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Whole night Sid was struggling wid his thoughts...he was sacred for her so it's obvious that he will be worried for her health....n that snatch his sleep away from his eyes
he forget the counting for forehead kisses he gave her in that dark night.....
at one time in her sleep she shift otherside also...but he again made her lay on his chest....for the sake of his lips who want to touch her skin to feel her.... heavy sleepy head till this date never caught him...he always shower his love whenever she fell sleep..... that's the golden chance for him....to adore her...to love her
in the hue hours of morning... cool breeze entered from window in there room.... hitting there faces....Sid nuzzle his nose on side of her cheeks
those dr assure it will not harm the mother but the one who is going to visit India he said about the risk of mother's life is 50-50 plus according to him that baby might be safe now but they can loose him in third trimester if she still have spotting..which she didn't have till now luckily.......but if she had any then that would be more risky...but he assure that he will check her current condition n will explain them about this pregnancy..... according to that Dr they can try to save both mother n child....but only if her current condition is didn't get worsten
he kiss her cheeks.... lovingly scared thinking about her reaction if they said there is no chance of that baby to survive....is she really harm herself....no he will not let her do anything....she have to get come out from this if something negative happens....he promise..he will be by her side
she wrapped her arm around his nape....her forehead is touching his left cheek....he move aside her hairs from her face tuck it behind her ears....his other palm is busy in playing wid her small fingers..he kiss her nose this time moving his face little aside
she put her one plam on her belly n her toes are touching his feets... seeking in her warmth...he finally allow his eyes to get closed n he slept in her embrace
both are in one quilt...her head is resting on his chest...his hand is wrapped around her shoulder
they are giving vibes of perfect husband and wife....
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Getting tired for whole day he finally fell asleep holding her....
tomorrow's battle is bigger one for them....
after some hours
she move in her sleep....which broke his sleep....
he check her first... specially her palm which have needle inserted in her vein....he gently caressed her palm...
she also open her eyes feeling him watching her....
he smile slightly n utter good morning giving kiss on her cheek lifting her face little
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she gets causious at first finding them so much closer but shockingly she is liking this for which she curse her mind....
but she on other hand she likes whatever he is doing to pamper her... taking care of her....
before she react she find him lifting from bed...n left the bed....
he bend near to her face...n kiss her forehead
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Sid :- let's get ready for the day sweetheart....
n she nod wid nervous face
Sid called nurse n they entered
Sid :- help her to get ready.... arrange fresh clothes for her...her breakfast also...her reports and all medications record you used to treat her..I need this room to be get cleaned again before Dr john n his team will arrived n...
he was about to instruct them further his voice stopped listening her painful voice....
Shehnaaz:- aaahhhhhhh
she feel sever pain her lower belly...
she hold her belly closing her eyes she cried in pain
Sid who is near to her hold her gently
Sid :- meri jaan....what ..what happened...mi..mitali...mitaliiii
he shout for Dr...one nurse already left the room to call the doctor
Shehnaaz:- I..it's paining si.. sidharth.....
Sid :: dr is coming mera baccha...take long breath....ok
he kiss her nuckles....
n shout again to other nurse who is making her injection ready...
Sid :- why she is still feeling pain....we started the treatment right
Shehnaaz digged her nails in his hand holding tightly coz of pain....
she shed tears n sid cup her face wiping it
nurse :- I think it's not working in her condition relax sir dr will tell u better than me....she will be here anytime
Sid :- shhh shona...relax ....look at me baby
she did wid painful expression
Sid :- u r strong ok...u r so strong....we can face this alright...n we will come back together.... stronger than before
she nod ...while crying coz of pain
Sid heard mitali entered
she check her pluses....move her hand on her belly....Sid was looking to her face wid hopes holding Shehnaaz
she ask nurses to bring another medicine which she injected in her arms...n ask another nurse to give that other dose in her saline.....
Sid clutch his eyes tightly when she insert that needle in her flesh....his heart is crying for his girl...she is bearing so much pain already...both mentally n physically since this pregnancy happened
he silently pray to god to give her all pain to him give her all his happiness in return...she need to be healthy n happy to run sidharth Thakur's heart normally
Dr :- sidharth meet me in my cabin
he nod...but touch his forehead wid her.... control not to shed his tears....he is scared for this only...n now he knows what will be the result
mitali before leaving the room ask nurse to check her bleeding
Sid wipe her tears....
