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Blake
"Maybe we should head back down stairs." I told Luke as we laid on top of his bed.
" Okay... So does this mean we're dating now?" Luke asked me and I didn't have a answer for it yet.
" I don't know. What do you think ?" I asked.
" I think we should and see what happens." Luke smiles at me and I swear I thought my mouth dropped. I can't believe he was smiling at me. Ugh and I sound like a school girl from Grease but I don't care.
I wonder what Oliver will think. Wait will that make me a Thot or Shrank because I'm dating my best friend - friend ? Probably not and besides me and Oliver never dated. So it can't be bad. Plus I saw him dancing with someone but maybe he was just being nice.
"Okay come on." Luke says as we walked out of his room interrupting my thoughts.
The music begin to vibrate my ears and body. I loved that feeling. I felt so free and fearless.
We begun to danced to whatever song that was playing. Years ago I like to dance in huge crowds so no one can see me.Now I don't care about who's watching or if I get lost in the crowd. In these moments I'm weightless.
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I lost sight of Luke so I decided to sit down at one of the red lace table cloth tables - I had to admit I was very tired.
Minutes had pass and I've still haven't seen Luke or Oliver. I'm the type of person who secretly over reacts and over think things,so not seeing either of them makes me kinda of sad. I took out my phone and dial Luke number - he didn't answer. It was 11 at night and Luke house was still crowded.
"Hi !" A girl dressed in a slutty maid costume says to me.
"Hey what's up !" I yelled over the music to her.
"Is this seat taken ? " She asked.
" No I'm alone."
"I would have thought you would be with Luke."
" You know Luke ? He told me he hardly knows anyone here they just come."
" He's my step brother." she tells me. "My dad he - Hey do you want to go on the patio so we can hear each other ?"
"Sure." I said and she lead the way.
They were many people outside too , swimming inside the pool ,smoking pot beside trees. We found a spot at a patio table. The music from inside was still distinctive - I could still hear it even though we were outside.
" Okay now that we have a seat I can finish what I was saying... What was I saying, right about Luke and my father. Before my father left us he was very abusive towards me and mother.It become so bad that if we tried to leave he would blame me and hit my mother. The neighbors from next door heard me screamed one day and that was all it took. My father left us in a heart beat and didn't look back, I never saw him again. So years later my beautiful mom met Luke's dad and got marry 8 months later... I don't know why I told you that. I usually don't like to talk about it or anything sad and that matter. I hope I didn't make you uncomfortable and anyway people don't like hearing things like this."
I can't believe I let her finish her sob story - usually I wouldn't be able to bear it, but she seem so broken when I look at her I felt like I saw myself in her.
"No you didn't scare me. It's good that you and your mother are free from your father. I can't imagine what I would have done if I was in your shoes. I'm Blake by the way." And her eyes literally grew wider.
" My name is Blake too, Blake Reily.You know Oliver is a very good guy he speaks highly of you for a minute I thought he had a thing for you, not that I care, but - he has told me much about you. I know I haven't known you or Oliver for a long time but perhaps we can be friends I don't have many."
" You talked to the right person because I'm friends with many people so it want be hard for you to fit in. If you're hanging out with me and Oliver."
" Thanks I would have ask Luke but his type of friends and I don't mix unfortunately. I mean half of the people who are here he doesn't even know. And I thought they were only movies that had parties like this. "
" Oh yeah there are a lot of parties like this if you go to our school. The first party I attend was in freshman year with Oliver it had an Project X theme. The party was great.Lots of hot guys, drinks and weed. It was great."
" You smoke?" Blake asked me.
"Yeah sometimes. Blake listen, to avoid any confusion when I speak of you can I give you a nickname or do you have a nickname I can call you by ?"
" You can call me by my last name "Reily" instead of Blake, anything that's easy for you and Oliver ." Reily tells me.
" So what was Oliver reaction when you told him we had the same name?"
Reily begin to smile. " He begin to talk about you."
