Relationships built on red and strong lines
A protected area with thorns, knives and dime-backs
An elaborated world build on fears, untrust, lies and misery
Always chewing the fearful words
Who's going to say goodbye first
Who's going to shoot the bullet first
who's going to be bored and change first
A cycle on repeat!
Few are the people staying in your life
But, you are always writing letters of goodbyes, a chore you do all the time
It's the idea of friendship that was profaned
Concepting it as a secret build relation, can't be true nor called pure, if you don't give your weapons to the called friends
And believing deep down that you will never make it alone in this world
And prioritizing others is how you solidify the relation
It's no more a connection but rather a battle
Of what did I do wrong and did I cross some lines!
Should i apologize and beg it was a mistake
Still don't know what I did wrong!
The Farewell letters are already written
Now it depends on the time you mail it to the other party!
What's the rawest kind of relations, I really want to know
Am tired of the reeking environment of toxicity, of fake friends, manipulation and self centered relations
I can't keep watering and cultivating a friendship that looks like a lie
Can't keep presume what will come next
Why would I choose to consume the sore connection
I will just take the life lessons
Go right instead of left, change the ground and plant myself in a more fertile truthful land.
just be you and believe you deserve the Best!