Disclaimer : mention of depression , self harm ... if you are uncomfy i suggest you to skip from this □□ point to ■■ this
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" ningal eatha pillare.. Room nu vannathaano... " avar athe enna reethiyil thala kulukki... " ningalde kalayanam kazhinjath aano "
Warden entho parayaan varunnenu munme Annie chaadi keri paranju..
"Athe athe.... Kalayanam kazhinjathaa!!"
Ippo ingane oru nuna parayuka allathe Anniede munnil vere oru vazhi undaayirunnilla , Neram ithrem irutti , thaan kaaranam aanu avar innu peruvazheel irikkanenn avalkk nalla bodyam und...ivarude chattangal kanditt couples nu alland muri kodkkathaa mattund .... ellam kondum ingane oru kallam Anu Annie kk munnil kanda eka vazhi ... Annie Ebine onu paali nokki ..entho kand pedicha pole nilkkunnund aashaan ..
Aa sthree kurachu neram avare sookshmamaayi nokki ennitt wardene nokki kond gate thurakkaan avishya pettu..ayal Ebinem Annie yeyum kannu kootti kond gate thurannukoduthu...
Gate kadann randu perum aa sthreeyude purakilaayi nadakkan thudangi , cheththukallukal nirakkane vechu manoharamaakkiya nadapaatha , mazha peythathinte lakshanam enna pole kettikidakkunna cheli vellam ... nadappaathayude iruvashathaayi niranju nilkkunna chedikal , vidarnnu nilkkunna poovukalum poo mottukalum ...aa nadappaathayude oru vashavaum oro adi idavitt sthaapichirikkunna lightukal , pakshe chilathil ninnu maathrame vettam varunnundaayirunnullu .. Annie chuttupaadum veekshichu ..a homely feeling ..
Avar nadann reception ennu thonikkunna muriyil ethi .. Aa sthree vegam nadann meshaikk appuramaayi ninnu kond cuboard valichu thurann Valiya record pole ulla book purath eduthu , cup il ninnu oru penayum eduth cheriya colum thil date ezuthi ..
" Marriage certifcate kaanikkuu "
Subaaashh !! Ippo engane irkkkanu enna bhaavathil Ebin Annieye nokkunnund .. Annie aatte thenjallo karthaave enna nilayil aanu ..Enthu cheyyum engane parayum ennorth irunnappozha oru adaar idea manasil kathiyath , thath thanne , pandengaand tick tock il famouse aayirunna ellolam thari ponn ath thanne .. karthaave kaatholane nnnum paranju Annie oru kadha thanne angottekk nirathi ...
" inn kalaynam kazhinje ullu maam ..ambalatheena thaali ketttiye , eni naala register office il poyi register cheyyanam .."
" shemikkkanam ivide marriage certificate illand room kodkkaruthnna "
" plss maam , innu oru divasathekk mathi , eni ee paathiraathrikk njangal engott povaan aanu .." Alppam emotional aayi kond aanie paranju ennnit aa sthree ye onnu koodi nokki avar Annieyeyum Ebiyeyum maari maari nokkunnd ,
" ningal kalayanam kazhinjathaanenn orappano "
" Ys ys..orappaanu "
" ennit avane kanditt angane thonunnillyalo kuttye " avar kannada alppam thaazthi kond rand meter distance ittu ninnu drama kaanunna Ebine samshayaspathe nokkikond chodichu ..
Annie oru pulicha chiri pass aakkikond neengi nerangi ebin nte aduthpoyi kai kk chutti pidichu kond shoulder il onnu pichi ...Ebin Eerivu valich Annie ye tharappichu onnu nokki ..aval aakatte kann kond enthokkeyo kopraayam kaattunund...
" abb athh edupidee nn aayirunnille kalayanam athaa EtTaNu oru mlaanatha" ettan enna vaakkinu alppam onnal koduthu kondaan Annie paranjath..parayunna koottathil edam kannitt avane nokki pedippikkunnund..
Aa sthree netti chulichu kond avare nokki... .ennitt kannukal veendum record book lekku poyi ..
" peru ..? "
" Aadithyan and Anaamika " Ebin parayunnathnu munne Annie eduthu chadi paranju ... avar aa peru record il ezuthi ennitt bithiyil thookki yitta oru koottam thaakolukalkk idayil ninnu yellow clr key chain ulla thaakkol eduthu kond avarkku nere neetti ...
