December 25... Christmas day
Talia Impatiently pose for me to take another picture of her, she did a little fake smile with her pose as I move out a bit to take the picture perfectly.
{Talia's outfit}
We are at a Christmas funday that keep in our community every year for the kids. There's always a lot of give away, food, drinks, ride and then after party for the adult that I won't be staying.
"Mommy can we done now? I don't want to take anymore picture" Talia fussed as she walked over to me.
"Just another one with mommy then" I said pulling her close to me as I turn the camera to us, I took a few more selfie then allow her to pick the ride she wants to go on.
"I want the go cart mommy" she squealed
"Ok" I nodded.
I take her tinny hands into mine's as we push through the crowd to make it to the area where the go carts are. The ball field was big enough for the event but still was crowdy. I paid the young lady for the ticket then she guide Talia to a available cart.
"Becareful out there baby, I'm right here" I told her.
"Ok mommy" she smiled.
One thing she is not afraid to try anything new. I made sure to come out with good amount of money because I know she is going to want to go on every ride she see. I'm going to always spoil her when it comes to her having fun and her ugly father did provide funds for her to enjoy her self.
I snapped a few pictures of her on the cart before moving to a empty seat near by where I could still watch her.
Mi heart a beat yf, becaz mi nuh want none a dhem pickney deh bump in a har and shi go drop enu...
"Merry Christmas Kay Kay" I heard a voice near me and I look over to see Marlon with a chair setting it right beside me.
"Thanks and same to yuh" I answered back before turning my attention back to Talia.
"Yuh look fresh and nice though like da man deh a gree wid yuh" Marlon exaggerated as his eyes move around my body. "all a get thick and dhem things deh" he pushed my back forward to look down on my ass.
"Mi hate yuh enu" I laughed pushing his hands off me. "Weh yuh cum yasso fa?" I hissed playfully.
"Ya fi yuh?" He hissed his teeth. "cah believe seh yuh go find man a road still Kay kay afta mi deh ya long time a look yuh" He joked, obviously Marlon and I live more like brother's.
"Yuh nuh married man, like yuh wah people go tell crystal pon yuh" I laughed hitting him playfully in the process.
"Yuh married mi? show me di ring" He placed his drink between his legs and shows me his ten fingers.
Married man him be ya and true mi tek him more than di other taxi dhem, people use to seh we deh... poor wi juss always a joke round although mi know him did like mi one time...
"Yuh gwan enu" I laughed and turn my attention back to Talia who's enjoying herself.
di ride long bra... 15 minutes still and a just 6minutes gone aready.
"Suh wah gwan wid yuh and di man wa day ya? Mi seh wen mi drive out enu, mi a seh to mi self seh suppose di man go kill kay kay but dhen mi a seh mi nah tun back enu fi him kill eh 2 a wi suh mi wei tell wa gwan" Marlon laughed out and I rolled my eyes at him.
"Yuh really would a do mi dhat?" I frowned playfully at him.
"Mi send yuh go tek up police man?" He teased. "But pon a big ooman level kay kay, yuh nuh fraid him kill yuh becaz dhem police bwoy deh nuh sensible enu... mi not even shud a deh so close a talk to yuh either... make mi watch my head back ya" He said looking all around him as if someone is after him.
if mi hate marlon one more time essi...
"Move man, yuh extra" I pushed him slightly. "Mi nuh fraid a him becaz he's so sweet and him nuh have a reason fi kill mi" I assured him.
"eh suh a him one ya give eh pum pum becaz dhem kill fi dhat enu" He whispered before laughing.
"Marlon gwan go look fi yuh wife and low mi" I laughed.
"Afta shi nuh lost" He hissed his teeth then take a sip of whatever he's drinking. "Wen yuh go back a him yaad, mek problem again and call mi fi yuh suh mi can get more 5gran.. know how eh sweet mi" he laughed earning a side eye from me.
"Move yuh self and who tell yuh a mi mek no problem?" I leaned back into the chair and glare at him.
The lady came to me saying Talia don't want to get off the go cart so I paid for a extra thirty minutes for her. Another taxi guy; Micky bring over liquor for Marlon and he shared it with me, rum and boom.
"ooman always mek problem wid man true dhem know wi love wa under dhem foot, Bun mi fi unu enu" He said pushing my head.
"Marlon yuh pussyclaat man, suppose yuh mek mi drop" I hit his arm.
"A tru, sorry ya next thing yuh police man cum shoot mi" he teased and I rolled my eyes. "supm gwan da nite deh wen unu go in don't?" he asked wiggling his eyes brows and skinning off his teeth.
"Cum out a mi bizniz mhon" I waved him off and take a sip of my drink.
"Di way dhe man lock yuh down and seh yuh na lef, mi know him hammer yuh..,. go see yuh likkle pumpum unda fya-
"Marlon" I called out at him as I look around. "Yuh mouth nasty eh and people deh round enu" I glare at him.
