SOOO i was having such a good time on december 23rd because yk yk it was like the 2nd day of break ANDNN christmas was soon
and i was on call with my silly friend ell!!! and we were chillin on uh.. an.. app..! and thennn ell was like "ashers getting really mad at me!!!!" bc yeah
and then i was like okay and then i went to text him and sent a picture of my cat and said "LOOK HOW FUCKING CUTE MY CAT IS" and heres the convo...
like dudee... its just a snowman icon chillax it's literally going to be nothing in like a week..
so i was like alright!! so then like 15-20 minutes later i said "Hey" and here's the convo but im not showing screenshots so...
a~asher
me: Hey
a: NO
me: Why
a: ANGER
me: Say goodbye to all your anger and say Hey to Grammarly
i was tryna joke around to make him not be angry and he just got more angry i guess
a: IM GONNA BEAT GRAMMARLY TO DEATH
me: Chrissy wake up I don't like this
a: KYS
yeah ur angry but ur telling me to kms thats not very nice😔
me: I'm sorry
me: Am I forgiven
a: YES
me: Yay🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🎊🎊🎈🎈🥳🥳🎈🥳🥳🥳🎈🎈🎊🎊
a: STUPID FUCKING EMOJIS
a: IM LEAVING
m: Okay goodbye
m: *SOMETHING INCREDIBLY SILLY THAT I WILL NOT BE SAYING HERE!*
m: Do you hate emojis😢
after that he screenshotted the INCREDIBLY SILLY thing that i said and sent it to ell after he cussed her out and stuff!!
and said "DONT TELL BRYNN I SHOWED YOU THIS ISTG" i think he said that!! and she showed me cuz we were on call so what??
ALSOOO while i was chatting with him yk like all that convo up there i was broadcasting to ell.. she KNEW about the INCREDIBLY SILLY message.. she knew everything i said and watched me send it
so she showed me that he screenshotted
ANYWAYS
then this happened
after that he blocked me!
then he sent ell some questionable things that u can find in her story!!!
after he blocked me AND ell we were still on call and then she was like "uh im gonna go!!" and i was like okay cuz yeah
then i had a breakdown on my floor for like half an hour
after that ell texted me and was like "hi whats poppin" and we chillaxed on call and kinda DISCUSSED what happened earlier
like if i were to talk to him like that he wouldve gotten mad at me like wtf
so then the next day...
i discovered i was blocked or unfriended on E V E R Y T H I N G...
discord, tiktok, and ROBLOX?
it is NOT that deep blud..
(IT WAS WHEN HE SEND DEATH THREATS TO ELL WHICH U CAN SEE IN HER STORY)
and like remember this wouldnt of even happened if the fucking snowman ugh
ALSO I MET THE FRIEND THAT "STOLE" THE SNOWMAN ICON AND SHES SO FUCKING NICE
and like a while ago he TOLD me that he gets like jealous or wtv when his friends have like other friends and they talk about them and then he feels kinda left out and i UNDERSTOOD that bc yeah but like not in the way HE meant it..
WHENEVER ell would mention a friend he'd get all "i hate them." stfu
later that day me and ell made a cover of we dont talk about bruno (that was completely unrelated)
BUT THENNNN that day he followed ell on tiktok and she was like hey blud whyd u do that
and he was like "no go away" U FOLLOWED HER???
THEN HE HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY "yall can talk to me on christmas" NAME ONE MF THAT WANTS TO TALK TO YOU ON CHRISTMAS STOP ACTING LIKE U DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONGUUHHHH
heres ells and ashers convo!
e~ell
a~asher
a: yall can talk to me on christmas.
e: um okay buddy
a: nevermind fuck off
a: i hope ur christmas is fucking terrible
a: you fucking suck.
e: what did i do
a: stupid fucking "buddy"
a: im not 3 fucking years old fuck off
e: sorry
bro needs to CHILLAX... bro just learned how to cuss..
AND ALSOOOO IM STILL MAD BECAUSE I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING FROM THE MF START... I TRIED TO JOKE AROUND AND BE HAPPY AND HE JUST CUSSED ME OUT...
like how can blud live normally after telling his bestie westie all that stuff...
like blud said we can talk to him on christmas like he was a victim and we are awful people
THEN BRO HAD MORE AUDACITY TO SAY "i miss u im sorry" TO ELL...
are you sorry? do you miss her? or do you have no one to talk to?
because HE got mad at me for wanting to be friends with this one awesome amazing person who is my bestest bestie westie in the whole wide world because she said and did some things that dont need to be spoken abt and she is a CHANGED WOMAN!!!
and he was like "u can go ahead and forgive her but i dont think i ever can for what she did to me" (I HONESTLY DO NOT REMEMBER WHAT SHE DID)
but then like a day after he stopped being friends with me and ell he made a google doc so he could talk to this girl that he 'hates' so much and he talked to her every day of christmas break...
thought u hated her..
then he was like "dont talk to me at school" to her...
dawg that's so embarrassing FOR YOU...
but then later on he was like "nvm u can" is it because you have NO friends whatsoever?