" mukalile valathe baagathe avasanaa muriyaanu ningadeth ... 21 aanu room number , Pinne appuravum ippuravum nilkkana aalukalkku updravam ndaakaruthhu ..ethra divasathekka room vendathu "
" inn oru day mathi naale raavile njangal vacate ayi pokum " punchiruchu kond Annie Aa key vaangi pocket il ittu ..
Ennitt Ebinem vilich muriyellkk pokan aayi step kayari ...pettannu aa sthree pinneenn vilichu ....eni enthu kurushaan ulla bhaavathil randu perum thirinju nokki ..
" Onnu nikkaa ...kalaynam kazhinja penn kuttikal sindooram idunnatha athinte aishwaryam netti ozhinju kidakkanath kettiya bharthaavinu doshaanathre , njaan paranjunne ullu too ..ippozhathe pillerkk chelappo ithilonnum viswasam kanillan arayam ennalum njaan paranjunne ullu too "
Thikachum oru comcern ode aayirunnu aa sthree ath paranjath , annie eni sradicholaann oru cheru punchiryode paranju ...
Randu perum 21 am room nte munn ethi ..kayyil ndaayirunna randu baagum Ebin nte tholathekk ittu kond oru wicked smile ode Annie thaakkol ittu thirichu kathak thurannu...
Valiya shabdthathode aa maravaathil thurakkappettu ...ullil kooraakooriruttu ..Ebin thappi pidchu light on cheythu ..
Neat and clean aayi white bed sheet virichu vechirikkunnu , oru cheriya bed , valathe side laayi study table pole oru table um rand chair um .. Kidakkayude thala baagathaayi vechirikkunna cheriya table athil oru kunjan Lamp , maruvashath ori cheriya sofa ....muriyude ange attathaayi attached bathroom ..angane cheriya ennal vishaalamaaya muri ..
Annie odi chennu thulli bed il malarnnu kidannu ..Ebin avale nokki onnu head shake cheythitt kayyil indaayirunna bag oru moolaik othukki vechu shesham aa idungiya sofayil sthaanam urappichu ..
" Ente gladis bhabgavathee oru vidathilaa rakshapettathu ..haaavu .." Nirvrithi andangiyath pole Annie deerga shwaasam valichu vittu...
" Ithu evidunna ithunumaathram nona parayaan kittane ...nona parayaan phd edthittundo .. " kali enna vannam Ebin n edam kannu ittu nokki kond paranju
" aa phd ullondaa thaanippo avde keri njelinju irikkane , pottan aattam kaanana pole avide nikkana kandayirunnallo , kama nn ori akasharam thaan mindiyaarnno "
" njaane ninna pole alla..enikk nona parayaan ichiri buddimutt nd...kettodi nonachii " athum paranj Avan sofa yil ninnu eneettu .. onnu moori velinj baathrom lakshyamaakki nadannu....
Nonachi ninte kettyol nnu pathiye paranju Ebinte back profile nokki kond annie konjanam kuthi ...
Pocketil ninnu phone eduthu nokki..oru paad missed calls and messages vannu kidappund .. Saaramedayaanu kooduthal , pinne kore unknown numbers um ... Annie onnu deerga shwaaasam valichu vittu ..ennitt phone switch off cheyth bed il ittu kond avide ninnu ezunnett janalarikil ppyi ninnu ...
Janalinte kathavu thurannal nere kaanunnath aviduthe pinbhaagathulla road side aanu ... thikachum nishbadamaaya vazhi ..street lighnte velichathinu thaaze chutti parakkunna oru koottam praanikal... Annie vidoorathayilekku nokki ninnu ...
