"I'm afraid that she's really gone, Harry. You have to forget about her," Niall mumbles. I turn my head away.
"Shut up," I snap. He looks at me piqued.
"Don't be such a sissy. Move on." My dad's voice says. No, this isn't real. He's not here.
"Harry, forget about her."
"Yeah, forget about her."
"You can do it." So many voices. But from none of their mouths I hear the words I want to hear. I stand up and beat my fist on the wall. It becomes silent immediatly. I turn around, shaking from anger.
"You, you don't know anything! Nada, nothing. Because I've already forgotten about her. She doesn't mean anything for me. Losers. I'm leaving," I call out. I walk towards the back door. Suddenly the horrible anger is back again. Without even thinking, I pick up one of the chairs from the table and throw it through the room. I think someone gets hit, because I hear a scream.
"Watch out, moron!" Zayn screams. Victoria is gone, my family is gone, my friends are gone. What have i got to lose? I turn around.
"Victoria is dumb. Stupid. I never liked her, and neither one of you. I hate fucking everyone. No one is good. I'm just going after her, yeah, that's what I'm going to do. Oh wait, she will send me back 'cause she never wanted to talk to me again. I might as well get drunk and whacked. Yes, now I'm sure of it! Finally a good idea! Bye "friends", I really love you though." What am I even saying? Does it matter?
I look at the boys and I see that I hit Liam's shoulder. He can handle a smack.
"Harry, I think you need to find some help." Louis looks at me intently.
"Without her you're reckless. A bad person. Jeez, I never thought I'd say this but she has to come back," Zayn mumbles. I nod but then I shake my head.
"Too late," I say convulsively and I feel like I'm going to cry. With a sigh I sit down. "I'm already a mess." I hate her in my way. My weird way that ruined everything.
hii, sooo let me introduce myself. my name is tess. i'm dutch and i'm a huge fan of one direction. i went to their concert in belgium. i also like 5h, madison beer and selena gomez.
soo, the real version of this story is dutch and it has 37 parts and 175k reads. i got so much requests to translate it, and when someone copied my story in english i decided that i was sure. sorry for the grammar mistakes, if you see one, please tell in PM.
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