KE'RANI JACKSON
𝖶𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖧𝖺𝗋𝗅𝖾𝗆, 𝖭𝖾𝗐 𝖸𝗈𝗋𝗄
❝ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ 'ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ⁱ'ᵐ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ❞
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𝖩𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝖱𝖾𝗌𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗇𝖼𝖾—*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ
𝟣𝟤.𝟤.𝟤𝟤
𝟣𝟤:𝟣𝟦𝗉𝗆
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She sat on her bed sulking as she stuffed her face with pretzel bites, she hadn't left the house since that night and didn't plan to either, her friends occasionally checked in on her including notti but she was to distraught to even talk to him
She stopped doing her makeup and barely had enough energy to dress up, part of her wanted to believe he really had thought he was kissing her but her pride wouldn't let her, he sent flowers and apology letters to her house daily that she almost never read but this particular one caught her eye
' i apologize for breaking your trust, don't ever think i would soberly hurt you, i know you went back to your old eating habits and you not taking care of yaself, thats not like you pretty, you don't gotta hurt yourself over me ' she read putting the pretzel back in the bucket
' i don't ever wanna be the cause of you harming yaself, i know you don't wanna see me right now but i ain't backing down, imma see you soon mama ' she read the last portion of the letter finally coming to a realization, she was hurting herself over something she wasn't fully aware about, she hadn't actually let him speak
She sighed grabbing her phone beginning to text him telling him to come to her house, she got up from her messy bed going to the bathroom to fix herself up, she grabbed a makeup wipe beginning to clean off the mascara stains that ran down her cheeks
After she was finished with that she touched her hair up before beginning her makeup routine, after that was done she decided to stay in her pajamas since she wasn't going anywhere but her room, there was a knock at the door signaling he was bere, she went downstairs opening the door revealing the tall boy with red glitter roses in hand
"Those for me?"she questioned looking between him and the flowers, he nodded handing her the flowers along with a tiny box. "Can i tell you what really happened now?"he asked looking down at her not knowing what was going through her head. "Go ahead, i'm listening"she pushed sitting down on the couch patting the spot next to him, he sat down taking a deep breath before finishing
"So i was sitting in the living room smoking by myself, i couldn't see shit but my blunt and she came upstairs, she called my name which i don't know how she know my name the bitch must be a stalker"he added rubbing his temple trying not to get frustrated. "She touched my face and i immediately thought it was you cause you mad touchy"
"I called yo name and she answered but i still had a weirdass feeling it wasn't you, i shoulda listened to my gut but i didn't , she kept asking me random ass questions and she came onto me , i thought she was you so i didn't stop her"he continued trying his hardest to keep eye contact but the feeling of shame was eating him alive
"The moment when it finally clicked it was too late since you already caught us, i apologize and i shoulda never left yo side that night, i shoulda went downstairs witchu but i didn't , ion even wanna see another blunt"he stressed running his hands over his face, she bit her lip trying to figure out what to do
"It's cool if you don't wanna be with me, i could understand why"he sighed dropping his head. "Imma need some days, maybe weeks, to think about it"she voiced clutching the roses to her chest tightly. "Last time i forgave you too easily, and it's partially my fault for even letting her get so close to you, i shoulda set boundaries"
"But it ain't neither of our fault that she a weirdo, now it is yo fault that you made her feel comfortable enough to even touch you"she continued staring him deep in his eyes, the sexual tension grew as they maintained eye contact throughout their whole conversation. "I kinda feel bad for shorty, she kissed me not even 45 minutes after i had my lips on you"he mumbled scratching the back of her head
"Oh that's foulll"she dragged shaking her head. "But nah forreal, you don't gotta take me back right away but can we still see each other? I ain't tryna spend christmas nor my birthday without you there"he pleaded gripping her hand tightly not wanting to let her go
"Of course you gon see me, david wouldn't let me live it down if i stopped going to see him cause of you"she stated looking at him like he was crazy, he sighed in relief at her reassurance and thanked god. "Lemme take you to glowblade, i gotta work my way back witchu"he suggested gripping her hand
