CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
I'm scared and unsure about what might happen because of what I did. I worry that it's too late to fix things and that if I tell Kerson the truth, he won't listen.
The idea of him not believing me makes me really scared, especially since I know I might have to give up a lot to make things right and earn back his trust. Takot na baka hindi niya tanggapin si Dion, ang anak ko bilang anak niya. Kung mangyayari man iyon, babagsak ang mundo ko kapag nagkataon.
I'll put aside my pride and give up whatever I need to for my son. I'll do whatever it takes to make things right for him. I'm willing to sacrifice everything for his well-being. I'll do absolutely anything for my son. Ganu'n talaga kapag may anak na, kahit sa ikakasakit mo, gagawin mo para sa kaniya. Knowing myself, I find solace in his happiness there, fulfilling the love he receives from his father.
Matagal na siya nagtatanong tungkol sa daddy niya ngunit ako mismo may diperensiya. Ako ang may mali. Ako may kulang sa kaniya, dahil pinipilit kong itago ang lahat dahil sa nakaraan na'ming dalawa.
[He'to na, gagi! Sino kaya mananalo!] Erica said excitedly, and we continued our conversation over Messenger, engaging in a lively video call.
[Alam mo na gagawin mo, Erica,] nakangising tugon ni Shainny.
[Ready na, kanina pa.] natatawang sagot ni Erica.
Hindi ako nakisali pa sa usapan nila dahil hindi ko naman alam ang pinaguusapan nila. Nasa atensiyon ako ng T.V. dahil ngayon na malalaman kung sino mananalo.
After a captivating display of culinary artistry and intense competition, the moment arrives for the final results of the cooking show. The audience, on the edge of their seats, awaits the announcement that will determine the winner.
"Ladies and gentlemen, what an incredible journey we've had today with our talented chefs from around the world." excited na sabi ng Host. "The judges have deliberated, tasted, and considered every aspect of the dishes before them. Now, the moment we've all been waiting for—the final results!"
The camera pans to the distinguished panel of judges, each with a thoughtful expression, ready to unveil their decision.
"In third place, earning high praise for their innovative approach and delightful flavors. . ." pangbibitin na sabi ng host at may kasamang drum roll background sound.
Napakakagat ako ng labi dahil sa kaba. Si Kerson sana ang mag-champion. Nagpapabuga akong paghinga.
"We have a Chef Logan from Canada!" masayang sigaw ng host.
Applause fills the show as Chef Logan graciously acknowledges the recognition. The tension builds as the host prepares to reveal the second-place winner.
"In the second place, demonstrating exceptional skill and a unique culinary perspective,"
Unti-unti niyang binubuksan ang kulay puting envelope na naglalaman ng resulta.
"Please congratulate the Chef Charlotte from Spain!"
Another round of applause resonates through the venue as Chef Charlotte from Spain accepts the acknowledgment with a blend of humility and pride.
Pumikit ako ng marahan at pinagkrus ko ang aking dalawang kamay, nagdadasal.
"Philippines. Philippines. Please, Philippines," I murmered, still closing my eyes.
Pinagpapawisan na ako ng malamig dahil sa kabang nararamdaman ko.
"Si Kerson ang manalo. Si Kerson sana. . ." I whispered.
"Now, the moment we've all been waiting for—the winner of the International Culinary Extravaganza. . ." pangbibitin ng host ng programa na 'to.
"Philippines! Si Kerson! Si Kerson, please. . ." halos masigaw ako.
"Is none other than. . . Chef Zack from Philippines!" sigaw ng host.
The audience erupts in cheers as the spotlight shines on the Kerson, who is visibly moved by the announcement. The judges applauded, recognizing the exquisite blend of Filipino and UK flavors that earned him the title.
Halos magsitalon-talon ako rito sa kwarto ko. Gustong-gusto kong sumigaw dahil sa pagkapanalo niya. Talagang napatayo sa kinauupuan ko at nagtalon-talon ako sa tuwa. Nanlaki ang mga mata ni Kerson dahil sa narinig niyang sigaw na pangalan. Sobrang lawak ng ngiti. Mukhang hindi siya nakapaniwala.
Umupo muli ako saglit at pinanood ang interview nito.
