can you believe it? the love of my life ignoring me? it was a difficult scene, just you & me, i can't believe you pushed me to the side as if all i am is a displeasure, as if i don't matter, maybe i don't. my mind wandered, my heart pondered, my soul cried over yonder, i never meant to be a bother, i'll leave you alone for the rest of this life & the next. i'll hate you the same way you hate me. the same way you ignored me i'll pluck my eyes away whenever your face comes in touch w/ my scenery. i wish this wasn't where we had to leave, i wanted an us, really. i don't understand why delusion liked me, it stuck to me, it wouldn't leave. you controlled my mind, i hated me. to my surprise, when i made it back home you came around to check up on me, but no, if you want to leave, i'll let you leave. don't feel sorry for me, don't think about me as if that's how you want to think, we both know where your mind would rather be. i'll let you stay away from me. for what's it's worth, i really did love me when you were around me, you were the only one that made me feel like my life wasn't a tragedy. at least now we're both at ease, may our memories rest in peace.
SkyView (POETRY)
By freeosei
this is a poetry collection w/ poems i've written recently & started about 3 years ago. i never really been a... More