"Oh suh everybody nuh fuck?" He waved me off and sip on his drink.
"No wonda people a seh how mi fi tek up such a chakaka chakka taxi man like yuh" I lied and he snapped his head to me, almost broking it off.
"Which pussyole seh that kay kay?" He get up on his feet and drop one of his hand on his waist as he pose infront of me. "Tell mi suh mi can go nasty up dhem bloodclaat becaz mi know mi nice and clean and mi own mi car suh tell mi w-
"Marlon a joke, yuh love excitement eh" I said as people was looking at us because him so damn loud.
People always saying we are together but we just move good, he's like twelve years older than me which is not my thing. He have a thick body but not gym thick more of a married man weight with a belly that's not too much hanging over his pant and he have growing hair that is now twist out fine and the side shave round. He have black complexion and he's an average looking man, not too handsome or too ugly.
mek him hear mi, him would a class mi enu..
"Oh no joke wid mi suh becaz dhem cud a brite, look how me clean and nice" He looked down on his black dessert clarks then to his out fit before sitting back down.
"Yuh nuh affi be suh terrible fi man enu" I leaned back and stare at him.
"Suh mi tan... Luk ya, dhi gurl weh live out a Merna shop a true seh shi have aids?" He whispered and my eyes widen.
nuh young likkle gyal deh we not even left school yet...
"Hear weh marlon a ask mi, how mi fi know dhat" I leaned in to him for more information.
"Suh mi hear, glad mi nuh fuck any and everything becaz if eh go suh, some taxi man round ya get fuck" He laughed out.
"Eh, hope yuh nuh in de-
"Kay kay nuh mek mi send yuh up- hey gyal" he argued.
"A joke Sir" I laughed out and he cut his eyes at me.
The remaining of the evening, I move around from ride to ride for Talia to try them. As I watched her go on them all, I called Sanjay to keep my company as Marlon disappear a few minutes ago and I don't really deal up with anyone so close round here.
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Christmas day.
After taking a few picture and was satisfied with them, I walked around the house to find aunty Shantel. I want to send her son a picture to show him what's he's missing since he blocked me and I just can't believe he's being serious with that moppy head girl.
shi not even cute can see that she's a cheap material.
Tonight is our family dinner that we keep every Christmas at my uncle's mansion in Mandeville, where friends and family comes together but this time aunty Shana and uncle Brandon couldn't get to come due to the flight date they were getting.
"Hey, where's your mother?" I asked Renae as she was passing by.
"Around" She stared me up and down before her eyes meet mine. "Oh is Sanjay coming tonight?" I asked her out of curiosity.
He never miss a year and I was afraid he will this year..
"Nope, he said he won't make it as he plan to stay in with Kacian" She said with a sly smile on her face.
Mi neva really like dah likkle gyal ya enu..
"Give me his number" I asked after a hiss.
"If he wanted you to have his new number then he would have given it to you.... Indiana please leave my brother alone he's happy with Ka-
"Ranae just get out of my face, gosh I never like you" I hissed.
"Makes two of us because I never like you either" she glared at me before walking away.
Walking further into the room, I greeted my father, his friends and my uncle Nelly then walked into the kitchen where I see, aunty Monique, aunt Chrissy and mommy but not aunty Shantel, I greeted them.
"Where's aunt Shantel?" I asked and before mom could reply, she appears.
"Here I am" She smiled at me. "You're looking so beautiful" She hugged me and kissed my cheeks.
"Thanks Aunty Shantel, Can I Uhmm.... I looked back to see my mother and Aunty Monique staring at me.
Di two a dhem on di same side enu, lecturing me about leaving Sanjay alone but dhat na go happen..
"Cum ya" She pulled me closer to the door where they couldn't hear us.
"Can I get Sanjay's new number Please?" I asked her, pursing my lips as I wait on her reply.
"Ofc Honey, yuh know I want to see unu work things out more dhan anything else" She smiled as reached for her phone.
"Thanks Aunty Shantel" I hugged her after seeing the number she sent through WhatsApp. "I promise to treat him better this time, I love him so much" I said as my eyes get blurry with tears.
" I Know you do and he loves you too" She smiled as she rubbed my arms up and down.
Shi always favor me so dhat bitch better move up becaz aunty Shantel ago always back mi all mi need fi do is cry suh shi feel pity fimi... Nah allow nuh gyal fi have peace in a him life, unless mi a nuh prezii dwata.
After a few minutes everyone sit around the large rectangle tables that's full of all kind of delicious food and wine for us to feast and have a merry time. All my family members and close friends sit together while the other guests sits around the other tables.
"Grace Chirssy?" Mommy asked and dad hissed his teeth.
While aunty Chrissy starts praying, I save Sanjay's number and quickly refresh my WhatsApp contact so his name can reflect. As soon as it did, I search for one of the photo I took earlier and sent it to him with a text saying (I am waiting for you babe).