"Chef Zack, congratulations! Your dish truly encapsulated the spirit of this competition—diversity, creativity, and a celebration of global flavors. How do you feel?" nakangiting tanong ng host kay Kerson.
Napatawa itong ng mahina, kitang-kita ang singkit niyang mata. "Thank you so much. I feel honored and humbled. This journey has been incredible, and I'm grateful for the opportunity to share my culinary story with the world."
As the host hands over a trophy and Kerson's iconic hat to the boy, his victory in the competition is sealed. Holding the trophy with pride, Kerson becomes an inspiration for aspiring chefs everywhere.
The final moments of the cooking show are marked by cheers, applause, and a feeling of shared excitement as the culinary event comes to an end. It leaves behind a lasting impression of cultural exchange and culinary brilliance.
"Chef Zack, congratulations on your well-deserved victory in the cooking show! We're curious, who or what inspired you throughout this journey, especially in this moment of triumph?" Itinutok ng host ang microphone malapit sa labi nito.
He licked his lips. "Thank you so much. This victory goes beyond the kitchen for me. My inspiration comes from the first heartbreak in my life, the girl I left behind in the Philippines. It's about my family and friends who believed in me, even when I doubted myself. Their love and support fueled my passion for cooking."
The host nods, recognizing the sincerity of his words. Watching Zack on TV, I couldn't help but notice the remarkable changes in him. He appeared even more attractive than before, with a notably fairer complexion and a transformed physique. His on-screen presence exuded confidence and charisma, leaving me impressed by his newfound look.
Dapat nag-artista na lang siya, e!
"It's clear that your journey is deeply connected to personal experiences. How did your first love, the girl from the Philippines, influence your culinary path and this winning dish?" tanong muli ng host.
He genuinely smiled, looking at him. "She's the taste of home in every bite I create, a sweet reminder of our shared memories. Winning this competition isn't just about cooking; it's about honoring my roots and the love that inspires me."
"And when I return to the Philippines, I'll bring her back to where she belongs. After all, a promise is a promise, right?" he chuckled, his eyes twinkling with determination.
Tumaas ang kilay ko dahil sa narinig ko. May pamilya na pala siya. At wala na ako'ng magagawa roon. Sigurado ako na hanggang doon na lang talaga kami.
Tumingin ako saglit sa anak, ngumiti ng masakit sa kaniya.
"I'm sorry, baby boy," I cracked my voice. "Patawarin mo sana si Mommy. . ."
I gently massaged his head, planting a tender kiss on his forehead. "I love you, my baby boy," I murmured.
The host, touched by the sincerity of the Kerson's words, continues the conversation.
"Your story truly touches the heart. Zack, what heartfelt message would you like to share with her now?" The host's warm smile prompted Kerson's cheeks to flush, but he smiled bashfully.
Kerson's ears turned red, but he smiled shyly at the camera.
"Hi," he uttered, his ears turning crimson as a shy smile graced his lips.
"We did it. I have every reason to be proud. Just hold on a little longer; I'll set things right. Don't search for another; I've promised you, I'm coming back. Look after yourself!" His smile exuded sincerity. "And soon, you'll hear the melody of the song I've penned just for you."
The host wraps up the interview, leaving the audience with a glimpse into the personal journey that fueled the Kerson's culinary passion and led to his remarkable victory on the international stage.
I'm so proud of him!
At least, masaya na siya sa kaniyang pamilya niya ngayon. Wala ako'ng pinagsisihan ngayon. Masayang-masaya ako dahil nakamit na niya ang pangarap niya.
He's finally caught his dreams, holding onto the one he's longed for all this time.
These past few weeks have been a whirlwind for Kerson, with his name popping up everywhere from news outlets to social media feeds. It's no surprise, really, considering his intelligence, hard work, and undeniable charisma. Almost overnight, Kerson has become the center of attention, and it seems like everyone can't stop talking about him.
'Filipino Chef Zack, won in one of the famous cooking show named International Culinary Extravaganza in UK.'
Pagkatapos na show na 'yon mas naging sikat si Kerson. Naging usap-usapan din siya sa mga tao. Ang dami ko nga nababasa sa comments.
@mabel_01
shala ang hot niya. Well deserve niyang manalo
@itsmeshesh
we are so proud of you, Chef Zack.
