Blur memories

By Zoobia3

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Someone's lies ruin not just someone's life but theirs as well. "Why? What did I do to deserve your hate? Wha... More

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SIDE STORY (Gammer boy)
SIDE STORY (Do you love me?)
SIDE STORY (When we fall)
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By Zoobia3

2 days later:

[ It's been two days, and Seungcheol still didn't show up. Y/N doesn't hope for him coming back to their place again after what he heard that day. No one brings Seungcheol's name in front of Y/N. With every minute passing, the hope of Seungcheol's arrival started to fade away. Knowing Seungcheol's personality, it's hard to believe that he still didn't show up or talk to anyone about what he was thinking at the moment. Everyone was sitting in the living room discussing how to comfort Y/N in the future when someone rings the doorbell.]

Y/N:

I get it.

[Y/N said while coming out of her room. She quickly opened the door and found Seungcheol with red puffy eyes and dark circles under his eyes.]

Cheol:

Can we talk?

[ Seungcheol doesn't know what to say; this is the least he thought of at that time.Y/N/Nust nodded with teary eyes while opening the door wide for him to come inside.]

Cheol:

Not here. I want to take you somewhere. If you are okay with that.

[There was strangeness between Y/N and Seungcheol.]

Y/N:

Okay!

Cheol:

I'm waiting in the car.

[Everyone looks at Y/N, worried about what might happen if things get out of hand. She smiles and assures everyone that she can handle this. Other than that, it's Seungcheol; he would rather die than hurt Y/N.]

Hao:

Call us if anything happens.

Y/N:

Thanks.

[ With that, Y/N get into the car while waiting for Seungcheol to say something. Seungcheol just started to drive without saying anything.]

Flashback:

Mrs. Choi:

Cheol, what happened?

[Seungcheol didn't say anything and rushed toward his room, leaving his parents dumbfounded.]

Mr. Choi:

What happened to him? Didn't he go there to sort things out with Y/N?

[Seungcheol's father said he was still looking at where Seungcheol disappeared a while ago, and his mother just shrugged her shoulders in response. They were still thinking about it when they heard screaming, shouting, and throwing things on the ground.

The sound was coming from Seungcheol's room. His parents rush toward his room, and when they open the door, they find their son sitting on the floor crying while his hand covers his face.]

Mrs. Choi:

What happened, Cheol-a? You go there to talk to Y/N and become friends again. What did she say?

[His mother spoke in worry while caressing his back when he hugged her tightly and started to cry loudly.]

Cheol:

I failed her, Ma. I told her that I'm responsible for her protection, but I couldn't protect her. I broke her.

[Mrs. Choi lifts Seungcheol's face and looks into his eyes.]

Mrs. Choi:

What happened?

[Seungcheol told everything to his mother; she just felt sorry for Y/N, who went through such a hard time.]

Mrs. Choi:

It's not your fault. It's no one's fault. Sometimes we're helpless in front of fate. Sometimes, even if we want to, we can't do anything, like when you lose your memory. You didn't remember anything, even when Y/N was in front of you the whole time for five years.

Cheol:

I promised her that I'd love her and be with her forever. I couldn't even protect her. How can I be capable enough to be with her?

[Seungcheol's mom looks at him and smiles.]

Mrs. Choi:

You love her, right?

Cheol:

Y-yes.

Mrs. Choi:

You're still her best friend from childhood. You know her well enough. You just rush out of her house rather than comfort her. She needs assurance that you're still with him. As a woman, I'm telling you that when a girl loves someone, the only thing that matters to her is her partner's trust and love. But you just leave her there when she reveals the most painful truth of her life.

Cheol:

I just felt numb at that time. I didn't know what I should do; I just feel like I'm the worst person. I didn't know how to face her, so I just ran away.

Mrs. Choi:

I can understand why you did that, but you still need to go to her.

[Seungcheol didn't say anything. He knew that he was being too sensitive and immature at the moment. He just thinks about himself; he has to think about Y/N, her feelings, and her pain. Seungcheol's mom just petted his shoulder.]

Mrs.Choi:

Talk to her; she needs you right now.

