I gasped as I desperately tried to breathe
Trying to hide the sobs fighting to escape
Hastily wiping off my tears, only to have another cascade of them flowing
One by one tears fall on my pillow,the sound blending in with the rain drops
I'm engulfed in this gloom
Which never seems to end
But what do I do? I have too many reasons to cry
And not even one to smile
Who am I to blame?
The world that turns it's back on me every chance it gets?
Or me for being so hard on myself?
Doesn't matter anyway because in the end it's me who's getting hurt all over again.