@aruthokay.13
Saludo kami sayo.
@this.is.carla
sayangggg. taken na yata si pogii ackk:)
I've been scrolling through countless comments lately, and it's hard to miss the overwhelming praise for him. It's almost surreal seeing people gush about how he's not just good-looking but also an exceptional cook. It's like he's become this larger-than-life figure, and everyone can't stop talking about his culinary skills.
Totoo naman ang sinabi nila. Masarap siya magluto. Sobra. . . Sobrang-sobra. Dami ko rin nababasa na sobrang gwapo-gwapo niya. Hindi ko maitatanggi na, totoo na naman ulit ang mga sinabi. Sobrang kinis ng mukha niya. He seems to have it all. That flawless complexion, the loving family, those captivating looks, the intelligence, and let's not forget about the wealth. It's like he's got everything anyone could ever dream of.
'International Culinary Extravaganza Champion, Zack Faulkerson Ilustre will be able to get home to its own country.'
Binasa ng malakas ni Kenzo ang headline na nakita niya sa Facebook. Napatingin ako sa kaniya ng masama dahil alam ko ang tumatakbo ng isip nito.
"Dada," maliit na boses saad ni Dion.
Si Kenzo mismo bumitaw sa titigan na'ming dalawa para bigyan ng atensiyon ang kaniyang inaanak.
"Yes, baby boy?" he smiled.
"Let's play. I have two dinosaur here," nakangiti sabi ni Dion sa Dada Kenzo niya.
Tumingin si Kenzo sa akin, hindi alam ang isasagot niya. Dumiretso si Kenzo sa bahay pagkatapos niyang magtrabaho. Alam kong gusto niyang bisitahin ang anak ko kaya napapunta siya rito. Lumuhod ako para mapantayan ko si Dion ang laki ito. Hinakawan ko ang kaniyang mukha, nginitian siya ng malapad.
"Baby boy, your Dada is tired. Let him rest muna, okay?" saad ko.
He simply nodded a few times, and I couldn't help but smile at him affectionately. Leaning in, I planted a gentle kiss on his forehead, feeling a surge of love and warmth envelop us both.
"P'wedeng punta ka muna sa kwarto ni Mama-La mo? Usap lang kami ni Dada," malambing ko sagot.
"Opo, Mommy." inosenteng aniya.
Tumayo na siya sa kinauupuan niya sa sofa at hinatid ko na siya sa kwarto ni Mama. Ilang sandali ay bumalik ako sa sala kung saan nandoon si Kenzo na nakaupo at nakapatong pa ang dalawang paa nito sa maliit mesa.
"Handa ka na ba?" biglang tanong ni Kenzo. "Balik Pilipinas na siya,"
Kahit hindi niya sabihin ang pangalan niya ay kilalang-kilala kung sino ang tinutukoy niya. Alam na nila kung ano'ng meron sa amin ni Kerson. Inamin ko na rin kina Shainny at Erica tungkol kay Dion, noong pinagbubuntis ko siya. Natuklasan nila iyon kaya wala na akong magawa kun'di aminin na ang lahat.
My friends embraced me for who I am and what I bring to the table, and their acceptance reached new heights when they welcomed my son into their lives. Their love and support meant the world to me, especially when they volunteered to be his godparents.
"Of course, I'm completely fine with that," I replied, settling in beside him with a sense of gratitude and contentment in my heart.
Kenzo looking at me in the eyes. "Handa ka na rin ba sabihin tungkol kay Dion?"
Handa na nga ba ako? O, naduduwag na naman ako dahil sa iniisip ko?. Paano kung ipaglayo niya kaming dalawa ni Dion?
Hindi ko kakayanin!
Si Dion na naging buhay ko. Sa anak ko umiikot ang mundo ko.
The next day, a precious day off from work, provided me with ample time to spend with my son. Luckily, Kenzo also had the day off, so we decided to take our son for a leisurely stroll at the mall. It's become somewhat of a tradition for us; whenever I have a day off, we make sure Dion gets some time out of the house.
Since there aren't many children in our neighborhood for Dion to play with, the mall outings have become a vital opportunity for him to socialize and have fun.
"Baby boy, what do you want?" tingin ko kay Kenzo, tinatanong niya kay Dion.