End of flashback

[ Y/N and Seungcheol arrive at the sea. Y/N and Seungcheol both just stand there, still silent. Seungcheol's silence was killing Y/N. She doesn't know what is going on in his mind, and that was scaring her the most. She was scared to hear what Seungcheol had to say. Seungcheol finally broke the silence by holding Y/N's hand tightly without looking at her. Y/N just examine his side profile with tears in her eyes.]

Y/N:

Are you so disgusted by me that you don't even want to look at me?

[Seungcheol didn't respond, and she took it as a yes from him. Then why is he holding his hand? Is this his way of saying goodbye? Y/N's heart clenches with pain when she speaks in a trembling voice in an almost whisper.]

Y/N: C-coups?

[A tear fell from Seungcheol's eyes, and it hurts Y/N more.]

Cheol:

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I ran away that day. I was feeling guilty because I couldn't protect you. Trust me, I didn't mean to hurt you. I was angry at myself because all I ever did was give you pain. From the start, I failed you all the time. I never realized the situation you were in the whole time. I'm sorry that I'm not capable enough to be with you.

[Seungcheol and Y/N both start to cry when Seungcheol suddenly hugs her.]

Y/N:

It's not your fault. Whatever happened was fated to happen, no matter what. So please don't blame yourself.

Cheol:

I'm sorry I wasn't there to comfort you when you needed me. I'm sorry that I only think about myself. Even if we weren't together anymore, you were still my best friend, and I had to support you.

[ Y/N doesn't know how to comfort Seungcheol now. He just takes the blame for things he never did. She wants to stop him from crying. Y/N frees herself from the hug and cups Seungcheol's face in her hand and makes him look into her eyes.]

Y/N:

Ssshhh! It's alright. I'm not blaming you for anything; it's not your fault. Calm down.

[Both of them sit on the sand while looking at the sea in front of them. It's been an hour, Y/N, and Seungcheol just sits silently. Seungcheol looks at Y/N with a faint smile.]

Cheol:

Y/N?

[Y/N hummed in response.]

Cheol:

Do you really don't love me anymore? Please tell me the truth, and don't lie to me anymore.

[Y/N, close your eyes, and take a deep breath.]

Y/N:

Why do you want to know? Everything ended between us that day.

Cheol:

Please tell me.

[Y/N, look at Seungcheol. He was curious, frustrated, and sad too. Then she thinks about the time when she talked to Joshua regarding her presence in Seungcheol's life.]

Y/N:

Do you really want to know the truth?

[Seungcheol quickly nodded in response.]

Y/N:

No, I don't love you anymore.

[Seungcheol suddenly felt like his soul had left his body.]

Cheol:

Then why are you crying? I know you, Y/N. You aren't someone who cries just because you say what you really feel.

[Y/N hangs her head low, tears still dropping from her eyes.]

Cheol:

Look into my eyes, say it again, and I'll believe you.

[Y/N look straight in his eyes but start to cry rather than say it again.]

Cheol:

Idiot, you can't even look straight into my eyes; how can you say you don't love me anymore?

[Y/N shakes her head while wiping her tears.]

Y/N:

You need to move on.

Cheol:

I just want to know whether you still love me or not. Say it. Do you still love me?

[Y/N nodded in response while hiding her face in her hands. Seungcheol sighs in relief.]

Cheol:

Then why did you break up with me?

Y/N:

I... *sigh* I'm not good enough for you. I'm not the Y/N you loved. I'm not...

[Y/N's words were cut off by Seungcheol.]

Cheol:

Don't give me the bullshit reason. Just because you think that way doesn't mean you can make me stop loving you. You can't change my feelings for you just because you think you're not good enough for me. I don't want anyone if that person is not you. Did you hear me?

Y/N: But this is the truth. You can't deny that.

[Y/N shouted while crying, and Seungcheol hugged her when he realized that she was getting panicked.]

Cheol:

No, the truth is, you still love me, and I still love you, and this is enough for me. I don't want anything else. I never ask you to change yourself or make things according to my liking because, for me, your companionship is enough.

