To those who became
My addiction, my piece of art : my muse
To all those danced in my mind freely
To all those that partied in my heart
To all those that sipt my love, care and excessive respect
To All those that colonized my heart
Hijacked my mind
And those who used my spirit's light
To all those that turned me to a hospital room!
My muse!
All those:
Who showed me a glimpse of what creativity can be
Who showed me the meaning of love, care
and respect in opposite ways
Who showed me what it means to never let
your boundaries crossed
Who teached me to put a boundary, a
limitation and a frame in this life
Who teached me how to express, feel and speak
Who teached me to wipe the sweaty hands,
to breath, to stand lofty and tall
I say to all those:
Your Sporadic behaviors teached me to never
trust a random kiss, a sweet smile or the color pink
Your fake affection, a sour taste I
memorized, swallowed and puked then tossed
I Learned your body language, sign
language, eyes language, I know when it is not true now!
I learned the way to solidify a connection
I learned that letting go must happen the
minute it becomes an option
And that not yet is only a weak rope
delaying pain
Showed me how to show up to the world
And when to show up for myself
Showed me other options, opposite to you
Showed me how to use words and turn the
pain you caused into beautiful art poems
Showed me how adding star's golden dust to
my scars turned it to a vintage beautiful picture.
You made me Learn how to treat
others and love them
Thank you for showing me what it means to
be a temporary, I now know where to stay!
Thank you for showing me I was just a tool
to fix your personality cracks
Thank you for showing me how it means to
be just a tissue that you used to fill your void
I am now the gleam after a darkest night
I am the revenant who knows how to love
and be loved, don't worry your mistakes
Helped me create pieces of art
Hurt me and I transform you To a speaking
poem, a painting a dance, a melody, a song a quote, a lesson or simply a word!
Muse!
Yes You are my muse and that's how I
respectfully treat what serves me!
stay healthy and joyful!