Shehnaaz:- it's all happening because of me haina Sidharth m agar akele apne behen ko bachane nahi jati...bina khudka ka khayal kiye ...iss bacche ka khayal kiye agar m aise bhagti nahi toh shayad ye sab nahi hota.....haina
she ask cutely wid teary eyes
Sid :- it's not like that mera baccha.... remember when we visited mitali last month what she said....she that time only told us about the complications...ye aj nahi toh kal ho hi jata ... don't blame urself they already told us about baby's condition....haina
she nod lowering down her gaze...
Sid kiss her forehead again
Sid :- relax ok...is it paining still
she nod in no....he slowly move his palm on her belly.....to soothe her pain
nurse :- sir we have to check her bleeding can u go outside plz
Sid nod slowly....
Sid :- I'll be right back ok....
she nod still lowering her gaze....
he half heartedly left her room n entered in mitali's cabin....
Sid :- why this fucking pain is not leaving her mitali
she smile softly
mitali :- motherhood comes wid lots of pain sidharth
Sid :- I can't see her in any pain did u hear me....do something otherwise I'll loose my mind.....she is fucking crying in pain....she is shouting coz of pain....
Dr :- this is nothing infront of the pain of injection she will get in her back bone....wo sabse jada dard deta hai
Sid :- what..why u will give her injection in her back bone
Dr :- I know John n his team is arriving today but I know what will they say....
Sid :- what
Dr :- wahi jo mene kaha...bacche ke bachne ke chance ab na ke barabar hai....her pain is the indication of this ....aur agar bleeding bhi ho rahi hai toh m toh suggest karungi abhi ke abhi usko operate karna hi sahi hoga... otherwise it will cost on her life.... bleeding is not good sign....n isliye mene kaha wo injection ke bare m .. operation ke tym lagana hota hai....that painful but that's necessary
Sid :- hey I beg u plz don't give her pain mitali she is so young she is mine..a little baby mitali....she don't deserve this....plz..find some other way....I will make her ready for this operation do it if think it is important but save her....jaan hai wo meri
Dr :- what... isn't she is ur friends wife
she lift her eyebrows
Sid :- no she is not anyone's wife..but mine..she is mine....
Dr :- why u lied then..is this baby is urs...how could u risk her life over this baby...mene pehle hi kaha tha na ye baby rakhna risky hai I can't believe sidharth u choose baby over her in our first meeting
Sid :- thats not mine mitali ...but yeah....i have rights on that baby...n yes I was fool to think that baby is more important than her...that time situations are different...n now it's totally different... it's a long story can't tell u right now ...but just wanna tell u...plz save her....she mean world to me....her tears are breaking me every second....
Dr :- I'll give my best sidharth... Don't worry n yes about operation let's wait till John come here
dekhte hai wo kya kehte hai...
Sid nod silently....
n left towards Shehnaaz room attending bittu's call
bittu :- hukum wo Dr aur kuch log nikal chuke hai hospital ke liye
his true friend...bittu who is in Jaipur still handling everything for his hukum....Sid feel lucky to have him in his life
Sid just hmmed don't know what will they say...he is worried..words arenot forming in his throat
he entered inside without knocking...nurses are making her wear her pants which is almost done ...just her slightly curvy belly is on display.....coz her shirt is lifted up
she is looking continuously to the roof without blinking her eyes
watching sidharth both nurses look eachother
other one is going to cover her belly but sid stopped her
they lower down there gaze n left the room silently
they changed her clothes n make her hairs also....Sid noticed that
Sid sit near her belly moving his big plam on her belly... on her navel
Sid :- is there is bleeding
she just nod still looking upside
n sid bite his lip to control his cries
Sid :- more or just mild
Shehnaaz:- a bigger spot than before
she mewl slowly still looking at one place without blinking her eyes
n he rest his forehead on her belly....he knows what is the meaning of this.....
he rub his nose on her milky white belly trying to feel that little baby for last time....
he can't believe his brothers child which becomes his in some month is leaving them....
he is not ready for this..she is not ready for this
he didn't think even in his scariest nightmare that this will happen to that little soul....
he cry coz that baby is his late brothers.....he want that baby as his symbol...he promised to his brother that he will save his child...but destiny has always different plans....this baby somehow unite them .. sidnaaz come closer bacause of this baby....they have so many memories together in past 4 and half months talking about this baby
now he understand clearly what she must be feeling....that baby is inside her....