Entho manasinu oru pidi murukkam...Karayaan thonunnath pole.. ee muriyil ingane irikkumbo enthennillatha vepraalam..evidekkemgilum odi raksha pedan manas pulambi konde irikkunnunden avalkk thoni...thante chinthakal noolu pottiya pattam pole evideyokkeyo kond ethhichu... Ottaikk aavumbol maathram thanne pidikoodunna ee chinthakal ...
pettannu aanu Door il shakthiyaayi idikkunna shabdam kettathu..Athu Ebin aanennu manasilaakki ozhuki vanna kannuneer pettannn thudachu kalanju ...ennitt Ocha vechukondirikkunna Ebin nte door lakshamaakki nadannu
" Annie , "
" yennatha ee kedann alarunne "
" nee aa cuboard thuran valla dress oo matto undonn nokkikke "
" eah " pettannanu Ebin dress onnum kond vannittilla enna kaaryam avalkk kathiyathu .. appo thanne cuboard thurannu ...athil podi pidchu kidakkunna oru bathrobe undaayirunnnu...Podi thatti kalanjukond bathroom door nu rand thattu koduthu ..Ebin pathite kai purathekk neettikond ath vaangi ...
Annie thirinj bed lekk nadakkan thudangiyathum veendum oru alarcha ..
" Ayyee ith muzhuvan tholayaanallo.. maathrolla pooppalum sheyy "
" Kittyath ittond varanam mishter innu oru day alle..shemi" kottuvaa ittu kond Annie bag il nnu oru dairy eduthu..
" abb Annie ..."
" enthoo "
" nintel valla oversized t shirt oo matto kaanathille.... " alppam chammalundikilum vere vazhi illenn ennu avan arayam ..
avante chodyam kettu Annie onnu potti chirichu..
" Ayyo chetta njaan t shirt onnum idaarilla..over sized churudaar nd edkkatte..pacha anarkali chettan poli aayirikkum " Aakki chirichu kond aval veendum dairy lekk sradha thirichu ... kurachu samayam kazhinju bathrom door open aavunna shbadam kettu Annie angottekku nokki ...
Door thurann purathekk vanna mahaane kandu Anniekk chiri adakkan aayilla , Ebin Aanel hip nu kai koduth aa bathroom door nte munnil nilppund .
muttinte athrem varunna Paavada pole ulla oru bathrobe um athil aanel avide ivde holes um... oru onja vesham..
Anniede kola chiri kand Ebin pallirummi ....
" Shavam chirikanakandille ..angu thattikalanjaalo " pallirummmi kond pathinja shabdathil Avan pirupiruthukond Annie yude bag lakshyamaakki nadannu..
Annie aavatte ippazhom aa nadathom baavavum aa veshavum okke kand Kedann chirikkuan..Ebin avale onnu nokkitt Bag il ninnu oro dress aayi Bed lekk eriyaan thudangi ...ennitt athil ninnum oru Blue color ulla valya vavval polthe hoodiyum oru shorts um kandu ath eduth Annie ye nokki ..Aval chiri okke nirthi ith enthinte purappadaann ulla reethil nokkkund....kayyile hoodie kandappo kaaryam manasilaayi
" nadakkula.mone Ebine aaa hoodie njaan tharathile ..edthedath kondu poyi vecheru .. " Bedil ninn ezunnett ninnu konnd Annie paranju ..Ebin tharillan kandappo aval odi poyi bathroom door nte munnil ninnu , like blockung the way " Nee angane aa dress idathillada bleddy blaabbering jabojacksss "
Ebin kurachu neram hoodieyum avalem maari maari nokki ....payye avalude arikilekk nadakkaan thudangi .. eye contact keep cheythu kond...
Annie kk aanel ivan aduthu varum thorum heart iduppu koodunnund , Pinnott maaranamennn undelum dairyam kai vidaathe pidichu ninnu ..Ebin thottu munnil ethi avalude kannumalilell sookshichu nokki..veendum oru step eduthu vechaal avarude forehead thammil koottiyidikkum ..
" eng..eengottaa...thalli keri varunne , maaredo " athum paranju Annie thalli maattaanaayi kai pokkiyathum Ebin kai pidichu velichu avante arikilekku alppam cherthu nirthi....Annie de eyes widened ..breath hitch aavunnath pole thoni avallkk...
Ebin pathiye mugam thaazhthi kond pathinja swarathil paranju
" Ninte Aadiyettanu vendi ithre enkilum cheuthude .....Bhaaryee "
Annie viadarnna kannumalude Ebin ne nokki..avante mugath oru kalla chiri theliyunnund ..pettannu Ebin avale side lott thalli maattikond Bathroom keri kathak adachu ....bathroom nte akathunn pottichirikal uyarunna shabdam kekkaam ...