[ Y/N didn't say anything; she just hugged Seungcheol back while hiding her face in his chest, still crying. She doesn't know how to feel right now. She doesn't know if she has to thank God that she's so lucky that everyone still loves her like before, especially Seungcheol, or if she has to feel sad about what happened to her before.

Y/N was busy thinking about everything when Seuncheol held her hand while caressing her face with the other hand.]

Cheol:

Let's not think about painful memories and live in the present. I'm here for you. Everyone is here for you. Let's live each moment as if it were our last day. Let's create beautiful memories and be happy in the present. Let's be together until our last breath.

Y/N:

I miss you so much.

[Y/N said while hugging Seungcheol tightly, tears still streaming down from her eyes.]

Cheol:

Me too, Y/N.

[Seungcheol and Y/N stay still for a little more when Seuncheol speaks.]

Cheol:

Y/N?

Y/N:

Hmm?

Cheol:

Let's get back together. Be my girlfriend again.

[Y/N smile and nod, and Seungcheol sighs in relief that she didn't deny her feelings again.]

Y/N:

Let's go back; everyone must be worried at this point. Hao was insisting that he should come with me, but I stopped him.

Cheol:

I don't like that Chinese guy.

Y/N: Hao? Why?

Cheol: He is way too touchy with you. I got jealous.

[Y/N giggle in response.]

Y/N:

That's because he is my doctor and savior. If it wasn't for him, who knows what happened to me? I'm thankful that he followed the stray cat and arrived there. You need to thank him rather than hate him.

[Seungcheol smiled and nodded in response. They drive back home and find everyone still waiting for her. Everyone was worried for Y/N because no one knew how she would react.]

Y/N:

Hi everyone.

Han:

You finally came. Is everything okay? He didn't stress you out, right?

[Y/N smiled in response and nodded when Seungcheol walked beside her and wrapped his one hand around Y/N's waist, which shocked Jeonghan. Y/N/Nealized what her brother was looking at and spoke.]

Y/N:

We're back.

Han:

Really?

[Jeonghan asked in shock after what happened in the past few days. Minghao looked as shocked as others; he didn't expect this; he thought that Y/N might start to get panic attacks like last time, but it is totally opposite of what he thought.]

Hao:

Congratulations to both of you.

[Minghao said, smiling faintly, when his and Seungcheol's eyes met, and Seungcheol smiled back. Minghao suddenly remembered the talk between him and Seungcheol.]

FLASHBACK:

ON CALL:

Hao:

Hello! Who is it?

Cheol:

Hi! Ummm. It's me, Seungcheol.

Hao:

Oh! Hi! How can I help you?

Cheol:

Don't tell anyone that I contacted you. Can we talk about Y/N?

Hao:

What about her?

Cheol:

What actually happened?

Hao:

Sorry?

Cheol:

How did she end up like this? I hear everything, and if you cure her, then why is she still like this? Why is she still scared?

Hao:

Well, she is cured, but the panic attacks are like after-shocks. Whenever she gets insecure or stressed over something, she gets panicked, and that day when she pushed you, it was caused by her stress.

Cheol:

How can I make it better? Is there anything I can do to help her?

Hao:

If you care about her so much, then why did you disappear? You know she's thinking about all the worst scenarios.

Cheol:

I know it's my fault; I shouldn't have run away like that, so please tell me. What can I do to make her feel better?

[Hao, look at Y/N, who was sitting in the living room with Jeonghan and Joshua. He sighs and scrunches his eyes. When he opens his eyes, he sees Y/N faintly smile.]

Hao:

Just be there for her. Make her feel loved. Make her understand that she still has people who care for her. All she needs is emotional support. I think some positivity from you will make things better for her.

Cheol:

Thanks.

Hao:

Anything else?

Cheol:

Uh! No. Is there anything else that I need to know?

Hao:

I told you all the important things.

Cheol:

Then I'm ending the call. Thanks once again. Bye!

Hao:

Bye! Call ended

Hao:

I did the right thing. They deserve each other. I was just getting in their way.

[Minghao sighs heavily, still looking at Y/N.]

Hao:

I'm really unlucky in love.

End of flashback

Hao:

Y/N, everyone, I need to talk to you about something.

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