ALSO he cussed ME out because SOMEONE else told me something..
(it was ell)
ell told me about the "yall can talk to me on christmas" and idk how he found out about me knowing he said that but he found out somehow but i have an idea of how he found out but that doesnt matter
heres what he said when he cussed me out!!
only asher is talking here because ell doesnt reply
so a~asher
a: dont fuckin tell brynn the shit i say like this
a: fuck you
a: dont show brynn dont tell brynn
a: brynn can fuck off
a: brynn can jump off a cliff for all i care
WHAT DID I DO ????
I DDINT DO ANYTHING TO HIM FROM THE START AND HES SO MAD AT ME FOR NO REASON YET BEGGING ELL FOR FORGIVENESS WHO ONLY SHOWED ME A SCREENSHOT OF SOMETHING I SAID?? HE IS SO UNNECCESSARILY MAD
so after thattttt we eeped and something kinda happened every day like including the silly goose asher
he kept bothering ell and being all "im sorry" and "ill change" will u change? will u?
i thought that he wouldve put together a good apology over break but he didnt and then complained about not having an apology..
and what flipping upsets my is this guy will say the most awful shit abt me and then only care about ell (love ell stan ell ell is great and awesome and flipping cool as heck)
because he's weirdly obsessed with ell..
he would send me paragraphs and paragraphs about how much he likes her and odd scenarios between him and her.. those r in head thoughts buddy..
and he kept telling me that he "loves her so much that he started to hate her" what did she do? all she did was be a decent mf human being LMAO
he also kept asking me to tell her he was sorry?? he wouldnt say what he was sorry for and kept asking me to ask if she was mad at him??
eventually i was like "no fuck off im not asking anymore ask urself" because like this wasnt once a week, once a day, once an hour.. this was like once every 15-20 minutes..
i get having a crush and THINKING weird things.. but telling people them..?
ALSO i know i already said this but he gets so angry at ell's friends for just existing..
i met ells friends that he hated so much for no reason and theyre literally so nice and they are awesome
like he didnt want ANYONE else to be friends with her..
he kept saying "i hate her but oh how i love her" stfu..
AND HE CALLED ME "sir maam rat potato" ...shut the fuck up.
ANYWAYSSSS
winter break came to an end and i was scared of seeing him at school but he didnt even show up so i didnt even need to be worried!!!
but on the second day back ell texted me and said his bag was in the class they had together and that meant he was there which is TERRIFYING after not talking to him
but then he talked to ell like everything was normal
stfu
in second period me and ell were like wtf bro why is he talking to u like he didnt send u death threats?
and not even apologize
then in third period which is pe and i have with him we got put on the same team
and he walked over to me and softly hit my head and said "hair" ???
and i didnt know what to do so i just went "hair.. yea!" and talked to him like everything was normal..
and a few times that day me or ell mentioned what he did trying to get something out of his ass (nothing happened)
and i sent him a friend request after school cuz like we were friends again right?
apparently i did something to him during the day that was so awful? he accepted ells friend request but not mine
he just never has ever had a care for me its only ell that he has EVER cared about
(still stan ell bc she thinks its weird asf)
he just doesnt like me because he loves ell so yippee
ell asked him to accept my friend request because i asked her to and he just went "no" like wtf is your problem im trying my fucking best to act like you didnt do anything to us and YOU are the one who cant act normal?
so ell (obviously) had to throw in a funny joke (it was funny af)
she said "you sent me death threats its the least u could do" with a rolling eyes emoji at the end but i cant use emojis bc im on my computer
but then he got all "i apologized multiple times so can you guys please stop bringing it up" were you apologizing or begging? and you only apologized to ell...
and it was a shitty ass apology.. it was just begging and repeating "i miss u im sorry"
then they had a peaceful (not peaceful) chat and then he blocked her.. he has a prob with blocking ppl
and we havent talked since!!
i made eye contact with him in pe on friday lmao he was lonely af..
and i had to sit next to him in english bc of assigned seats and the desks are so close together
and i also sent him a link to join bookly through his number and then he blocked me ig blud forgot to block me
i thought he did block me and thats why i sent the link bc like i was like "he definitely blocked me" but then he ended up NOT blocking me and i was terrified for if he replied but he just read my message and then blocked me
and we go back to school again tomorrow!
so i'll update in the next chapter tmr!!
(or today bc its almost 1:30 am)
BYEEEEEE