POV: Kadence
It was now Friday the day before the party
And I was excited because me and Jude would be going shopping for some clothes after school
I was at my locker getting my books when somene bumped into me
"Kadence I'm so sorry" it was Victoria
"it's okay Victoria" I bluntly said
I didn't like her she was with my man and all she is a fucking slutty gold digger and cared only about the fucking money and espeically Roman money
I tried to tell him before but it only ended up with him saying that i'm jealous and he stopped talking to me for a week and I gave him space because he I knew he would of come around and we was good after that
"do you know where Roman is at, I haven't heard from him since last night" she said asking
I nodded my head no and she left
I sighed god I wanted to punch her but I can't hit a female
"il mio piccolo cucciolo"
I smiled as I turn around
It was my Romie
"Hi Roman" I said softly
He licked his lips and folded his arms
"How did you sleep last night il mio piccolo cucciolo?" he hummed
"I slept good Romie how about you" I purred
He shifted a little
My smile got wider
"What did I tell you about making that noise il mio piccolo cucciolo?' he growled
"To not too but I like teasing you Romie" I replied
"Fuck Kadence" he groaned
I giggled
"Come on Romie we have class" I said skipping down the hall
It was now lunch time and my stupid tummy was growling begging me to feed it
I know tummy i'm going to feed you now
I walked to my table and sat down next to Daniel with Amir on the other side of me and Roman across me looking at me like I was his prey and he was they predator
I looked away as to my name being called it was Jude and he was pulling this petite boy behind him
I waved him over
"Hey Jude how are you?" I say as he looked up at him
"Good, very good" he say looking behind at the petite boy
He cleared his throat "Kadence I want you to someone" he said pulling the boy in front of him
He was so FREAKING ADORABLE with his blonde wolf cut, plae white skin, icy blue eyes, small pink lips, round chubby cheeks, I wanted to pinch them
"This Cory my boyfriend" he blurted out
I choked looking directly at Roman then back at Jude
His eyes widened as he forgot who he was by
"R-Roman" he looked at me with this furious look
"I knew his ass was fucking gay!" he spat out looking at Jude which made Jude put cory behind him
Roman stood up and that me do the same
"You fucking fag!! and you been around Kadence probably trying to lead him on knowing he is fucking straight" he gritted out and balling his fist tight
I moved in front of Roman trying to calm him down and telling him to look at me but he didn't budge at all
"Your are a fucking disgrace to the world and you are going to hell! I would never support you fucking fags!!"
My heart clenched as those words came out his mouth
I looked up at Roman and started crying
He must of heard my sobs because then looked down softening his gaze and body
"Hey what's wrong??" he said with concerned lowering his voice
"Y-You'll never accept me Roman" i said through my sobs
"what do you mean Kadence accept you for what??" he said confused
I stayed quiet until it came out, those words came out
I blurted those words out as I came out to my best friend since 4th grade the person that made me know that I was really gay
"I'm fucking gay Roman" I yelled which made the whole cafeteria go quiet and few gasps came out
Roman eyes widened and he stayed quiet he didn't say anything
"I know I lost you as a best friend and I'm really sorry that I'm such a disgrace Roman" I said crying harder as I ran out the cafeteria I ran out the school period.
I ran home wanting to just feel the comfort of my bed
I didn't stop my adrenaline was pumping so fast that i didn't stop
When I got to home I ran inside and upstairs
My dad yelled at me but i didn't stop to hear what he said I didn't want to hear anyone right
I closed my door and locked it
I went under the covers and cried my eyes out
Those words played in repeat in my head I couldn't ever face Roman again
I ignore my phone beeping it was like that for 5 minutes straight
<<NEXT DAY>>
I groaned as I heard a knock on the door
"Go away!" I said from under the covers
Then it was knock again
"GO AWAY" I screamed not taking the covers off of me
It stopped
But the all of suddenly the covers was pulled back and I was shivering from the cold air that hit my body so I curled up in ball
"Get your ass up K" this deep voice spoke
I looked through my hands and seen Jude
I sighed
"No!" I said turning the other way with my back facing Jude
"Get your ass up K you can't stay in the fucking bed all day and plus we have to get an outfit for tonight" he said
I felt the bed dip and he was rubbing my back
"I don't want to go jude, I can't face Roman" I said tearing up
"Come on love, forget Roman it's his fucking lost you deserve better" He said
I knew he was right but I missed him and his godly smirk and how he looked at me
I gave it a second thought
"Okay Jude" I sat up and turned to Jude
He smiled clapping his hands giving me a hugged
"Go clean your ass up you stink love" he said getting up from my bed
I chuckled and went in the bathroom and brushed my teeth, washed my face, and got in the shower
After my shower I dress my self in something simple
White baggy shrts with a grey sweater
As I walked out my room it was looking cleaner in here, My bed was made and the junk that was around my bed and on my dresser and nightstand was no longer there
Jude cleaned my room he is so sweet
I walked out my room and went downstairs to see Jude talking my dad ear off
I giggled and my dad looked over to me
"hey bud you okay" He said with a frowned on his face
I nodded my head and gave him a hug to say that i'm alright and I'll be alright
"I'm going out with Jude he taking me shopping for this party they are having tonight" I breath out
He nodded his head and gave me some money and told me and Jude be safe and don't talk to any boys
I laughed and told him we will
We walked out the house and got into Jude car and we drove off to the mall
Jude had the outfit planned so as soon as we got in the mall and walked into the store
He paid for it and we left to go back home
he knew that i didn't want to stay long so we was literally in and out