Pakshe Annie athonnum arinjirunnilla...ippo enthaa ndaaya.... mothathil oru poha mayam.... kurach neram table pidichu angane ninnu..Pinne bodam vannappo bed il poyi irunnu ...
" Ente gladees bhagavathiye ..ippo nthaa ndaaye..avan enthaa kaattiye...njaan entha ente kaikk keri pidichappp onnum mindaanje " thannodu thanne piru piruthu kknd annie bed nte headboard il thala chaari irinnu ...
Appozhekkum Ebin Aaa blue hoodieyum pinne avalde puthiya Shorts um ittond oru pulicha chiri yode bathroom il ninnu erangi vannath...
Thante nere thurichu nokki bed il irikkunna Anniekk nalla assalu bunny smile um pass aakki kannadide munnil poyi ninnu , paattokke paadi kond mudi cheevi .. edaykk kannadiyilude Annieye oru kalla chiriyodenokkunnd ....
" Ee hoodie kollam enikk kanakka..pakse ee shorta...vallatha tight aanu..aah saarullaa innathekk oppikkam " kannadiyude munnil ninnu angittum ingottum thirinju thante prathipimbam nokki kondaaayirunnu Ebin ath paranjath ..
Pinneennu Annie chundu kotti kaanichu .. Ebin mirror loode Annie ye nokki kond ory eybrow rise cheythu... aval appo thanne bed keri pothappu thalayile moodi kiidannu ...
" eeshoye ivan enna ee kaanikkunne...eni valla..eaay...Coronaye vare nerittu pinneyaa ivan * taking deep breath * Annie bhayam vend jaahratha mathi " thanne thanne motivate cheyyaan sramichu kond Annie Ebine nokki ...
Ebin athu kandappo chiri vannu...Its fun to tease her..avan head onnu shake cheythu kond Bed nn oru pillow yum phone eduthu kond aduthulla aa idungiya sofayil poyi kidannu...
Athil Ayush nte missed call vannu kidappundaayirunnu..avan vegam thanne thirichu vilichu pakshe ring cheyyunnu ennallathe aaarum pick cheyythila...urangi kaanumennu orth Ebin phone off cheyth mayakkathilekku poyi ...
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Purath kori choriyunna mazha kaalathuthanne thimirthu peyyunnna kand Rohan onnu neduveerppittu .. ivide naattil vannathu muthal inganeyaanu mazha ozhinja samayam undaayittilla...pathrathil evideyokkeyo mannolichalum pralayathinu saadyatha und nn okke parayunnath kettirunnu...
Sathyam paranja Ullil theeyanu ..Ann evideyaa , safe aayirikkuo , aarude koodeyaa ingane okke ulla nooru koottam chodyangal utharam kittathe manasil alanju nadakkunnund ....kurachu neram bed il angane irunnu ..ennitt thante andyam illatha chodyangalkkum chinthakalkkum kadinjaan ittu kond Rohan ezunnettu ..
Stair irangi thaaze chennappo Aunty adukkalayil und , oru good morng paranj thanikk venda coffe Rohan thanne undaakki ath 2 cupukalilekk maatti , onnu rosammede nerkkum netti , niranja punchiriyode avarathu vaangi .. thirichu cheru punchiri nalkikond Aashaan ummarathekk nadannu ..
Ummarathe Padyil chaari irunnu .. akathunn athyaavishyam urakke thanne vechirunna radio le gaanam baground music pole avide ninnum kelkaaam...
Veedinte munnil thanneyaayi neendu nivarnnu kidakkunnna nel paadam , mazha vellam pongi pullukal maranjirikkunnu ... veedu muttath kaal paadam mungaan maathram paakathn ulla vellam uyarnnittund...idakkide veeshunna sheetha katt ...
Enthoo ithokke Rohan nte manasil pedi ulavaakkunnath pole avanu thoni ...
" enthaa maashe kappalu mungi poyoo... ithra aalochana "
Pinnenn vanna shabdam kettu thirinju nokkiyappo Reachel , kayyil oru cup und , messi bun pole mudi uchiyil ketti vechttund , Palasa pantum oru t shirt um aanu vesham ...Rohan korach samayam avale nokki kond veendum sradha purathekk thirichu ..