I put the phone away and close my eyes waiting on his reply.
"Amen" Aunty Chrissy said then we sit down.
Everyone starts helping themselves with food while I just pour myself some wine and sip on it while I eyed my phone for his response.
"You're not going to eat?" My cousin Olivia asked.
"Yes soon" I said without looking up on her.
It has been minutes since I send the message and no reply so I enter the chat only to see that he block me again as the next message didn't go through. Angrily, I turn the glass of wine to my head then head for another glass when my mother and I stared at each other.
weh shi watch mi fa kmt...
"Sweetheart slow down there" Daddy chuckled.
"I am" I half smiled then stare at my mother as I pour the wine out.
Chattering fill the tables and I starts to get annoyed so I borrow Olivia's phone and went to my room. I loosing the strap from my slippers then climb on the bed and dial his number.
"Hello" He answered.
"Why did you block me again Sanjay? Can we just stop doing this? It's getting annoyi- The line goes blank and I remove the phone from my ears and look at it to see that he hang up on me.
Trying to call back but the phone goes straight to voicemail as if he blocked her number too and anger started to boil inside of me. How dare he treats me like this? My room door pushed open and Olivia walked in with Onecia behind her, I rolled my eyes as they drop themselves on my bed.
"Why did you left the dinner table?" Olivia asked, she's like my big sister and she's my bestfriend.
"Nothing, I was bored" I rolled my eyes and hand her her phone.
"Bored because Sanjay isn't here?" Onecia asked and I glared at her. "India just let him go, he's moving on and clearly don't want anything to do wi-
"Onecia please shut the fuck up, you're pissing me off" I barked at her.
"Sorry for telling you the truth, you're being a dumb bi-
"Onecia" Her sister growled at her. "Both of you stop it" She warned us both.
Onecia and I don't ever get along well because she just talk whatever comes to her mouth not caring about other's feeling. Sometimes I just feel like stuffing my feet down her throat like now that she's talking what she don't know. Sanjay can never love another woman like he loves me and I won't stop until he get to his senses.
"Olivia you need to knock some sense inside of your cousin's head because she's acting out right now... She need to stop acting like the world revolve around her, other's have life to live and I really don't blame Sanjay, he deserve better" She said with a sneer on her face.
"Olivia, yuh betta get yuh sister before I do" I warned staring at Onecia lethally.
"Guys please, we are family let's not do this ok? we can reason together without fighting" She looked between us both.
The door swings in getting our attention and Reign walked in with a frown on her face, she drop herself on the bed, lying on her back with her hand covering her eyes.
"What's wrong with you?" Onecia asked her, they are more buddies than Olivia and I.
"It's AJ, he's so annoying" She hissed while sitting up. "We are playing game that he asked me to do then in the middle of it, he starts talking to his girlfriend" she air quote as she emphasize on girlfriend. "They both annoys me" She argued.
We all burst out into laughter and a frown form on Reign face as well as confusion as she stared between us.
"What?" she asked quizzically.
"You're Jealous" We said in unison while laughing.
"No I am not, why would I be?" she frowned.
"Because you and AJ are inlove and hiding it" Olivia told her.
"No we are not" a blush creeps up on her cheeks.
"Yes you guys are and why not talk about it? Hmm?" Onecia suggested and I rolled my eyes.
"Nope, don't do it Reign, you will be sorry" I gives out.
"Don't listen to Indiana, Reign, I know you will treat AJ right likewise him so you guys won't end up like her and Sanj-
"Onecia you're getting on my nerves" I close my eyes to contain myself. "Sanjay and I will get back together, he just needs time and he will never love her like how he loves me" I shrug as I swing my feet off the bed and sit to the edge.
"Uhmm Indie, I really think this time he is seriously moving on" Olivia said showing me pity in her eyes.
"No he's not... he's just trying to get back at me" I snapped.
"It doesn't look that way base on how I heard Ranae talking about them" Reign whispered.
I walked to the bathroom and madly swing the cupbroad door open then pull down the box, I have hidden in there for sometimes now. I walk back inside of the room with it in my hand and they all look at me puzzle.
dhat b!tch won't have peace with my man... no fucking way...
"Sanjay of to be with me and I am not asking him to because he will of to when he sees this" I pulled the stick from the box and throw it on the bed, they eyes widen with surprise.
"Indiana please don't tell me you didn't take the pills you got" Olivia eyes me with disappointment in her eyes.
"You spitefully did this to mess that man's life up" Onecia glared at me.
Reign keep speechless as she stared at the two bright pink lines on the pregnancy test laying on the bed.
Sanjay will be a father and I can't wait to see the look on his so call woman's face when she hear about this.
I am my father's daughter and I always gets what I want, one way or the other...
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THANK YOU FOR READING.....
Indiana yuh need fi go down todeh, todeh... no limit man...