Another day at school, i was starting to loose intrest in even going to school at this point. Its not like I had any freinds to keep me company, I was a loner who smoked cigarettes in the bathroom on lunch breaks.
I convinced myself to go this morning, not cause I wanted to, because my parents wanted me to.
I love my parents especially my dad who arguably pays attention and cares for me more than my mother, you'd think because she carried me around in her stomach for 40 fucking weeks she would give two shits about me, well atleast thats what I thought she would do..
I sigh as I finish putting on my outift, I was proud of this one, I felt confident AND cute.
I got at school right as the bell went, thank god I wasnt one of those crazy people that waits outside the classroom for a million and one years for it to open, I can just walk straight in.
I greet my teacher with a small smile a return to my normal desk ready to sketch out some dress designs to work on in my textiles class tommorow.
My mind was full of ideas today it was going perfect, nothing was going to ruin it, not even the thought of my mother, not the thought of anything.
Time went by fast thankgod for me, it was a lunch break, that means a cig break.
I shut my notebook and basically skipped out of the classroom in excitment, although from a far ive been told I look really angry, its just my resting face...
As I open my locker I rummadge through looking for my hidden pack of ciggs and a lighter, I mean I always carry a lighter just not a cig..
I grumble as I grab my backpack and dig through like I was a fucking digger looking for gold.
To my luck..there was one thing that could piss me off and ruin my day, running out of cigs when ive had a shit morning.
I found 5$ and a knife tho, I grumble as I slam my locker taking both the 5 dollar bill and knife, and head for the vending machines.
On my way I see the one and only Cole brock.
He was such a dick I dont know why, I dont think anyone did know the reason he was like that, its not like he had any freinds..he would bully and beat people up for just making eye contact with him, It was crazy...
As I walk the halls feel emptier and emptier.. like everyone was evacuating, I peered around.
He was coming my way thats why..colby brock was about to approach me.
I had a bad feeling..I turn quickly turn trying to avoid him..
"Hey you" he calls out walking faster towards me..
Welp he was already talking to me, I wasnt gonna let him speak to me like I was a door mat.
"What do you want" I roll my eyes, "I was wondering if you wanna play a game" he snickers to himself looking more threatning then he usually would.
"Were not freinds...but whats the game?" I question, "its real simple, you give me your lunch money or ill beat the shit out of you" he smiles getting a little closer to me...I couldnt help but laugh, "no colby go away, you sound like a 6th grade bully" I roll my eyes and laugh some more, as I begin to walk away.
"Im sorry " he laughs
"I cant hear you over the sound of you refusing to give me your lunch money, give it to me now and I may spare a beating" he says leaning closer..
"Back off I dont know why you're like this but i will not hesitate to make a scene right now, i can get pretty loud" I whisper sternly looking into his eyes annoyed.
A burst of anger spreads through his body causing him to grab me by the wrist pretty hard, after his small wave of anger.. a sinister smile takes over his face..
"Make a scene huh..id love to see you try" he laughs keepimg his voice lowered.
"Let the fuck go of me.." I sternly say giving him his last warning...
"Or what?" He smugly replies, "you still aren't gonna give me your money...thats if...oh yeah, you wanna be beaten shitless".
"Beat me up i dare you" i smile
He laughs at my confidence, "
I wanna make sure you see it coming when I give it to you"
He says extending his fist to my face and holding it infront before he flys his arm back I grab it harshly.
"Now listen here buddy..im stronger than I look you may be taller, but defintley not smarter.. I will not hesitate to fuck up that pretty little face of yours" I say clicking the knife infront of his face, as the blade shoots from the base of the knife his face drops.
"Hey! What the fuck.." he says letting go of me and backing away, "look alright...ill, ill leave just put that away" he whispers loudly.