" Reachel , nammkku ..nammkku onnu purath poyaalo "
" athinentha povaalo , pakshe mazha kurachu adangatte..allel prashanava.. " Rohante aduth poyi irunnu kond aval thante kayyile kattan kaappi oothi kudichu kond paranju ...thirich oru moolal maathram aanu labhichath .....
Pinne kurach neram avide comfortbale silence aayirunnu..randu perum onnum mindyilla ...Akathuninnu athyaavushyam shabadathil radio vechekkunna patt baground music aayi kelkkam ...
"Mozhikalum..mounangalum
Mizhikaljm vaachaalamaayi .... thammil thammilll ormakalll "
" Ahm..virodallechaa njaan onnu chodichotte " aa nishabdatha break cheythu kond Aval chodichu. ..marupadi ennonam Rohan thala kulukki ..
" Juaan... Aval olichodaan entho valya kaaranam ille ..ath Rohan arayam sheriyalle ..""... Aaa chodyam kettappol Rohante mugath vanna bhaavangal Aval sraddhichu..paranjariyikkan pattatha entho oru bhaavam..athil sngadavum guilty yum nissahaayavasthayum okke thelinju kaananaamaayirunnu... Avante kannu kalangunnath Reachel sraddichu..petttannu chodichathu abhadam aayi poyonn avalkku thoni..
" No no ..njaan vedanippikkan chodichathalla..its oke if you dont want to open---
Avalude vaakkukal murichu kond Ebin oru punchiri nalki .. .
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"Annie...Aval ..she is suffuring from chronic Anxiety and depression... " pained voice ode aayirunnu Rohan athu paranjath.. Reachel purikam chulichu ..
" ithu pole 2 praavishyam aval veettinnu erangi poyittund... pakshe appo okke njaanum appanum chern kandu pidichittum ind...but this time....." Rohan kalangi vanna kannukal veendum shakthiyaayi thudanchu kalanju...
" eppozhum oru chiricha mugathodeye Annie ye njangal kandirunnullu..pakshe eppozho pathiye pathiye njangalkk avale nashttaavaan thudangi..Pathaam class il full mark ode pass aaya koch appante nirbandha prakaaram science stream eduthu... athyavonnum kuzhappam illayirunnu..pakshe poke poke class il pinnott aavaan thudangi..aarodum mindaand aayi..enthaa sambaviche entha ingane nn kore chodichu ..onnum vittu paranjilla...pinne bhakshanam kazhikkaathe aayi..appanu ithonnum arinjirunnila busines work aayi veettil eppozhenkilum okkeye undaavarullu ...oru situation ethiyappo Enikk avale nashttaavunn vare thoni... onnum mindaathe oru Emotion um kaanikkathe room il adachirunna Annie ye enikk ippo orkkumbo polum pedi thionua.... Oru divasam njaan food um kond avalude muriyil poyappo kanda kaazhcha... ..aval ..aval oru balde um pidichu irikkunna ...aval * hiccups * " oru kunjine pole rohan vithumbi...Rohante avastha kand Reache nte kannukalum niranjirunnu..avane enth paranju samaadaanippikkanm ennu avalkkkum ariyillayirnnu
" njaan aa divasam ...illand aavunna pole thoni..enikk swanthonn parayaan aaka ulla avalum appanu aa...ponnu poleya Njaan ..nhaan avale nokkiyath..
