i was a lonely puppy
when i found you,
and you made me happy.
your kind eyes always
welcoming, warm, and accepting.
i had all of you.
i started forgetting
how badly I wanted to end my life.
i was oblivious of the
amount of love my heart could contain.
i had most of you.
but then you left me.
and now i am once again
clutching at my chest
whimpering on my bedroom floor
like a wounded dog.
i had some and now, none of you.