Blue Hour ☽

If You, If Not

It's cold outside
A soft winter light
The sun behind stratospheres
Foggy January
does he still love me?
Over think the good
to much and it's bad
Obsessive paralyzing fear
where can I hide?
Run off to nowhere
Ignore my past
to hard to face
It's so cold, so late
You won't answer me
I wait and see
if you still love me
If not
then I'm all mine
Crying myself to sleep
My lullaby