakbo
"Akin na, sige ka mag tatampo ako." I pouted
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"Bakit hindi mo sinabi!" tili ni mon ng makasakay na kami ng yate
mag cu-scuba diving kasi kami ngayon, namiss ko narin kasing sumisid sa pinaka ilamlim para makita yung underwater
"What if there's a huge shark there? or a whale?." takot na tanong nya
kinakabitan na kami ng oxygen ngayon at panay ang sermon nya sakin
"Then say Hi to them."
"SAMIAN.!" She shouted
napatalon yung lalaki dahil sa sigaw nya
I chuckled
"Ahm Ma'am kasabay nyo naman po ang team kaya wag ho kayong matakot." sabi ng nagsusuot sakanya ng oxygen
hindi ko alam kung bakit natutuwa ako kapag inis na inis sya sakin
Lima kaming sabay tumalon at magkahawak kamay pa kaming sumisid sa tubig ni mon
ugh the water is too cold, Mon was holding my hand tight
but when we're already at the middle medyo nawawala na yung takot nya, nakikita nya rin kasi yung ibang team na nasa paligid lang
she look so happy
kahit ilang beses nakong nag cu-scuba diving, namamangha parin ako ng sobra sa ganda ng mga corals at iba pang laman ng dagat
nakakatanggal ng stress sobra
we just stayed under the water for 10 mins dahil medyo masama rin talaga ang panahon
nang makabalik kami sa yate ay panay naman kwento si Mon sa mga nakita nya
she was so amaze and I'm so thankful that she likes it
"Can we do this things again soon?"
tumango lang ako at inabutan na sya ng towel
"Hurry, baka sipunin ka."
"Thanks."
Nang makarating kami ay dumaretso na kami sa restobar ng resort
pagpasok palang namin naramdaman agad namin yung init ng lugar ang sarap sa feeling lalo na't giniginaw kami
"Automatic ah, ang lamig kaya dito kanina." sabi nya
"depende sa weather sa labas." paliwanag ko
tumango tango lang sya
"Anong oras mo gustong umuwi?" tanong ko dahil medyo padilim narin sa labas
"I want to stay here for tonight, please.."
I took a deep breath and nod.
umupo kami sa VIP para kahit papano malambot yung uupuan ni mon, alam kong pagod toh
nasa long couch kami at may devider kaya di namin nakikita yung ibang guess
we ate kobe beef and mushroom soup pampabawi ng lakas
wagas talaga makahigop ng energy ang dagat, pagod na pagod kami pag ahon kanina
when I done eating, I started drinking my whiskey
the 1st shot gave me a warm feeling
"Why only one glass? how about me."
"No more alcohol for you."
she raised her eyebrow
"But I want to." she pouted
I smiled
"You need to rest tonight."
"Bakit pag nalasing ba ako hindi ako makakapagpahinga?" tawa nya
tumango ako
"Re-rape-in kita pag natulog kang lasing."
halos mabilaukan sya sa orange juice na iniinom nya
napailing iling nalang ako
"Sam." seryosong tawag nya
"what?"
"Ahm I-I'm letting you t-touching me right? can I do the same thing?" alangan na tanong nya
dahil sa tanong nya naramdaman ko kaagad ang effect ng alcohol sa katawan ko
"Why? you suddenly ask that?" tanong ko at biglang namula ang pisngi nya
"I want to make you happy too."
"shh you already making me ha-"
"don't you trust me?" may tampo sa boses nya
"I trust you mon."
but I don't trust myself
she's staring at me like reading me what's on my mind
"Okay okay, I'm not alex, I'm not gonna force you." she said and smiled at me
Nagulat ako sa sinabi nya, nawala yung kaba na nararamdaman ko
I trust her to the point that I want to tell her the truth
at alam ko yun na yung pag sisihan ko pag nagalit sya sakin
I'd stop drinking after a few shots, I don't want to get drunk
she's smiling ear to ear habang umiinom, ang cute nyang magtampo kaya pinainom ko nalang
"Thank you babe." she whispered
hinawi ko yung buhok nya at hinalikan sya sa leeg, sniffing her lavender scent
"Hmm." angal nya dahil umiinom sya ng ginawa ko yun
"Hey I don't want you to get drunk." sabi ko running up my kisses on her ear
"I remember everytime I get drunk, you always makes me feel good, if thats makes you comfortable I'm not gonna stop you."
napahinto ako sa pag halik sakanya, she's too innocent, sabagay she never had sex to a man, she will never know
Umiling ako
kung iuuwi ko syang lasing, siguradong patay ako sa magulang nito
she get up and raising her hands on the air, she's dancing
nag uumpisa na kasi ang DJ sa pag papatugtog at maingay narin ang mga guess
"hey."
