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That night Nabi had tied her hair up, deciding to take a shower in the morning she sat on her for now bed looking down at the hand, and finger blades that her Grandmother had given to her before she left, hearing her Hobi taking a shower,
Remembering her Halmeoni words:
" Promise me that you will let yourself experience love, actual real love that you keep trying to push away, because of others who couldn't love you like you needed or wanted to be loved",
Nabi began to think as she slid her fingers over the blades slowly thinking about Hobi, she liked him, she really did, she admitted she played hard to get when they first met, but her heart already had claimed him as hers way before any words could.
However she promised her Halmeoni that she would experience love, real love, was Nabi in love with Hoseok? She wasn't quite sure if they would reach that point, but they are very fond of each other,
" Everything ok baby?",
Hoseok asked low unknowingly pulling Nabi from her thoughts, biting her lip looking up catching his gaze she watched, looking at him toweling off his long dark, now wavy hair, a cream colored towel wrapped around his waist, his lean taut abs, slider waist that small beads of water had slide down, his arms flexing a bit as he kept toweling his hair, his eyes on her,
Love? She wasn't sure of that yet, more like captivating, how could she not be? He was captivating in ways no other guy has been for her.
" Yea, just looking over what my Halmeoni gave to me",
Nabi said looking away from Hoseok only to wrap her up the blades, and fingers blades up back in in clothes, to set them on the night stand beside the front of the bed, then turned back around to Hoseok scotting back on the bed some so that he could sit down, now face to face she gently took the towel from his hands, and begin to dry his hair some more.
" Did I miss a spot?",
He asked with a slight giggle in his voice, holding his head down, a small smile appeared to his lips, his own questioning thoughts floating around,
" Yes, if you get sick, who will take care of you?",
Laughing lightly Nabi moved the towel from his head, smiling as how fluffy his hair looked now, slowly running her fingers through his hair she met his gaze once again, then feeling his move his hands to her waist gently pulling her to his lap, Nabi's smiled never disappeared,
Wrapping her arm around the back of his shoulder she lightly played with the ends of his hair, holding each other's gaze Hoseok took her hand in his.
" I don't think anyone could take care of me better than you could",
Hearing his voice drop an octave as he spoke, she could have sworn it felt like her heart stopped, she had never taken care of him, but the fact that he was confident that she could, and...and the way he had said it...Was it intentionally meant to come out that way?.
" I wouldn't let you get sick",
Trying not to show how much his tone had affected her, she tried her best to play it off the way she could, feeling Hoseok give her hand a light squeeze, their gaze never leaving the other,
" Nabi...How do you really feel about me?",
Hearing his question did catch her off guard a little, but she could answer it truthfully, but for some reason she felt her face heat up at his question.
" Well–I know that...I really like you",
Nabi said quickly glancing down at their hands, and back to meeting Hoseok's gaze to see that his eyes stayed on her, his eyes soft, her gaze shifting watching his tongue lick across his bottom lip slowly, in an instant she felt a warmness roll through her body,
Now looking back into his eyes with a passion that was mirrored, Nabi slid her hand up from his, bringing up her hand to gently cup her cheek, moving closer they kissed ever so sweetly, and in an instant Nabi felt herself melt against him.
Feeling his warm lips work against hers, his tongue asking for permission, gladly giving it to him, she moaned low into the kiss finally feeling Hoseok tongue slide against, and across hers, tasting each other Nabi was now completely lost in this man that held her heart so preciously,
Hoseok's hand that was at her waist move to grip her ass, this being one of Nabi weaknesses, and his knowing this Nabi moved away from their kiss to take off the shirt that was his, now in her laced white bra,quickly standing from his lap his eyes never leaving hers, his gaze shifting to scan her body.
Nabi moved to straddle Hoseok's waist, moving her arms to wrap around the back of his neck, she felt his hands move to hold her watching as his eyes wandered all over her, feeling her face heat up under his gaze, biting at her lower lip the feel of passion leaving neither of them,
Biting her lip feeling the heat from his hands as he pulled her closer kissing, and nipping Nabi's neck, leaning her head to the side her eyes fluttered shut moaning low, feeling the heat from his lips, and tongue on her neck, his hands sliding up her back, she was getting so lost in him, and how he was making her feel,
" So beautiful Nabi, your so beautiful",
She felt every word he whispered to her, no guy has spoken to her this way once they finally gotten in her bed, they would call her sweet things, but once they'd gotten what they wanted out of her, they would leave, and those sweet words were gone too,
Feeling him kiss, and licked slowly up to her ear moving his hands, his fingers to unclasp her bra, sliding it off of her he kissed down to her breast holding, and licking at her nipple.
