I heard a knock on the door and wiped my tears and washed my face and went inside of my bed so my face wont be visiable
"Come in" i said i had a shaky breath
I saw dante and lorenzo they came closer to my bed "whats wrong" they asked "nothing i kinda want to be alone" i said politely and they both nodded and left the room
I was feeling tired from crying so i feel asleep
Dante pov:
I dont know what happend to isa and im concered mom is at work dad donatello and sergio on buisness meeting and im lost i dont know what to do so i puled my phone and called dad
"Is everything ok dante" he said
"No dad isa came home crying and i dont know why she wont tell and i cant force her ovbiously and im lost i dont know what to do" i said
"
Ok ill be back home at ten minutes we and we will fiugre it out" he said and i hunged up
I was sitting on the couch in the living room with leg bouncing until i heard the door open and i stood up right away it was dad sergio and donatello
"Hi dad" i said
"So what happend " he asked
"I dont know she just came crying you should have seen her she looked terrified" i said and he nodded we all went upstair and knocked on her door multiples time and then we decided to open the door and we saw her sleeping her eyes looked puffy and still with dry tears
We went back downstairs and saw matteo and katie coming to the kitchen also
""Do any of yall know what happend to isa" dad said harshly
"No why what happend"matteo said
"We dont know she came back looking horrible" i said
"Did she come with any of you after school" dad asked
"She said she will came late since she had something to do" katie said and i eyed her
"Ok we will check it out" dad said
Mom came home and we explained her what happend and she said she will talk to her tomorrow beacuse now she is sleeping
Isabella pov:
I woke up from a nightmare i was breathing heavily and my body is aching and my head is throbbing i got up and went to my bathroom i felt disgusted after what happend i washed myself and scrabbed my body harshly after the shower i got dressed and took a aid kit and hellped my ribs and stomach that look worse than before whuch is bad really bad i felt sick to my stomach after what he did i went back to bed and i hide under the blanket
A knock on the door and i didnt even had the strengh to talk the door opend and i saw alessandro he came closer to my bed "are you ok" he asked and i nodded "are you ready for school" he asked and i shook my head he nodded
"Do you wanna tell me why" he said and i shook my head again he understood
"Do you want to go downstairs for breakfast" he asked and i shook my head again he nodded and went to the door "well if you wanna talk about it or to eat tell me ok" he said and i nodded
I went more under my bed and felt tears on my cheeks and just broke down again like a baby
After crying for hours i was thirsty and went downstairs not before washing my face and checking in the miror
I went in the kitchen and grab me some water and drank
"Hey isa" i heard someone voice behind me and i turned around to see who it is and saw donatello
"Hey" i whisperd
"Did you cry?" He asked and i shook my head trying to walk away but he held my hand and i froze he then the realized and let go of my hand
"Im sorry i didnt mean to" he said
"Its ok" i said and went upstairs and felt in my stomach and hissed in pain
"Are you ok" he asked rushing to me
"Im fine" i said
"Well at least let me take me to your room" he said and i nodded he then helped me to go to my room and tuck me in bed
"Can you tell me why you hissed in pain" he said and i panicked a little
"Period cramps" i said and he nodded and got up "well rest a little" he said alwardly and walk out of the room
Time skip
Its been a week and im still not going to school i have no appettie and i feel nothing im too fucked up to handle this right now i dont wanna breath anymore i was ignoring my family which is stupid but i dont feel like talking with anyone and i know i should tell them about what happend but im too scared
What if they will punish or kick me out of the house like katie said idk if i should tell them or not beacuse i know im acting weird right now but i just dont know how to deal with everything its too much for me i wish i could just be gone but i want to try to tell mom at least
Its was dinner i was in my room again and i decided to text mom
"Mom can you come to my room pls" i texted and she saw the text
"Sure honey" she replied
After couple of minutes i heard a kncock and she came in she sat on my bed next to me
"Talk to me honey" she said and everything came together and i just broke down crying
"Hey its ok talk to me" she said and i nodded
"You know im lately acting strange and im sorry for that but... i dont know its a lot going on" i said
She nodded understanding and hugged me i wiped my tears and took deep breath so i wont sound bad
"Well last week something bad hapoend and i dont know what to do" i said
"Can you tell me what happend" she aksed
"Well there was this teacher *sniff*and he asked for me to stay after class beacuse he had to talk *sniff* about something...but he didnt mom he...he.... rap...ed me" i said crying
I heard her gasping and she hugged me thightly and i hugged her back not wanting her to pull back i was too tired of holding it in i heard that sharing is good and make a relife so why not she had tears in her eyes and i wiped them with my tumbs
"Im sorry" i said and she shook her head
"No dont you ever be sorry its not your fault" she said and i nodded
I yawned and felt tired i barely sleep beacuse of my nightmares she saw i was ready to sleep "ill let you rest" she said and she left the room after
I woke up from a nightmare i checked the time it was 3am and i couldnt take it anymore all the stuff were too much for me the kife before here the teacher incident the needle shit why me why always me what did i do to deserve it maybe if i will just die then i wont feel this pain anymore i went downstairs and i got in the ktichen and open the drawer i looked at all those beautifull knifes and i took a sharp blade and cut my arm
The pain made feel relived and i also deserved it i took some painliller and swallowed them and i started to feel dizzy and my heart race going faster and i just waited for me to die
I collapsed onnthe floor and the blood i still visiable on my arms sisnce i wear a t-shirt i felt cold i was starting to see everything blurry and i could feel foot steps and the last thing i heard was
"Stella pls wake up dont di....." someone said and i lost concious
Hey guys this chapter is long i hope you guys liked it
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