I laughed and pulling her shirt
"Come-on lets dance babe."
napailing nalang ako, bawal ako sumayaw sa public, issue nanaman kung sakaling may mag leak na video at si lolo ang makapanood
Mon sat on my lap and keep dancing
Oh shit
tinitest talaga ako ng tadhana
I took her shot and drink it straight
*hit
ouch
"That's mine." palo nya sa kamay ko
natawa ako at nilagyan sya ulit
I hug her waist and pulled her closer, she's grinding backwards at dahil dun lumalakas ang tibok ng puso ko sa kaba
I entered my hand in her blouse and caressed her tummy while kissing her neck
napatingala sya
"Ahh." she moaned
she's getting sexier in my sight
I shook my head
I was about to pull my hand but she stop it and guide my hand to her breast
Kahit na nasa private kami natatakot Ko na baka may nanonood samin
the softness of her nipple in my palm makes me horny
I tried to stop her hips but she keeps moving
ugh
"hey we should go." I said.
"No let me finish my whiskey."
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The door slammed forcefully when I pushed mon on the door
I'm carrying her while kissing her toridly, pinning myself on her
fuck
this is the thing that I don't want to happen, losing control.
I ripped off her blouse together with her brazier
running down my kisses on her neck, why it's always feels like the 1st time
"Ahh Samian.." she called hoarsely
naglakad ako papuntang bed at inihiga sya dun
I crawled on top of her and undress her shorts
I leaned down and lick her nipple slowly na nagpaliyad sakanya
"ohh." daing nya
I lick my two fingers and slide down on her tummy down inside her underwear
the sweat on her forehead is visible while gasping for air
her wetness spread in my palm while thrusting my hand faster on her
when she came I placed myself in between her thighs and hold her buttcheeks tightly guiding her while sliding my whole member on her skin
I covered our naked body using a blanket earlier because of the coldness of the wind
"Ah Samian.."
"Hmm." I groaned while kissing her neck
I don't wanna end this moment
"Ahh Mon.." I moaned
I hold his hips tight stopping her from moving
I pin myself more on her and she almost hugging my hips with her thighs
"I'm cumming ahh, ahh S-sam." she sniffed
I grind faster and her scandalous moan spread all over the room
I massage her breast while grinding slowly and suck her right nipple sipping it hard
"Oh baby." she moaned
I looked at her at hindi mapakali ang expression nya moving her head side by side while her eyes are close
she's sleeping in heaven right now
her wetness makes me hard even more, sobrang lamig ng paligid pero umaapoy kaming dalawa
God sam control
I'm spreading her legs more
"Ahh." I moaned throwing my heads up, looking at the ceiling
oh mon I want you forever
I feels mon hands on my tummy
Oh god no
"S-sam." she whispered and pushing me
I took her hand and pin it beside her head and grind faster
"Ahh, ahh , ahh." sunod sunod na daing nya
she's cumming again while squirting on me, kaya pala nanunulak eh
"T-too much ahh." she cried
I leaned and lick her earlobe
"No baby, It's alright." I whispered
ohh I'm cumming
napahigpit ang kapit ko sakanya and I sucked her pulse point on her neck so hard
ugh it feels so good
"Samm." she called me
"Hmm?"
I looked at her and she already sleeping dahil lumalalim na ang hininga nya
"I love you.." she whispered
My eyes widened.
I get up slowly and go to the bathroom to take wet small towels and go to the closet to take a new set of clothes for Mon..
while cleaning her up, I'm avoiding to focus on her body
I closed my eyes tightly
Samian one round is enough.
I shook my head at nagmadali na, after I cleaned her up ay dinamitan ko na sya
I took a cold shower after I decided to go to sleep beside her
"I wish I will fall inlove with you too.." I said and peck on her lips
I hug her tight and buried my face on her neck and fell asleep.