Hearing her moan more Hoseok held her closer, groaning low feeling her hands slide to his hair pulling lightly, he knew he would never get tired of tasting her, and hearing her sweet sounds,
Sliding her fingers through his hair she felt a uncontrollable throb, and want did he know how crazy he was driving her, moaning more she slide her hands down to cup his face between her hands, bringing them in for another heated kiss, that became more hungry, more frantic,
Biting, licking each other's lips, their tongues dancing Nabi started to grind down, and against Hoseok who met her downward motions, feeling how hard he was under her since he only had on a towel, she could still feel how hard he was.
Hoseok held Nabi closer moving them so now he was on top, he groaned low in their kiss, loving the taste of her, loving how her legs tightened around his waist, but was a little caught off guard when Nabi moved to flip them over, her now on top,
Her eyes low, dark full of passion, lips a bit red, and puffy from their kissing, keeping his hands on her waist, unable to help but to let his eyes wander to his new favorite part on Nabi, moving his hands up a bit to pinch at Nabi's nipples, pulling them hearing her moan loud in pleasure, he knew she could feel how much her sounds affected him,
Moving with his movements biting her lips now moaning low, stopping at his lips, strands of her hair falling over her face, on top of Hoseok's hair.
" We didn't fight this much when we first did this",
Hoseok said with a slight smile on his face, hearing Nabi moan from more firm pinches to her nipples he licked his lips watching
Her lip slip from between her lips,
" Mmmm you caught me off guard the first time",
Hearing her words he laughed low, not really agreeing with her, but wasn't in any way going to voice that, leaning closer to him, Hoseok slid his hands back to her ass gripping, groaning low feeling Nabi pull his lip between her teeth, he could get use to this.
" That, and it didn't happen on someone else's stuff",
" Hmmm so that's what you're worried about?",
" Worried? Who says I'm worried?",
Nabi asked low with a hint of laughter in her voice,
" We just have to be quiet",
Before Hoseok could grasped what had happened, Nabi had already moved her hand down between the two, untying the towel around his waist, moving down his body slowly, softly leaving behind a trail of licks, and kisses,
Hearing Hoseok groan, Nabi looked up through hooded eyes to see him biting into his lower lip, their eyes on each other, Nabi wanted to rush to hear more of those sounds from him, but wanted to also take her time tasting him.
Nabi licked at her lips at the sight of him, the length, and width of him would take her breath away every time, his length was creamy white that was now almost a shade of pink as he throbbed, the tip a tent darker, gently wrapping her hands around him, she moaned low at how hard he was,
Moving closer she licked from the tip all the way to the bass, and back up slowly, looking up to see that he had not stopped watching her, his brows pulled together, bottom lip still between his teeth, his face soft, but still full of anticipation, and passion,
Running her tongue over, and into the slit of his cock tasting the saltiness of his precum, at that moment something clicked in her, she just wasn't quite sure what it was.. Not yet anyway,
Hearing Hoseok groan more, and deeper she didn't dare stop, taking him full into her mouth, she kept her hands wrapped at the base, hollowing out her cheeks she begin to move her head up and down fast, moving her hand to follow her mouth, moving it in a circular motion.
Hearing as he tried to suppress his loud groans, feeling him buck into her mouth, Nabi held back her gag, she moaned around his length, smiling to herself hearing his groans become louder as he moved a hand to the back of her head, not to guide her, but to let her know how much he was enjoying what she was doing to him,
Taking him deeper down her throat, she wasn't able to hold back her gag this time, feeling Hoseok's fingers in her hair Nabi could feel him trying to move her head from his cock, but she kept going keeping his length there, the tip hitting the back of her throat non stop, keeping her cheeks hollowed around him until he moaned, and groaned loud through clenched teeth.
