mattheos pov
she goes limp in my arms, i try my hardest to hold her up but my body crumbles into the floor. i sit there, still holding my love in my arms, hugging her so tight, tight enough that i was hoping that she would tap me because i was squashing her. nothing. my eyes fill with tears,"please ana, you can't go yet, we still have so much to do. please i'm begging you stay with me, don't leave me, i can't do this alone, please..." my voice breaks and then kai comes rushing out
"no no no no no, ana? ANA? ana please wake up, come on wake up now" kai falls onto his knees next to me and breaks down, he pulls her out of my lap and holds her close to him, cradling her like a baby and whispering stuff to her that no one else can hear by his almost silent voice
i stood up, my hands shaking violently, my body filling with rage and the adrenaline kicking in from it, i turn to face my father and knock the wand out of his hand. his face drops as he rushes to grab it but im faster than him and reach it first. i pick it up and grin at him,"what do you want to say now father?" i raise my eyebrows at him and wait for his answer, he stays silent
"so what is it you say huh, i don't think i can remember?" i grin even more as i tilt my head to the side and then snap it back up," oh yeah i remember... avada kedavra" i say, my grin not leaving my face until he lays on the ground, slumped up in a very uncomfortable looking way. i look down at my hands, at his wand and snap it in half, putting it in my pocket and then going back over to ana and kai, all of our friends surrounding them.
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my angel,
i don't know how i've managed this long without you, it feels like a lifetime but im going to join you soon so i miss you so much but i'll see you soon
im stood at her grave, i need to say my goodbyes and then we'll be reunited finally. its only been a month since the battle of hogwarts and her death but i feel like it will never get better, not until i see her again
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hey angel,
i've hugged them all twice, once for me and once for you, i'll see you tonight i promise. i love you
she died a month and 4 days ago, i promised i'd see her tonight and im not going to break it. i walk away from her grave smiling to myself.
i make my way to the broken and empty hogwarts castle, making my way through the rubble and to the spot she died, i lay down next to where she previously layed and held my wand up to my chin. i whispered smiling,"avada kedavra"