Sid heard mitali is entering wid John n his team they are discussing something in there scientific language
he hold Shehnaaz n correct her hospital shirt...he look towards her face she is lost still looking at one place ...Sid feel pain in his heart but he can't do anything
that Dr come inside n ask few questions to her which she replied without any expressions on her face ....
Sid saw how John is looking worried reading her file....
he get confirmed when mitali also nod in no looking him
he found her hold is getting tighten on his hand....
he look at her hand first then her face
he feel helpless....she is believed that he will make things normal but he can't do anything he tried evry possible things
He found kaushal also entered in her room....stand beside sid listening what Dr are saying
Dr john :- see her walls inside are rubturing slowly n that's causing the bleeding it will also leads to the miscarriage coz baby can't stay there for long time....her inside walls of uterus gets weaken I can't think she hold the baby for longer....there is an chances to save this baby if she didn't had sever pain this morning n also I heard she had blood spot...this baby is already having chances of down syndrome why u guys still waiting to terminate this.....ur risking her life
n sid heard her loud sob....she cry covering her mouth n closing her eyes
the first reaction she gave after mitali visit her this morning....
Sid turned his face otherside still holding her hand...he can't see her crying..he knew this is coming
mitali :- Shehnaaz I can understand what ur feeling...this is not the end dear...you can plan another baby in future...this is not a end....
Shehnaaz:- this....is....he already left me
here she mentioned about sukesh.....n sid feel his heart already skipped a beat in pain
kaushal hold Sid n rub his arm
kaushal :- Shehnaaz it's ok...Dr is right....you have a beautiful long life....this is not a end....
she didn't stopped her crying
Dr :- Sid we need to decide quickly....just sign those papers
Sid :- we need some time alone....I'll inform u in sometime
he utter in shaky voice....
all nod n left the room
mitali discuss about operation wid John n he is going to lead this
kaushal pat his back n nod giving him needed strength
once he left Shehnaaz pull his hand n look him wid pleading eyes
Shehnaaz:- plzzz
he break down....he allow his eyes to shed tears lowering down his head
Shehnaaz:- why this is happening sidharth...
Sid :- this is what in destiny..we have to accept this...now plz Don't make me so weak....just said yes for this....u promised to me yesterday u will listen to me
Shehnaaz didn't utter anything but slowly loosen her grip on his hand
which he didn't allow her...tighten the grip more
Sid :- baby plz understand he already decided to left us....we can't hold him
Shehnaaz:- evryone leaves me... can't I deserve anyone to stay little longer.....
she utter wid thick heavy voice...
Sid :- who says Haan ... I am wid u..n will be wid u forever..I promise....u have kaushal he really consider u as his sister....u have us baby....just don't blame yourself for this ....
Shehnaaz didn't say anything
Sid :- baby look at me
Shehnaaz did
Sid :- this pregnancy already comes wid lot of complications...we are trying our best...but it's ok if we loose some battles....it didn't made us weaker...I am sure this will make us more strong....ur so strong Shehnaaz we can face this... alright
she still didn't say anything but look at his face wid pale gaze
Sid take that paper in his hand....n looking it he utter
Sid :- we have no choice little baby..we are sry we fail to protect u
Shehnaaz:- not u ...it's me...u did alot
she utter this while looking at one place without blinking her eyes
Shehnaaz:- just sign that paper sidharth...I am ready
she utter rubbing her palm on her belly ....
Sid feel his hand is shaking n listening her words he feel his mind is getting numb.....
she again wince slightly coz of pain
n he hurridly sign that....
holding her hand he also rub her belly
there eyes met....n both sob togetherlly
she fisting bedsheet corner tightly clutching her eyes tightly n he lower down his head near her belly.... loosing his body
she is angry on herself n he act like he loose some important battle of his life...he feel he fails badly
Sid :- we are sry baby
he utter looking her belly shifting aside her shirt little
Shehnaaz :- trust me I am not a bad mother baby
Sid :- she is not champ....she is the bestest one u ever had
Shehnaaz :- we wish we could save u mera baccha
she again sob covering her mouth
Sid :- he knows meri jaan...he knows how much we tried to save him
Shehnaaz:- can't he just help us then...help us to keep him
Sid :- may be he is also trying....but failing because his destiny is not allowing him to meet us
Shehnaaz:- we r that bad that destiny is so cruel towards us
Sid :- may be destiny itself give him back to us one day....
n he place his lips on her belly
not out of desires..hell no..he is so vulnerable he just want to shower his love for last time to that baby....