Nabi swallowed down the warm liquids that filled her mouth, and didn't move until he slide his cock from her mouth, getting up she laid beside him licking her lips then looked over into his eyes, seeing him lick at his bottom lip, his eyes on her trying to catch his breath,
Moving closer to lay on her side, gently caressing the side of his face, leaning over she kissed him deeply, feeling him return the kiss she smiled, moaning low as their tongues danced, cupping his face gently between her hands, Nabi squealed a little, and smiled as Hoseok moved back over her,
Quickly she had to stop herself, something she had never done before, but she had her reasons,
" Mmmm Hobi, we should rest?",
" Rest?",
Hoseok asked moving his head back a little so that he could look into Nabi's eye's, seeing a confused look on his face, leaning up a bit Nabi placed a light kiss on his soft pout.
" After that you want to rest?",
" Yes Hobi, we all have a busy day tomorrow, and will need out strength",
" Well– You gave me my strength, let me give you yours",
Hoseok said his voice low knowing what it did to Nabi, lightly placing a kiss to her chin he kissed down to her throat, nibbling, and licking gently, biting her lip Nabi moaned low letting out a slow breath, she cradled his face back between her hands, smiling meeting his gaze,
" Lets sleep Hobi, we can have more of each other soon",
Sighing low Hoseok nodded his head then laid beside Nabi, turning off the lights they both drifted off to sleep, or atleast Nabi tried to, but thinking for her had just become too loud.
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Sitting up in bed Nabi looked over to see a fast asleep Hobi, leaning over to place a light kiss on his cheek, she slowly got out of bed, maybe some fresh air would help ease her mind a bit to where she could sleep,
Making her way out of the room, stretching out her arms she made her way to the patio doors,
" Stepping out",
Hearing a low voice ask her, making Nabi jump just a little since she thought she'd be the only one up, only to turn to see the guy she had be introduced to as Tim, the one she would love to piss off purposely, but not at the moment she just really wanted not to talk to him, and get some fresh air.
" Yep, can't sleep so I just need to clear my head for a bit",
Nabi watched Tim nod his head, and make his way over to her, keeping a good distance she watched as he eyed her slowly like he did the first time they had met, sighing low Nabi wanted to scream she had no time for this,
But she kept her eyes on him, watching him closely as he moved closer to her, noticing now that he stood in nothing but black sweatpants, Nabi wished she could say she was impressed, but she wasn't.
What did this guy want??,
" You know–I'm all ears if you need someone to talk to",
Looking at him now almost shocked, was this not the same guy that called her a bitch, and now he wanted her to, what? Pour out her heart to him? Tell him all of her worries,
" Yea I don't need that, so thanks but– no thanks",
" Look Nabi I know you like me",
Just as she was about to turn away Tim moved closer now pressing Nabi against the glass patio doors, his face, and lips inches away from hers,
" Excuse me?",
Now she was completely confused, this guy must have a short fuse somewhere, some bolts were definitely missing.
" You heard me",
He said pressing himself closer to Nabi,
" I seen how you looked at me, acting all bitchy, but I see now that was all just a cover up, so come on tell me how you really feel",
Hearing his low whispers Nabi had to laugh at herself, he really didn't take her serious when she indeed was, none of what she did nor said was flirting, anyone normal could have seen that,
" What I do feel is that you have five seconds to back off, or your ass will be getting picked up off this floor",
" See there it is again",
Tim said in almost happiness, but keeping his voice still at a whisper, Nabi watched as he moved his hand up to cuff her face, quickly she moved grip his wrist bend it feeling hit pop against her fingers, hearing him squeak out in pain, Nabi then leaned her head back coming back up to headbutt him, watching as he sank to the floor.
Watching on the ground holding his wrist and rubbing his head, Nabi walked passed him, that fucking asshole he would know next time not to try that shit again, getting back to the room the sighed low, slipped back under the covers moving close to her Hobi trying her best to relax her mind.
Thank you all for reading, how do you feel about it so far? not to bad right? let me know what to add for future chapters, what my next writing be about, in BTS, and outside of BTS. I love getting honest opinions, and I promise to update as much as I can, I'm still unsure of how many chapters I want to do yet.