"I think you tryna make fun of me cause you know i can't skate"she mumbled glaring at him, he chuckled turning his gaze away from her. "Mama i'm doing it so we can learn together, why else would i take you to a skating rink knowing we both can't skate?"he questioned perking his eyebrow
"You wanna be in that movie atl soooo bad"she dragged shaking her head, he looked down noticing she hadn't opened the tiny box yet, he understood that she was waiting for him to leave so she could open it but in all honesty he didn't want to. "You ain't tear yo whole room up right?"he questioned tilting his head
She shook her head leading him up the stairs, once they made it to her room he seen clothes, makeup palettes scattered across the floor, it was the messiest her room had ever been and he was honestly shocked. "Now why you lie like that, it look like a hurricane ran through this bitch"he joked picking some of the clothes off of the floor
He found his favorite yellow hoodie with makeup smeared all over it which hit him hard, he picked up some more clothes and set them in a separate hamper since some were clean and some were dirty, he discarded all of the food that was laid out on her bed and helped her clean her dresser off. "You read my letters right?"he asked out of nowhere which caught her off guard
"I read one, i was crying too much to read the others"she admitted leaning the broom up on the dresser. "Comere real quick"he motioned for her to come near him, she obliged going to sit next to him but that wasn't enough for him, he pulled her on his lap letting her sink into him, he rubbed her back comfortingly placing a kiss on her forehead. "You really think i would want any bitch that ain't you to experience me on that level?"he asked furrowing his brows
"Fuck you think i waited so long to lose my shit for?"he questioned running his finger along her jawline. "I only feel comfortable touching you, and if a bitch did say i touched them i wasn't sober"he continued as she just sat there and let him speak, she was skeptical if she wanted to take him back because then everyone would look at her differently, but this was her relationship
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MEANWHILE WITH SANIYA
SANIYA J. MOORE
West harlem, New york
2:25pm
She rolled her eyes listening to her mother discuss things with her grandmother, she didn't feel like she had done anything wrong hence he kissed her. "She's out of control mama, she got into a physical fight over somebody else's boyfriend"mrs moore explained
"Not to mention she did it while the boy was under the influence, i didn't raise her like this so i don't know where the fuck she got it from"she added glaring at saniya, she could have gave her a little grace since she was going through some traumatic things due to her father dying but mrs moore was fed up
"You started dressing like the girl and basically stalking her all so you could get with her boyfriend, i don't know where all this weird behavior coming from but it needs to stop"she continued airing her out while pointing in her face. "Tamia, yelling at the girl and talking to her like that won't fix anything"her grandma butted in
"I've tried to be soft and understanding but she taking it way too far, now your lucky to only have a concussion and that the girl was nice, cause most girls wouldn't have went so easy on you!"mrs moore bantered, saniya began tuning her out not caring about a thing she was telling her because in her mind it was worth it
"You need to have some respect for yourself saniya, when you go back to school you will apologize to that girl"mrs moore stated pointing up the stairs, saniya stood walking up the stairs mumbling under her breath. "And you can keep on talking back, cause you only making it worse for yourself!"mrs moore shouted up the stairs
"Why are you so hard on her? You see she's going through something and your putting all the blame on her like she's the only one at fault"her grandma sighed shaking her head in disapproval. "Mama she's my child, you need to stop babying her because thats why she acts like this now, and she is at fault for this because she initiated it!"mrs moore argued
"How do you know that tamia? Were you there?"her grandma argued folding her arms over her chest. "Everyone in that house told me she initiated it, but whatever i'm not gonna sit here and argue with you over my daughter"mrs moore retorted waving her mother off
"She's practically my daughter since i had to raise her, lets be realistic tamia"her grandma egged the argument on trying her best to defend saniya. "You might be the reason why she acts like this, the reason why she thinks its cute to be a side piece"mrs moore shook her head standing up from the table dusting her skirt off
"Lock the door when you leave"she stated walking up the stairs leaving her mother alone in the huge dining room.
Short chapter before i head my ass to school, 1'780k words!!
Excuse any mistakes cause i didn't proofread!
Thoughts??