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LOAW: Never Meant To Be This Way.
Dreaming. --- Chapter 1

Thrift --- Chapter 2

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By thankyoutynee

∞Diggy∞

"Ugh, I'm ready to leave. This is butt"

I said defiantly as I watched my boys turn up and flex with girls. Khalil and Twist danced with Paige and Ali,  Jess had to study so she ain't come out with us. Awkwardly standing in my suit and tie, with my shimmering gold crown tilted just a bit, I adjusted my mascaraed mask to see clearly.

"Dan, chill. Go dance with some chicks"

"Jess would go AWOL"

"fine then, nigga go turn up on some juice. Stop bitching. Killing my damn vibe, bro"

Rolling my eyes and sucking my teeth I turn from Khalil and walk up to the bar, and start sipping on some hypnotic as I graze the room. I guess I can just have one dance, I think to myself as a flutter of glitter passes my eye. Next, my eyes glued and gazing on perfection, sitting just across the room in the VIP section she spots me looming. I smile showing my pearly whites. Her, blushing and looking down, she looks back to me through her bedazzled mask.

∞Ari∞

"Look, I'm shy. You guys know this. Don't make me do this." 

I said begging-ly as the girls, Dane, & Sy dragged me up the stairs to the VIP Section.

"Guise, c'mon everyone's gonna stare at me"

Tripping over my heels a little I stumbled to a chair and sat.  Lord knows I'm way too clumsy to be up here. & for this to be in everyone's view, they can see me break my ass. 

"Ana chill out"

"You chill out, Simon"

I spat sliding the evil eye to Dane's hubby, Simon Argotta as I looked around the club. Simon just smiled and flicked me in the forehead, bitch is just as abusive as Dane. Their sex must be wild, hm. Looking around I wriggled my glittery wings to make them flutter. I giggled to myself as I kept fluttering them like a little kid. 

"I believe I cam flyyyyyyyyy--"

"shut the fuck up"

Dane and Sy cutt in.

"Well damn, hmph."

I pouted as I laughed as they walked away to dance. Sipping on chardonnay and sitting alone the rest o f the night as my friends had a ball I look up to see some prince-- nahh nahh some king staring me down. I smiled and blushed as I looked back down swirling my drink with my straw. I decided to get up and dance. I've been sitting most of the night, might as well have a bit of fun. Getting up and walking down from VIP, the masked king greeted me at the bottom of the stairs. I blushed and bit my lip as he offered his hand.

"May I?"

He said taking my hand and pulling me to the dance floor. I nodded, not that he seemed to need my answer. He swirled me once then gripped my hips lightly as I began to grind gently against him. Us in the center of the floor moving as one I whined and moved slowly as he hands wrapped around me in many different ways. Feeling him pull my hair from my  face and place it behind my ear asked for my name. I replied simply as Ana.

∞Diggy∞

Ow, my head. What happened last night? No shirt, no pants, wasn't with Jess last night..... Fuckkkkkk. Who was that chick?... I pondered a bit...... Wait! where's she, she gotta go before Jess comes Looking around my room I see a note taped to my headboard.  'Uhm... had to go bye. -A,' was all the note read. Crumbling it up in my hands I toss it toward the trash can.. Next, hopping outta bed and into the shower, I put on sweat pants and a beater. I sit in my bed, contemplating.  I mean this isn't the first time I've cheated, maybe-- 

"BABYYYY"

I heard a voice call out my window, I yelped at her voice as I peered out my window.

"hey boo, c'mon up"

I said smiling and biting my lip. She grinned and ran inside the hall. Quickly I scrambled, gathering my bed sheets and with no thought throwing them out the window as my door opened to her face. I ran up and hugged her tightly gripping her hips.

"Pause."

She said, lips pursed.

"How was Thrift?"

"It was.. fun"

I sided rubbing the spine of my neck. She rolled her eyes and smirked.

"How many bops you dance with?"

"Uhhrr n--"

"Don't lie, boy"

"..just one. I'm sorry bae."

She scrunched her nose up a bit then smiled.

"It's just dancing, it's cool baby" 

∞Ari∞

My walk of shame out of that dorm. It was 7 am and me fleeing from his dorm in one of his hoodies and some sophie shorts I found in his dorm. I smiled as I sat at the bus stop and began to firecely text Zay to come get me. Of all people, why'd it have to be him... I was doing just fine all this time with out him. I don't need him now...... I wiped my teary eye and smiled a bit. He still looked the same, talked the same, smelled the same. As I thought that I burried my nose into the shirt a little and smirked as I smelled his fragrance. Too drunk last night to recognize him then. Otherwise, I would've left Thrift when we first arrived. Neither of our masks came off til we got back to his dorm. OMG, why'd I do that?! You fucking bop?! You hoe you whore, slutty bopping bitch. Omg. I clutched my costume and stuff close to me and pulled my feet to my chest as I contuned waiting. So many feelings rushing back, memories, hatred. I don't wanna relive my past. I thought that was all over...

**

"THAT WAS DIGG!?!"

"yes, Zaona. please stop talking about it. I never wanna hear about this again. I just want to go home and cry. I hate him, he hates me...."