Shehnaaz place her plam on his head where he allow his lips to stay there.....
he lift his face n look at her....
Sid :- he will meet us again...I can feel this
she just look in his eyes didn't understand how he can say this
he get up from her stomach side n hug her....
Sid :- we are ready for this Shehnaaz...right
she didn't say anything....her words are died now
they parted away when listen knock on door
he wipe her face wid his hand n wipe his own to hide his tear sticked face
nurses entered inside wid mitali
mitali :- so did u sign those papers
n sid nod forwarding his hand holding paper
Sid :- usko kuch nahi hoga na
Dr :- no...we have best team now Sidharth she will be fine....it will hardly take hour to operate....relax
Sid nod n take high breath to normalise his heartbeat
mitali :- nurse make her ready
they nod n check her bp meters n all other test which needed before operation
she is not responding for any of this....just staring blankly at one place ....
Sid wait outside until they take her bed outside shifting her in OT
Sid hurridly hold her hand
n walk wid her stretcher
he is about to loosen her hand but she utter hurridly
Shehnaaz:- I want him inside....plz plz ..
she look towards Dr
mitali :- it's not possible it's OT Shehnaaz
Shehnaaz:- I am scared plz... sidhhhaarrrthhh
she look towards him holding tears in her eyes n that's it for her....she already used her strongest weapon
Sid :- u want that...I'll be there mera baccha....
he kiss her knuckles
Dr :- sidharth...it's
Sid :- I said I will be there....she want me that's it
he give serious look to her she lower down her gaze n nod
they entered inside that scary room
she tighten her hold on his hand
Sid - relax...q dar rahi hai...m hoon na....tu toh mera strongest baccha hai...haina...
she lower down her gaze wid pouty lips ....
Shehnaaz:- is he really leave us
Sid :- shhhh I told u na...he will come back again to us ...
Dr :- nurse injection
n she pass that anesthesia which they will insert in her back bone
Sid look towards that big needle n recall what Dr told him
Dr :- turn at ur one side Shehnaaz
Sid help her....
he hold her arm n rest his forehead on her cheek
even he can't able to see her crying out of pain
he close his eyes tightly
Sid :- just close ur eyes tightly meri jaan....
she did....
n strong pain hit at her lower back.... making her shout little loudly
in pain she fist his shirt n cry
n he sob listening her cries....
Shehnaaz:- it's paining sidhhhaarrrthhh
Sid :- ho gaya meri jaan....bas hogaya.
she get little relax coz feeling her body is going numb
Sid get worried finding her not replaying him
mitali :- she will not respond she is slowly getting uncouncious
n sid nod
mitali :- plz let us do our work sidharth we can't allow ur presence here we can't process like that it's out of our rules
Sid get agreed coz he don't want to make any trouble for them...he just want his jaan to be good
slowly loosing her hand he said to her
Sid :- baby listen....u will be ok right....tuze thik hoke aane hai mere pass...m intezar kr raha hu.....
he kiss her forehead lovingly...
the nurses also have tears in there eyes n John n his team have smile watching there pair...mitali have so many questions in her head which she will ask sidharth after this
he heard her small whimpers for her baby
Shehnaaz:- m..my baby is leaving me....my...my baby
he hurriedly left the room if he stays for longer he will shattered again
kaushal hold him once he go outside he hug him....
n here he cried
hugging his best friend he allow himself to throw out his heavy emotions
Sid :- she didn't deserve this bhai....she...she is crying
kaushal :- what can we do yar....we tried to save baby right....
Sid continued to sob
kaushal :- oye chup kar ja yar....ye sara kismat da chakkar hai....sab kuch changa ho jana hai waheguru tum dono m meher karenge...abhi usko sambhalna hai tereko...tu bikhar Gaya toh usko kon sambhalega....wo maa hai bhai..jada dukh usko ho raha hoga....haina...bas krde aasu bahana....honsla rakh
n sid feel little calm.... hearing his words..he is right...he don't know how she will react after all this...how she will face this face....
he have to be strong for her.....for them
let's see what will happen in next part....
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