Blue Hour ☽

This House

I do not belong
not in this house of God
You're a little off
the choir sings in song
I tried to impress you all
All I did was fall
and banged my head hard
I guess I overthought
You didn't like me polite
When I talked you all saw
the degenerate I am,
lowlife I've always been
Hurt me, never like me
Never hurt like me
Never care I'm a human being
I do not belong
not in this house of God
You're a little off
the choir sings in song
I'm not the brightest light
but I never give evil eye
Compassionate and kind
Always mercy over spite
but I can bite
You pushed me too far
into my little corner
I don't even know who you are
and it's not your fault
I'm self critical and hard
on myself light to dark
Pardon being in the vicinity
I'll leave a.s.a.p.