I sighed holding back tears as I finished my story, it feeling like one from my highschool days. She looked over to me and nudge my arm a little as Hannah poked her head up from the back.

"Ana, don't cry chica"

"Do you know how long I've been avoiding him?! & for this to happen I just... i.. I dunno. I wanna just disappear. He probably hates me more.....you know, there's a picture of him & Jess next to his bed.."

I pulled my legs to my chest and sobbed more as Zay stopped the car at Ben & Jerry's. Getting out she gave a sympathetic look to me and I nodded.

"I want rocky road, with chocolate syrup, extra chocolate syrup"

I said looking up to her as Hannah's fit ass refused the offering.

"Ana fuck him. You've been fine all these years with out him. Don't stress on him now. Fuck opinions. Remember?"

Hannah coddled me as she pulled the passanger mirror down for me to see myself in. She smiled as I wiped my eyes.

"I guess so, Han"

I did'nt wanna go home anymore.. So Zay drove me and Hannah to the park. Z & I sat in the bleachers as Hannah played basketball on the courts. Sitting and eating my ice cream, I swooped up a big scoop to my mouth and looked up to have my eyes met someone else's..

**3 months later**

♬ “Making my way downtown walking fast, faces passed and I’m home bound! DUHNUH NUH NUH NUH NUH DUHHHH ”♬ 

Dane, Zay, Hannah, Kiki & I screamed in my room as we pushed and shoved in front of the camera of my iPhone as it recorded on my dresser.

“MOMMMMY!”

Are screamed as him, Lenn, Monny & Sonny barged into my room.

♬ "Staring blankly ahead, just making my way. Making a way through the crowd... "♬ 

I sung, closing Are into a corner, and forcefully serenading him.

“Stop the madness, Stop the madness!!!”

Are yelled, running around my room and clutching his ears as we grew louder. Monny joined in and started belting his favorite part loud and obnoxiously.

♬ "And I still  you, DUHNUH NUH NUH NUH NUH DUHHHH. And I miss you, DUHNUH NUH NUH NUH NUH DUHHHH. And now I wonderingg!"♬ 

"Y'all niggas. Shake my head."

Sonny said as he closed my laptop ending our fun.

"Why y'all in my room anyway?"

I questioned as I smiled around my fluffy pink and purple teeny bopper room while I jumped on my bed.

"Ace is here Ana"

Lenn smirked as the smile on my face grew big.

"Out, out, out."

I said pushing everyone, but Are, who was hiding in my closet out the room"

"Bitch, I thought we were hanging out !?"

The girls and Dane hissed at me as I smiled and closed the door.

"Niko's here !?"

I heard a tiny voice bump in, turning around I see Areon grinning at me. Plucking his forehead and smiling, I walked to my closet and started flipping thru clothes as Are took a seat on my bed.

"Yupp, he's taking us to Kennywood. I almost forgot."

"Yus! I'm big and 7 now. Tall enough to get on the big rides!"

"Mm"

I gave him a look.

"With you & Niko of course."

He sighed and rolled his eyes.

∞Digg∞

Sitting in my dorm, I smiled as I paused NBA 2k13 to feel small hands covered my eyes from behind.

"Guess who?"

A sweet voice echoed in my ear.

"uhh, char? Nahh nahh Daya? Uhrrmm Tai?"

I smirked and played pity as Jess began to swat at my head.

"Owww, bayyyyybeee. That hurt"

I falsely frowned as she sat on my lap and smiled.

"You should know my voice then"

"I was just poking fun, I know your voice, love."

"Don't be playing with me like that! And are we still going to Kennywood or what? I want you to win me a big ol Teddy bear."

She spat and whined as we got up. I pecked her lips to shut her up and nodded.

"Yea, baby. Go get in the car so we can go"

She popped up and scurried up out of the car fast as I grabbed my adidas bag and threw it around my back.

**

"OMG, babe that ride was soooooooo fucking scary."

Jessi blurted as we exited the ........... I looked at her and grabbed her by the waisdt as we walked down the kiddie area of the amusement park.

"I wanna get on the big rides"

I saw a boy protest in front of the merri-go-round. He looked so familiar, I couldn't stop staring. The dude the boy was with said something to him, but I couldn't hear it.

"No ! I wanna get on the big rides!"

The boy yelled as his face curiously met to mine. His eyes got big and he stood there in a gaze as the guy he was with, his dad I pressumed, said something. The boy looked lost then started to walk off with the man as his eyes never left contact with mine.

"Daaaaan, let's go ride something else come on"

Jess said crazily as she began to pull me away. I turned and started walking to her, but was soon tackled by the kid I was just staring at. I was shocked and surprised, the kid's dad came over and started apologizing to Jessi and I as Jess went off at the mouth with the dude. All the while the boy still had me pinned to the floor, hugging me.

"Daddy?.."

The boy said as I stood up and held him in my arms.

"Areon?"

I said quietly as I squeezed him tight in my arms, the dude and Jess continued arguing as we had our moment. I missed this kid so much, I haven't seen him in 2 years; it seemed way longer. 

∞Ari∞

My eyes bugging out there head. Oh, no... Sitting here with this fake smile plastered on my face I see Are walking toward me... with Digg

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