* taking deep breath * aa divasam Njaan avalde munnil thakkarnnu poyi karanju kaalu pidichu ..entho ente pathetic situation kandittaavanam avalu maaraan thudangi ..payye payye cheerfull aavan thudangi ...chirikkaan thudangi veendum avale thirichu kittiya feel aayirunnnu enikku ..pakshe pazhe pole alla schoolil ennum vazhakku undaakkum ..teachers nu enne vilikkaane time ndaarnnullu...pakshe njaan appane ariyichilla...ennum aarodenkilum vazhakk ndaakkkittaanu veettilekku varuka....pakshe njaan ath avalude kurumbaayi kandu vittu kalanju... Annn schoolil ponunn paranj kaalathe erangiyatha pakshe schoolil etheela....veikunneram aayittum avale kaanathe vepraalapettu njaanum Appanum anyeshichu n ....kandu kittiyathu oru kadaltheerath mookamayi entho alochichu irikkunna Annie ye aanu..athu pole thanneyaa randamathe thavanayum...pinne ingane onnum cheythilla...Plus two kazhinju kashttich kurachu markode pass aayi..appante kayyeen nalla vazhakku kettelum avalude mugath oru emotion num kaanan kazhinjilla..ente koode irikkumbo maathram aa pazhaye Annie ye enikku kaanaan kazhinjirunnu..pinne veendum appan eattavum nalla entrance coaching centaril thanne admission medichu koduthu...avalkk ottum thaalparaym undaayirunnila..njaanum kore appane paranu manasilaakkan noki...but appan sammathichilla..Hostel poyappo enikk veendum pedi aavan thudangi ..Pazhe pole mookamaayi irikkillenkilum enthokkeyo avale alattunnund ennu enikk manasilaayi..Njaan appan arayaathe ente friend aaya oru psychologist ne consult cheythu avalem kootti...doctor aanu paranjath she is suffuring from chronic Anxiety and depression , reason onnum aval open up cheythillathre..symptoms kanikkunnathu ee condition aanunn paranju."
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oru neenda kadhaykku shesham Rohan shwaasam vittu...Entho aarodum parayaathe othukki vacha kore kaaryangal innu kett pottiya pattam pole purathekk vannu..Reachel angane chodichappo entho marachu vekkan thoniyilla...may be he found her trustworthy...allathe pettannu kanda aaalod ellam chaadi keri parayunna aalu alla Rohan ...but its new...
Kurachu nerathekk aarum onnum mindiyilla...Reachel nu enthokkeyo chodikkanam ennu und ..aval edam kannu ittu Rohane noki ..aadyam kanda pole alla entho bharam irakki vecha feel aayirunnu Avante mugath...Reachel alppam neengi irunnu Rohante purath rand thavana thatti koduthu..ee pating nn okke parayule angne...
" Ee chronic Anxiety ...it means"
" athoru condition aanu ..ottaikk irikkumbo vallatha tension aavuka...enthokkeyo chinthakal keri varuka...distress..ee condition ullavr pothuve engottennillaathe odi pokum...they need an escapsm from reality ...family realtionship problems aanu main aaytt ee condition causes * chuckling bitterly * we failed as family i guess "
" hey anganw onnum parayalle....Chelappo ithinu pinnil vere enthenkilum kaaranam kaanum ..dont overthink bhaai " reasuurance koduthu kond Annie kurachu neengi irunnu...
" aaha mazha ekadesham adangi allo...thaan poyi ready aavu..nammk ippam thanne town motham thappoyekkaam .." Reachel eywbrow lift cheuthu kond oru eye smile pass cheythu... Rohan thirichu oru smile koduthu kond thinnayil ninnu ezunnettu..
akathekku kayarunnathinu munne Avan Reachel nte hair onnu ruffle cheythu faint voice il oru thanks paranju akathekku kayari poyi...
Pratheekshikkathe kittiya hair ruffule kaaranam oraalde vayatteennu vavvaalum praavum poombaattayokke vattamittu parakkunnathaayi avalkku thoni...
" karthaavee aa mothaline valakkaanulla googly yaa ippo kittiyd ...minnichekkane " ennum manasil dyaanichu kond aval akathek odi .....
Center hallil radio vechu paattu kettu kondirunna Varghees maappila thante makalude Ithuvare kandittillaatha bhaavangal kandu onnu amparannu...
" Enthae Richame valla lottery yum adicho "
" Ahh appe oru long life bumber lottery adikkan chance nd " kannadichu kond aval stair odi keri mukalikk poyi....
" eah long life bumber lottery yoo..athethaa njan arayaatha oru lottery "
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Long time no see yeh...annu paranja pole ella sat um update theraan ulla vaakku njaan veendhm thettichu...ezthaan onu mood kittunnila main prblm...
Pinne orthu ella aazhchem shaniyazcha undallonn eath ah ath🤓...
So kore mistakes indaavum...kandillaan nadichu thudarnn vaayikkuka...
Hope you guys liked this chapter..ee story de ozhukku vasham kanditt ningalkk ith engane munnottu povunna thonunnen cmnt idaavo plss ...pretty plss 🥺