"New dinosaur stuff toy!" masiglang saad ng bata.
"Alright. But in one condition," nakangising saad ni Kenzo.
As we entered SM Pampanga, I observed them with a warm smile, enjoying the sight of my son and Kenzo engaged in conversation.
"Kiss your Dada," nakangiting turo ni Kenzo sa pisnge niya.
Kenzo's suggestion to give him a kiss prompted an immediate response from my son. With a quick and eager step, he made his way over to Kenzo and pressed a sweet kiss to his cheek, a simple yet heartwarming display of affection between them. Sobrang spoiled ng anak ko sa mga ninang at ninong nito. Kahit pupunta lang si Shainny o si Erica sa mall, kapag may nakita lang silang laruan na paborito ni Dion, hindi magdadalawang isip ang mga ninang nila na bilhan siya.
Tangina, noong bata kami, sobrang kuripot nila!
"Hiramin ko muna ang anak mo," pagpapaalam ni Kenzo sa akin.
"Saan kayo pupunta?" mataray kong tanong. "Kapag 'yan nawala ang anak ko, ikaw ang iwawala ko rito!"
"Bhie alam mo, mas okay na ikaw na mawala, h'wag lang ang anak ko." Asar ni Kenzo.
"Putan—" Kenzo cut me off.
"Anak mo. Anak mo narito!" natatawang saad nito.
Gustong-gusto ko murahin siya ng malutong. Pasalamat siya, narito ang anak ko! Makakabawi rin ako sa kaniya!
Bandang huli, pumayag na ako at iniwan ko na sila mag-tito. Si Kenzo na ang nagtayong tatay ni Dion, at alam naman niya kung ano'ng meron kami ni Kenzo. Nasanay na rin si Dion na ang tawag kay Kenzo, Dada, at si Kenzo ang tawag sa kaniya ay 'anak o baby boy'.
Kenzo and I had split up to tackle different tasks, planning to meet later at a specific spot. As I wandered through SM Pampanga, my mind buzzed with thoughts of finding a special gift for Mom. Dressed casually in a black t-shirt, light blue jeans, and my favorite white Adidas shoes, I browsed through the shops, scanning the displays.
Approaching the Miniso store, I suddenly froze. Across the bustling mall, I spotted him—a familiar figure that stirred up a whirlwind of emotions within me.
My legs felt heavy, keeping me rooted to the spot as I watched him from a distance. All I wanted was to rush over and embrace him tightly, whispering words of pride and longing. But something held me back—maybe apprehension or the fear of rejection.
I could see him, and it seemed like he sensed my presence too, subtly moving away to avoid an encounter. The ache in my chest grew stronger, knowing that our paths were bound to cross again, despite my attempts to avoid it.
Then, a voice broke through the haze of my thoughts, jolting me back to reality.
"Zack, sorry if I'm late. There was a lot of traffic at the intersection," Rhian voice said.
I blinked, remembering suddenly that he had moved on, starting a new chapter of his life with someone else.
The realization hit me like a ton of bricks, and I was reminded once again that I couldn't expect him to return to me, no matter how much I wished it to be otherwise.
Nakalimutan ko, may pamilya na pala siya. Hindi na dapat ako umasa na babalik pa siya sa akin.
Kaso. . . nangako siya, e. Pinangakuan niya ako—kami.
"No, it's fine. I almost got here," Kerson replied casually as he caught up with Rhian.
I watched silently as Rhian wrapped her arms around Kerson in a warm embrace, a gesture that felt like a stab to my heart. The sight of them together, so comfortable and familiar, only intensified the pain I was already feeling.
Kailan kaya sila nagkabalikan? Paano? Ginamit lang ba niya katawan ko para maibsa ang init ng nararamdaman ng mga panahon?
The ache in my chest seemed to echo the ache in my heart, a constant reminder of the love I had lost and the emptiness that now filled me.
I swallowed hard, trying to push down the rising tide of pain and sadness threatening to consume me. But no matter how hard I tried to suppress it, the pain lingered, a constant presence that I couldn't escape.
"Shall we go then? We're almost five minutes late," Kerson chuckled at Rhian, his ex-girlfriend, his first love. "We need to take measurements and try on our outfits for the wedding."
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