" Yeah he-"
" I was looking for you." Oliver says interrupting our conversation. I can tell he didn't notice I was right there because when he saw me he begin to smile extremely wide.
"Hey Blake.Luke is looking for you.And I see you and Blake met each other. Blake and Blake that's going to be catchy."
" Yeah we've met and text me when you're ready to go. I can promise you in the next 30 minutes I'll either be stoned or drunk so you'll probably have to find me. Later dudes. "
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I spend 10 minutes trying to find Luke. I begin to wonder if Luke really told Oliver he was looking for me, but then again his huge is humongous, and there's at least 200 hundreds people here.
I decided to stop looking for him and have fun. Fun meaning drinking and getting high with strangers. My speciality.
" This feels .... So good!" I giggled.I'm clearly high and drunk already. I forgot how much it felt to feel so relieve ,happy, and stress free.I love this feeling and I don't ever want to let go.
I was inside Luke's house smoking with a boy who look like the white version of Bob Marley.And they weren't even Jamaican there accent was fake as hell. If I wasn't intoxicated I would flipped them off - they accent are so insulting.
" You're bad at faking your accent, seriously you guys suck at it.Shut the hell uppp alreadddy " I begin to giggle again. My voice is very slurred.
My phone begin to ring. I look at phone and a picture of Oliver and me came into view.We were both on the bed making weird faces at each other, and decided it was a good picture with memories so he took it.
I rejected his call and begin to smoke and drink myself into my own misery.
No one understood the way I act when I drink or smoke. When I act the way I do it's because I'm sad and empty.I wish I could tell someone this but it's hard. I want even know where to start if I told anyone how I feel.Feelings about my dad, mother - feelings in general will come rushing inside my frontal Lobe.And I want be able to make it stop.
Oliver
" Pick up the damn phone Blake." Still nothing. If I go looking for her it's going to take at least 1 or 2 hours, it's 1 in the morning and the place is still packed.
Luke is no where to be found. He told me he was looking for Blake but I know it was just "Child's Play" He was probably just stalling- I did see him with Vicky. The high school slut - she's done the whole football and volleyball team. Maybe it was nothing I keep telling myself, I did see them too heading upstairs.
Maybe her emotions were becoming to much for her so she just let go.
I shook my head.No she wouldn't do something like that I though. Out of all people she wouldn't have done "it" with Luke.
"Where are you ?" I whisper the music was still pounding loudly making it harder for me to think.
" You're bad at faking your accent, seriously you guys suck at it.Shut the hell uppp alreadddy " I heard a familiar voice slurred.I already knew it was Blake when she's gets drunk or high she gets a cocky attitude.
I stared at her for 1 minute digesting what I'm seeing - she's broken, she looks tired of life, of everything.
" Blake what are you doing ?" I yelled. She's sitting with Bob Marley lookalikes. And she's right - there accent sounds like shit.
I snatch the liquor bottle she was holding and yank the cigarette from her mouth.
This isn't her. I know it isn't.
She's hurt. She's empty.She isn't coping.
"What are you doing ! That was mine ! " She yelled as her voice cracks.
"We're leaving.And we'll talk about this tomorrow when you're sober."
"No!" She pouts. "I'm staying. I'll wait for Luke." She pauses. " I think he loves me." Blake giggles.
"Luke doesn't love anyone. And if he does he deserves a Oscar." I say as I try to lift Blake off the couch - protests but I ignored her.
Wow she's heavier than I thought.
When we make it outside she jumps out of my arms and falls onto the concrete.
"Jesus, Blake." I say as I bend down to help her up.
"Don't- Don't touch me !" Blake laughed .I can tell she trying her best to hold everything in. Every inch. Even with her fake crooked smile.
When she finally stands back up her legs wobbly a little. I noticed a wicked smile that formed her face - that had no emotion or sentiment.
I was losing her.
A/N Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. The next chapter will be updated soon. Until then Later Teensz✌✌