kamari oren summer
"masaniiii." i dragged out as he slept on my bed.
he groaned in response,"get upppp." i said crawling on top of him.
instead he grabbed my waist pulling me down on him and holding me in place,"baeee i'm hungry." i whined and his eyes finally opened.
"you wanna go get sumn to eat??" he rasped and i nodded.
"ight i'm finna get up..." he said closing his eyes back.
i waited a few seconds and heard a snore leave his mouth making me roll my eyes,"taj!" i yelled his middle name.
he laughed opening his eyes again,"okay okay...get up and we can get yo food li daddy." he said and i got off his lap.
earlier we went to the mall and went shopping then when we came back to my house he fell asleep soon as he hit my bed.
he got up then stretched for a while then grabbed his phone and keys,"what you wanna eat?" he asked grabbing my waist and kissed my forehead.
"you..." i mumbled and he raised his eyebrow at me before shaking his head.
"i'll have yo ass limping keep playing wimme." he said making me laugh.
"uhh ion know why but sumn in me want a meatball sub." i said and he nodded.
"we can go to firehouse subs." he suggested.
"yesssss- carry me." i said and he laughed before grabbing the back of my thighs.
i jumped and he caught me holding me up by my butt,"you look beautiful...my beautiful boy." he said and my face started getting warm.
"stopppp." i dragged putting my face in the crook of his neck.
"what? i cant compliment my baby?" he asked and i didn't respond so he faked like he was gonna drop me making me scream and hold onto him.
"ghost!"
"i'll slam yo ass through this wall stop fuckin playing wit me kamari." he said and i smacked my lips.
"then don't be playing like that." i said getting down and he shrugged.
"come on, order on my phone." he said handing me his phone.
he grabbed my free hand and we walked through my house and outside to his car, he opened the door for me then buckled up my seatbelt then closed the door.
he got into the drivers seat and the bluetooth automatically connected to his phone, and he scrolled before a song started playing.
lil poppa - love and war
come ride with me, i wanna tell you how I'm feeling
shawty, i fuck with you but it's going down in the city
all these rookies know is shoot
and they been killing up the innocent
i ordered what all i wanted and added food on for him as well, he's gonna try and say he isn't hungry but he gonna eat.
he's been laying off percs since we came back from his safe house, i can tell it effects him some with the lack of eating now plus he's always coming back to my house from being at a warehouse.
i can tell cause he immediately takes a shower then gives me as much attention as he can but he be tired as fuck.
he was rapping along to the song lowly while his right hand rubbed my thigh and the other sat on the wheel.
"pa..." i said making him glance at me then back at the road.
"wassup li baby?"
"i love you."
the car slightly jerked and he looked over at me,"what?" he asked and i was glad the light was red.
"i said i love you masani." i repeated and he was staring at me hard.
like i said the most craziest shit in the world.
"you deadass or you fuckin wit me?"
i smacked my lips and rolled my eyes,"i'm—"
"i love you more kamari....yo ass just made me whole day foreal." he said leaning over and placed a few kisses to my face then my lips.
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"so what you gonna be studying??" masani asked while i laid my head on his chest.
right now we were outside his house while he hotboxed his car, i was definitely on another planet right now.
"criminal justice...i'm pretty sure i wanna be a lawyer." i said and he laughed.
"you gonna be taking up my cases?" he asked and i shook my head.
"ion think that'll be possible, they'll know we have relations." i said and he shrugged.
"they won't if we don't tell 'em..."
"well i'm hoping it never comes down to you needing a lawyer..." i said and he shrugged handing the blunt to me.
i took it as he started to speak again,"i mean it comes wit the lifestyle...i've gotten off on a few shits cause of my dads connection but it's only a matter of time before sumn really changes." he said and i leaned my head off his chest to look at him.
he looked daze and it was this distant look in his eyes.
"what you mean?" i asked and he made eye contact wit me.
"kamari...i love you, bad as fuck...fuck allat i'm in love wit yo ass. it maybe a day you gonna have to move forward wit yo life." he said and i furrowed my eyebrows.
"what?"
"if it's a day all the shit i've ever done catch up wit me, live yo life and leave me where i'm at...ight?"
"nigga...but you've been doing all kinda shit and you've been fine so ion think that's gonna happen." i said with a slight frown and he kissed my nose.
"fix yo face li daddy...imma forever be straight i know what i'm doing but even people who been doing this shit forever fucks up sometimes." he said rubbing my waist.
i got a weird feeling in my stomach but i shook it off,"pinky?" i mumbled holding my pinky finger up.
he grabbed the blunt from me and placed it between his lips, while he was inhaling he locked his pinky finger wit mine.
"i promise imma do everything i can to give you everything you deserve, imma do my best to keep my street life and my life wit you separated...imma do everything i can to make sure i'm coming back to you every day." he said looking into my eyes.
i could hear the sincerity as he spoke but i was still concerned, at the end of the day he was into that kinda life that was risky all the time.
he put the blunt out then kissed my lips and pulled me into a hug,"i love you..." he said kissing the top of my head.
i yawned before responding,"i love you more."
"come on so we can go to sleep, i'll take you back home in the morning." he said opening his car door.
"or we could go out tomorrow." i suggested getting out the car.
"we can do that, lemme know what you wanna do." he said getting out then closed the door.
(wellllll🌚 how we feeling about our lovebirds guys...
y'all go damn near a week without an update and swear y'all dying 😒)