"Mkay...before you leave" I click it shut smiling, "try not to be such a dick" I say my facial expression dropping as I begin to walk past him roughly bumping into him, he seemed to have his gaurd down for a second trying to comprehend that he just got threatend back, oh im sure he's used to getting whatever he wants from other poeple, nope not me.
"You're one crazy girl" he mutters under his breath.
"Yeah, I know" I say flipping him off while not looking at him.
"Well look who thinks shes a badass" he yelled flipping me off aswel.
"Pipe down dickwad" I shout, "ill knock you into next week loser" he added shouting back at me.
"Whatever lover boy" I scoff turning the corner, he was a bit taken back I wouldnt blame him when im pissed, I have shit flying from my mouth so fast im practically eminem.
As I finaly make it to the vending machine, the bell goes, "what the fuck" I kick the the machine and walk away to my english class, I always loved english but today just got turned from a 8 to a 4 out of 10 so I am NOT in the mood
The door was open so I just walked in, it was empty not even the teacher was there, I quickly put on my headphones and start playing some music to calm me down, I even drew some more designs!
A butt load of people started coming in and the class was full, I payed no attention until a small tap was on my shoulder.
"Yeah, whats up-" I smile wondering who it was, guess who.
Colby AGAIN, he clearly still looked pressed from the previous interaction, THAT TOOK UP MY WHOLE FUCKING LUNCH.
"What did I say leave me alone" I say with threatning eyes as my hand travels to my pocket where he KNEW my knife was.
"Look, you cant do that right now, I have witnesses if you do, I know a good lawyer" he chuckles.
"Really" I smile raising my brows as I get it out of my pocket and flicking the blade up.
He slowly leans in a bit.."Look, im sick of you making me look...weak"
He glares leaning back up.
"Oh boo hoo what are you gonna do about it" I say stating into his eyes, I observe him, he was kinda cute actaully, other than the fact he is a total fucking jack ass, I think to myself looking at his lips then back to his eyes.
"You know what you need?"
He pasused trying to be intimidating.
"You need to be taught your place" he leans incredibly far in, his face is mm's away from mine.
I back up
Turning my head,
"Mmm, how ya gonna do that" I smacking my lips slightly.
I could practiclly see steam fuming from his ears like they do in the animated movies.
"You know what im im gonna do" he whispers keeping his cool.
"You gonna back off" I say getting closer to his face, his smirk slowly gets wiped from hid face as I get closer.
"Oh im gonna back off" he questions watching me come foward almost touching his face.
"Mhm" I groan while rolling my eyes as I put my headphones back on.
"How about this, you kiss me I can see you looking at my lips" he cups my face with one hand and brings it in.
"Now why would I do that" I say grabbing his wrist, making hin flinch and let go of my face.
"cause you want to, and im gonna make you" he teases.
I push his wrist away from me, "im going to make you" he says leaning in again, "maybe I want that" I say trying to tease him.
As his lips are about to meet with mine, I grab his face and push him away.
The bell goes and I stand up ready to leave, "what the fuck" he slams his hands down on the desk lightly.
"Maybe if you werent such a dick I would let you" I giggle blowing him a kiss and began walking away, "wait you actually would kiss me" he says grabbing my wrist gentley-ish.
"Maybe if you werent a fucking dickwad, and you change" I laugh, "what makes you think I would change...for you" he raises his brows "and why, you would proably just shank me with your knife seems as you were about to, why dont you have it now?" he asks.
"Oh trust, i will use it if you make me I just dont waist my time prancing around with it in my hands like its some fucking trophy, im not saying you have to change im saying you look like you get no girls when your a bully so talk to me when you get that attitude fixed" I smile patting him on the shoulder
"your smarter than you look" he groans getting up,
"I know" I reply walking out leaving him in there
finally some peace and fucking quiet I think to myself check my timetable, I have no more classes so I decide to head home.
Well that day was intresting...I say crashing on my bed exhausted, I honestly dont know whats worse interaction 1 AND 2 with Colby or having no ciggs left I chuckle to myself.