Why does she hate herself more than she loves me?
I don't understand why she pulls away
How she begs me to stay but flinches when I say
"I love you."
She says I'm lying
I'm starting to feel like I am
She hates herself more than she loves me
and that makes me hate her too.
She says to me one day "What did I do to deserve you?"
A smile plastered across her face
But my question is what did I do to deserve her?
Damned to never be loved enough
but never loving enough to keep her happy
No matter what I say she wont eat
the blood will still run down her forearm
And she won't listen.
Why does she hate herself more than she loves me?